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The mind commits suicide long before the body does
Maybe if I let the music move me
Instead of moving it
The road to success would become one of enlightenment
Maybe if I let my heart guide my hand
Instead of my hand strangling it
I would learn to feel the things I thought were once lost
Maybe if you let me touch your lips
Without kissing back
I would warm up to your breath

Instead of holding my own
I've grown accustomed to his hand on my throat
The wool pierced in my eyes
His voice gravelly and cold
I've grown accustomed to his rough hands tugging my heart
Telling me I'm not to leave
Never to leave him
I've grown accustomed to his demands
The order of his desires
His lips forced to mine
I've grown accustomed to his harsh stare asking me to love him
His words all lies
Backed up by an aggressive demeanor
I've grown accustomed to hardship
Of a toxic love
If you could call it love

It's all I know
I love you
As a lover
As a friend
As a poet
As a trend
For the time being
And then on
I love you
For all that you are
Was
And will be
I love you
Heart and soul
Mind and lungs
I love you
For you x
And all the beautiful tormented souls out there
Moth mouth never liked to fly
She was afraid of the light;
Darkness empowered her
A cloak to hide in,
Was all she knew.
On a closed door she whispered
To the dust
And suede,
That the light would restore her;
Despite her greatest fears
And it was then
She knew
**The greatest things are accomplished
When you face your fears
They won't understand us my dear
We are far too complex for even our own comprehension
They can't conquer us though we may feel conquered
They can't hinder us though we may feel hindered
They can't torment us, tear us down or toss us aside like yesterdays news
We are a fit of passion like the closest embrace
We are an army of one united by our hearts that rarely beat and occasionally
Beat too hard and fast
We won't stop in the name of all that is ungodly
We are too good for this world
They know it
You know it
I am starting to believe it
We are poets, writers, artists, lovers
The world is our oyster and we are allergic to shellfish
It's not that we are misfits
It's that this day and age is still too baggy on our bodies
And I pray to a God I don't believe in that we will never grow into those rags
Because we aren't pearls
Or one of a billion
We are beautiful creatures
They are waiting for the day we bite the pills and overdose on bullets
But you won't let them have that bitter satisfaction
And I shouldn't either
We are the beings ardent for what we can take in quantities from this life
So we may write about them
And tell everyone our story
And watch them melt
To our stolen golden lies
I love you sometimes
I'm living sin and heartache
The greatest web of a lie
Don't call me I won't answer
Don't text me I won't reply
Don't tell me you love me
Your heart will only break
Don't kiss me, sweetie
I make all the boys cry.
Trash the sky with your cigarette ash
The sweetest tobacco I ever had
Your rolling tongue as you french inhale
The heat on my skin making me wail
Lick the filter
Skim the surface
Swim in the blue the clouds help us float
One puff
One life
Inhale
Head rush or choke
Touch my mind with tedious talk
Wandering hands crash landing on my *******
So often I wish I could tell you to walk
But I'm tied
Its all for the best
That over to your best friends I will stalk
And fold myself up in his sheets
He loves me more than than the rest
Loves me more than you
His hands are droplets of water not as cold as your waterfall
He knows how to breathe
You can save your breath
Because I'm my own now
I'm going to go out and never rest
The cigarettes don't sleep
And neither will I
Flaming welts like craters in my skin
Memories of anguish
A moment in time when all was fine
Ceases to exist
As you excavate my form
I am a bundle of broken nerves
Ash is my life now
You can cast an eye on my beautiful face
But what lies beneath is much darker
Dare to conjure a pick up line?
I'll have you under one hell of a spell
I don't feel anything for you
How does that make you feel?
Crimson tears seep from the hurt
It's all a dream
At least that's what I tell myself
To justify all that remains
Be gone with you cruel creature
Fester somewhere else
My head is full
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