I’m not supposed to speak to you.
It’s this unspoken law.
This girl code,
This human silence.
So,
I let my poetry speak.
Let my words sing to you.
Let my stanzas sway you.
I miss you.
[Let me say that more poetically.]
My soul is longing for yours.
My heart is crying for you,
And the tears are the bloodiest of red.
I miss you.
This isn't anything new,
But I can’t tell you that,
You know I can’t.
It would go against everything that society programmed into me.
It would go against our very religion.
[and you know good and well that we aren’t the type to sin.]
So,
I’ll let my poetry speak.
I’ll never know if you’ll get this,
I’ll never know if you’ll read this,
But there’s the chance that excites me.
The hope,
The glimmer, and shine of aspiration.
It’s beautiful, isn’t it?
I’ll leave this here.
I’ll cast this poem into the world.
I’ll let it touch a million hands,
I’ll let it feel a million tears,
I’ll let the millions of people think that this is for them,
But maybe, just maybe,
We’ll know it’s only for us.
The words are only for us:
I miss you.
Poetically, I miss you.
What other way could I tell you?
What other way could I reach you?
I’m not sure, So till then,
I’ll write.