Longing puts my feet to ground
Loathing predates nothing sound
Learning loses idle thought
And spirits, they, well I forgot
But laughter elevates my soul
Together points us toward a goal
And in the end, if looking down
Loses sight of what we've found
Leaving this, the light of day
As sometimes on our path seemed may
When silence overtook the air
Remember how we broke from there
We listened while around us grew
Echoes of emotions true
So, if there's sadness with the end
I'll pledge my love to you again

Our sight beams reckless, can't you see
Behind just breathless fantasy
The shock and coolness breathes to light
Such ere gigantic phantom spite
To ridicule and rue the day
Your systematic ways laid way
Every entire stitch and scar
Our time, outlandishly bazaar,
Hath stricken like macabre disease
Does make tonight gleem through the trees
And glow out past these violent streets
Where, stirred to fire my cold heart beats

Subtle changes, maybe faint
Or miniscule, but ageless ain't
Pass not unnoticed nor unfelt
As the cheating way our cards were dealt
But life is silent, standing still
And watching for it's time to ****
Full knowing of both these two souls
One saddened, one raked through the coals
Yet still it comes back through the ground
To reckon time our hearts abound
And somewhere off at this same time
A whispery breeze forgave our crime

I'm ending now with all this woe is me
For lack of metaphor to liken we
It's as hypocrisy within the will
Forsaking him it once enticed to ****
I'm not the sorrow I am not the pain
As well the grey clouds and the driving rain
Just the layman guilty in his tracks
We all long for the pat upon our backs
Might pen some cards with threatening recipes
Counterfeit inactive ransom notes
Befriend a shrink to diagnose my needs
Into prescriptions smuggled in our coats
  Much thanks from a pretender such as I
  You've been so nice I'll own the gesture why

Like dreams most dear but thought denied
My wayward love has since replied
A sudden light pushed through the cracks
My humble room adorns like shacks
Will sometimes when some years have passed
But such is life, my love at last

I'll surface some these recent days
My eyes fixed timeless in a gaze
Across what is my circumstance
A hollow gloom now worth the glance
And ponder weather I'll relate
To passers by in my new state

Head's still split, it's another day in down
Cut by teeth and clawed most ways around
The hazey count is still more days in rest
But I can't sleep and there's crime that I do best
   Surface to suffice achieving breath
The longest month of hiding from some death
Sleep in trees regarded in debate
And move in darkness when the hour's late
She'll be soon arriving with clenched hands
And we'll be high like few that understands
   Her love for me moves mischief by degree
So I hold her 'till our arms bleed patiently
   We ponder speculation through the streets
And cast out pulsing shadows through our sheets
Unhesitant to victimize a fly
Wondering clueless,like minds live or die
   31 does crawl it's way to first
   Thus giving pause to street life near the worst

There's safety in wonders, genius near feat
Rest after ruling and love twixt the sheet
Rivers for sailing gifts to the sea
And waves of possibility