It's okay to lose the people you love
The people who were close to you
The ones that were there for you
One of your friends
Or even someone you cared deeply about
But the loss of the memories won't go away
The memories would stay there no matter what
They would think this and think back how happy they were with you
And how much they had fun hanging out with you

No one could be perfect
No one could be dumb
But they could always be happy
They could help people in need
But in the end all they really want is to be loved

If it was just like the movies I would've been chosen
I would've been happy like the girls in the movie
But it won't happen
Nothing is like the movies unless you find your true love
But that's hard to find if they don't exist
It could never be like the movies
They not like the boys in the movies
And the girls aren't like the girls in the movies
The lives would be different
And you can't change your lifestyle for them
Maybe it could be just like the movies
But that is probably in the future

You say that I am crazy
But you haven't met my family
Or my friends
I maybe crazy
But I'm not crazy enough to do stupid stuff
at least I'm not that crazy
I know how to respect people
I know how to treat others how they want to be treated
If you don't like that then call me crazy because I will show you crazy

Summer is almost here
School is almost out
Everyone is ready
No more waking up early
No more doing work
No more having to struggle
It's time to sleep in
Have fun
Spend time with friends and family

I never dated before
I always wanted to but was afraid
I wanted to find someone like my sister
He makes her smile
Laugh and happy
I'm glad she met him
I'm hoping I could meet someone like that
Someone who could make me smile
Laugh and happy
But for now I shall stay single
I'm happy to be single sometimes
Because my luck with guys aren't good
I never meet the right ones

I can't explain why I like him
But I do
I feel bad because he is my best friend's brother
I feel bad, like I can't like him
Because every time I liked someone it didn't work out
But he makes me feel really happy
I know she supports me on liking him
But I still feel like it is wrong
I know that he may not like me
Which I am used to
When I like a boy, they don't like me back
I'm used to it
I'm used to being ghosted
To not having someone to call
Message, or even video call
But he makes me happy
Happier than I have ever been to liking a boy
I hope he understands he was my first crush
I'm sorry my best friend, but I really like your brother
I love you best friend like your my little sister