Beda Flores

Beda Flores Oct 2017

Dead

" I rather die than suffer
for the rest of my life
i see no point of living
if no one loves me
you could say i'm important
but i know i'm not
i'm already dead inside
would it make a difference if i just disappear
i just cry and cry in silence when no one hears me
they will always prefer someone better than me i'll always be a second option"

Beda Flores Oct 2017

Poetry

"The way i speak is writing
I hide in the shadows
When the sun comes up
I barely speak
I know
I can't hide Forever
Reality is my imagination
People speak in different ways
Not everyone is the same
I speak in the way of poetry and you speak in the way you want to "

Beda Flores Oct 2017

A mother

"This is poem deciated to a all mothers or soon to be mothers
A mother is such a special honor
Your brining a tiny joy of life
A new son or daughter who will bring joy to you and all the people in the world a child is not a mistake it is a gift it is a part of you , who can't wait to meet you it is the happiest moment of your life because once you bring a child into the world once you see that smile you will see how happy you made this child happy by being its mother and bestfriend"

Beda Flores Oct 2017

BestFriend My Sister

"When you are sad just remember
Life get's better
If it doesn't
Than i am there
You're not my bestfriend
You're my sister
You're the reason why i never give up in life
Even though we don't talk
I still remember the old days
We're we didn't have worries
We we're kids just trying to live life
You're the reason why i am happy
And i will be the reason why you're happy
Don't end life just because one thing goes wrong
Because one negative always brings a positive I love you and i always will sister"

Beda Flores Oct 2017

Thought

Clearly i thought
I could be happy
But i can't
Clearly i cry
Because i know im broken inside
Clearly i want to die
But i already did

Beda Flores Oct 2017

Depression

Does anyone know im broken
Or are you guys just blind
Clear all i do is cry
So im just waiting to die
I'll be happier
But i know deep inside i won't die because im already dead inside
So for all i know I'll be dead when every one else is alive having a life with out me

Beda Flores Oct 2017

Granted

Think about life
How we take things for granted
Even though we shouldn't we still do
Why is that
That's my question