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 May 2020 Billie Marie
Me
If you
Externalize
Your pressure
Dear
It will
For sure
Push back to you
And you will feel
Awkwardly pushed away and not
know
Why
Caressing all the seven cracks on the unpolished surface of the shinning mirror,
Growing with me and my deeds.
My fingers reached out for the white pearl at the bottomless top of the bygone vintage .
But all, my fingers could embrace was dust of oblivion , requesting to be known.
My fingers bathed in the blood of all my sinful deeds, adorned the broken edges with the color of my futile eminence.
My flamboyant touch on my glacial self, reminded me of myself, the untold self.
Once the touch which was youthful, turned cold with the tocks.
All the touch of decency are now the tales of my unbreakable past, which broke my fragile present.
Now All I am left with are some mere cracks of negligence, courtesy of the dishonored pebbles.
I picked a broken glass shard and whispered my enchantments of retaliation.
“What part of me are you ?
Are you me or am I you ?
Are you my broken self , or am I your few remaining intact pieces ?”
In the name of justice, I graced the mirror with seven new remarks .
I proved my failure by an attempt to undo the what was wrong.
But all I just did was deepen the scars of what can’t be undone.
Don't let your past break your present
Crown Chakra; thorny,
Disillusion Manifest:
carrot on a stick.

It does tend to feel
as if my Third Eye is blight;
a personal Hell.

I seek to sometimes
use my Throat Chakra to rend
Shadow asunder.

At times, so it seems,
Heart Chakra seeks mere Pleasure;
hollow and fleeting.

Sometimes, it feels
as if my Solar Plexus
becomes a Black Hole.

O, Sacral Chakra,
Intuition's Harbinger,
mislead me no more!

Root Chakra; so raw,
so unadulterated;
such adultery.

Considering I
only get only this one chance,
I must persevere.
Eight Haikus to and about my recent relationships to my Chakras.
 May 2020 Billie Marie
Orategile
We've mastered the art of mimicry
Too often we act accordingly just to end up being finicky
Because what's being true to yourself to one's unconditional love
Too often we study each other to be like the other
Because you heard that's a better version compared to another
Now all you do is mimic to the expense of trying to please
While the originality of your soul is begging you to cease
The constant transformation of foreign personalities
Of which your body lacks the ability
To withhold what it wasn't built to carry
Now being yourself seems too farfetched to your soul
Because..
We've mastered the art of mimicry

O. Aphane
#beyourself
 May 2020 Billie Marie
Lily
when you fall
if he doesn't catch you
if he takes his time or he isn't bothered

do not question your worth
question him
All of our passions,
  border on sin

The reasoning gray,
  the line often thin

All of our joy,
  dances freely between

That Angel above
—and a Devil unseen

(Villanova Pennsylvania: July, 2016)
Why do I feel like I’m falling?
It isn’t me, it’s lost time falling
Away from my feet.

But why should time be lost,
When it is I that am lost,
I acknowledge my defeat

In the face of my own blind pride
And beg that you might spend another second beside
One who deserves to fall from grace,
But in its place
Is flying, soaring, hurtling,
At a rate so star-rate startling
I had to still my coursing thoughts to realise
All of this beauty is passing before my eyes
Passing in my life, and I saw none of it.
I accepted, lived in, used, but saw none of it.
Therefore it isn’t time that should be lost,
When I failed to make the most
Of it, when it’s my value that’s falling
And its is rising, and I’m failing
To match it, in its falling, and its rising,
And realising
Far too late, the worth
Of stopping, admiring, planting ones feet into the earth
For just a minute.
Living in the minute since I am, you are, we are, in it.
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