Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
368 · Oct 2020
patriarchal escapism
is
my
feminism
measured
by
your
misogyny?

do
you
see
the
patriarchy
that
is
trying
to
escape
me?
escaping the patriarchy
367 · Apr 2021
brave enough to cry
you don't have to stop crying or explain why you are crying
you don't have to do anything at all

you don't have to always be strong for vulnerability is not wrong
be brave and let those beautiful tears fall
let those beautiful tears fall
💧💧💧
367 · Aug 2021
5 senses
my face is shaped like a miracle
my voice sounds like pouring coffee
my touch feels like melted chocolate
my hair smells like all of your ex girlfriends rolled in one
my skin tastes like new beginnings
new beginnings
366 · Aug 2021
waste of an identity
his identity was shown
in the way that
he
hung there
for the world
to see
a mistake
forever repeating
a story without an ending
never comprehending
his true identity
a mistake
forever repeating
365 · Feb 2021
animal logic
if you could be
any animal
what would you be?

she asked me
with a sombre face
of negativity

she said
she would be an eagle
so that she could fly away

or
she would be a butterfly
so that she could change

her answer
made me oh so sad
in a way i can't describe

i turned to her
giving her
my honest reply

if i could be
any animal
what would i be?

i would be a human
because then
i would be me
i would be me
365 · Oct 2020
The Time She Forgave.
I reflect upon your words
I reflect upon the absence of mine

I hear the hurt between the verbs
The cruelty layered upon the consonants

All I see is hate created from pain
All I see is toxic anger submerged in *******

I reflect upon your words
I reflect upon the absence of mine

I was going to bear witness
To your torturous sickness

But my faith is my deliverance and
My God taught me forgiveness.
she forgave her abuser.
363 · Oct 2020
Ten Years
Ten years passed by in a moment
First Kiss.
The House We Bought.
Wedding Day Bliss.
I never dreamt that it would be like this

The days mould into one
I guess that's the science of love
All I see ahead of me is us

Ten years have passed by
I am still your wife
I will follow you into eternal life
He is all I could ever need
363 · Sep 2021
where i reside
do not meet me
in the middle
for i will be
all the way over
on the far right side
you will never meet me
in the middle
when the middle
is not where i reside
in the middle
363 · Dec 2020
First Prize
I told the truth when all we had to go on was lies
Though the truth had no real value because deception had been glamorised

I acted with integrity and I did what I knew to be right
You put on your crafty masquerade and collected deceit's first prize
because we all know immorality is so often rewarded
362 · Sep 2021
a fair price
feed me lies like you feed me chocolate cake
make me a chocolate cake for each mistake
so you can feed me chocolate cake like you feed me lies
one lie per bite
a fair price
one lie per bite
362 · Nov 2020
Consequences
This thing was beautiful
This thing was magnificent
This thing was magical
A magical mess

This thing broke his heart
This thing damaged our trust
This thing almost tore us apart
I'm trying to fix this up

This thing has hurt my self confidence
This thing has made me so selfish
This thing stole my innocence
Actions have consequences
our actions have consequences
360 · Aug 2021
consequence emerging
i once watched someone lie
it looked exactly like telling the truth
it was only years later
that i saw the consequence
emerging from who they had turned into
it was only years later
360 · Oct 2020
she dared to dream...
i dream of a world where **** no longer exists.

i dream of a world of respect.
where I no longer have to defend myself...
or look over my shoulder late at night when I'm getting in my car

i dream of a world where I can truly be taken seriously,

when I state the truth that I am in deed a feminist...
and no in deed I do not hate men.

i dream of the time when **** no longer exists.

when I can forget what you did.
just erase your entire memory with a gigantic bottle of mental white-out

blot out your entire existence so you are unable to hurt anyone ever again.

i dream of a world where **** no longer exists.

i brace for this brand new day and I dare to dream...
a bunch of words that came out unexpectedly....
357 · Nov 2020
cutting the cord
this universe is too small for the both of us
no matter how far i run
you are still too close

this destruction is too devastating
it permeates through to my core
so forgive me as i cut this poisonous cord
356 · Jan 2021
scars on my wrist
the scars on my wrists paint a picture of pain
drawn in a time when i was clearly insane
i thought that my body was a canvas of self harm
my razor blade became the perfect tool for expression
red was my favourite colour back then
it was the colour of crimson red
the thought of it leaving my body by the litre gave me such a rush
until the day they found me bleeding to death and decided to lock me up
the scars on my wrist paint a picture of someone who did not feel good enough
the scars on my wrist paint a picture
351 · May 2021
Car Crash
Faded letter in a back pocket
A letter you never got to read
Addressed to no one
Discovered by a uniformed stranger
Words full of meaning
Promises and platitudes
Faded letter in my back pocket
The conclusion of a messy scene
the policeman found your letter when he found my body
350 · Dec 2020
mistake (they made)
you see me differently
i see you differently
they see us both the same
what a mistake they made
oh, what a mistake they made
344 · May 2021
breakdown
she was my growth
she was my world
she was my girl
now she is everyone else's

she called me her magnolia
she called me her river bed
she called me her joy
now she just calls me selfish

she held my hand
she held my child
she held my weight
now she just holds her ground

she was my understanding
she was my humanity
she was my love
now she is just another breakdown
now she is just another breakdown
343 · Dec 2020
The Choice
You tell me to choose
Little do you know
The choice was made up for me decades ago

I didn't have a say at all
My cards were snatched out of my hand
I watched all of my aces fall

Choices are always harder for the woman
Something you could never understand
I want to live just one day as a man

You tell me to choose
Little do you know
The choice was taken from me decades ago
little do you know
342 · Aug 2021
dresser
she leaves the diamond ring on the dresser
alongside the hand written letter
being his wife was meant to take a lifetime
but vows can be broken
people change their minds
being his wife was meant to take a lifetime
341 · Jan 2021
real man
he accepts me as i am
he is a real man
a real man will accept you as you are
341 · Aug 2021
the Pain of Healing
everyone knows Pain
she visits every one of us
wearing different disguises
different costumes
so we do not even realise
that Pain has become our friend
until we are sobbing on the floor of the staff room
until we are putting up barriers so we never let such humanity show
until we are cutting off lovers, family, friends
until our own raw reflection is too much confrontation to handle

every one knows Pain
she presents us with a bottle and promises a cure
she hands us a blade and offers an escape
she gives us diet pills and leads the way to "True Beauty"

Pain looks so different every time
making it near impossible to spot her pretty lies
if you look closely though,
she has a pattern of isolation
never, will she promote Unity
Connection,
Hope,
Community
always, she will order you to operate alone
forever drawing upon inner self-centeredness
never, will she guide you to Truth

every one knows Pain
she is a clever friend to all
always lurking in the background
waiting, on standby
ready to become our transportation to the morgue

we have a closer friend called Healing
stored in a back shelf
that we sometimes forget
she also comes in many forms
she is a song
she is a hug
she is a pen
she is a pen
340 · Aug 2021
temporary game of life
he does not want to lose
she just wants to win
i don't want to be excluded
they just want to begin

he does not want to be left with nothing
she wants to have it all
i want to find out the objective
they don't want to play anymore

he has already lost
she does not know the value of what she has won
i want to unlearn the objective
the objective killed someone

he did not want to lose
she only wanted to win
i wanted to be part of something
they just wanted to exist
they just wanted to exist
337 · Nov 2021
sterile
her behaviour is altered
her face painted
skin plucked
neck perfumed
hair bleached
what is beauty to some
is sterile to me
let me see the original
in it's natural form
let me know the original
before she followed all these laws
laws of beauty
that have become standard
laws of conduct
that define our character
behaviour is altered
to check a box
face is painted
but i am not
let me see the original
336 · Nov 2020
Jane Doe
I am Jane Doe
My identity is unknown
I am a face without a name
A pile of mysterious bones
an unknown woman
336 · Mar 2021
Holding the Girl
I hold her to my chest
She is perfect
In this moment I blissfully forget
All the rigid 90's concepts
About sexuality
Heaven forbid we be who we want to be
All the strict social standards
Demanding to be met
The heterosexual marriage
The kids
The house
The picket fence
It was my ideal 90's dream
To be a suburban queen
Funny how a dream can turn into a cage
A man who vows to love you can turn on you with rage
Holding the girl was the perfect escape
From a place gone stale with pain
I hold her to my chest
She is perfect
When I am with her I am who I am meant to be
I throw away the picket fence
I wave my flag
I don't have to pretend
I hold her to my chest
In this moment beauty is everywhere
In her embrace
I finally feel safe
Holding the girl erases all the shame
holding the girl erases all the shame
💜🌈💜
335 · Dec 2020
Move On
Call me what you want
Call it timing
Call it coincidence
Call it Murphy's Law
Call this whatever you need so we can move on
moving on is all we can do
334 · Nov 2020
Golden Lie
I raced towards the finish line
Your golden trophy my constant drive
When I reached the end
I must confess
Your trophy was a golden lie
following a dream of lies
332 · May 2021
worldly issues
i live in a world where self acceptance is a social crime
where honesty is a joke
i live in a world of blank stares and self gratification
i can be a hundred different personalities and no one will bat an eyelid
no one will even notice
i live in a world where no where is safe
where asking for safety is a sin
i live in a world where no mistake can be erased or forgotten
for everyone has an online record
dictating if and when i can move on
i live in a world where suicide becomes a necessity
or a fun thing to do
or a distraction
i live in a world that is utterly *******
the world i live in
332 · Oct 2020
Winners & Losers
I don't want to win
I want to live
In a world where winning doesn't matter

What is this competition
That I did not sign up for?

I don't want to win
I want to live
In a world where winning doesn't matter
this world has become a competition
331 · Apr 2021
Karma
I heard her screaming
Pitiful cries of agony
I would have gone to her rescue
Saved her from the abuse
Instead memories filled my mind
Of countless times she made me cry
So I left her there in her despair
I finally had karma on my side
i finally had karma on my side
330 · Apr 2021
Holding Herself
He wanted to hold me
He wanted to mould me
He wanted to pour me into the perfect shape that he'd created

The mould cracked
The shape shattered
You cannot hold a heart of gold that wants to hold herself
you cannot hold a heart of hold that wants to hold herself
💛💛💛
328 · Nov 2020
Friendship Vow
I kept looking across at you tonight
Whenever you made some silly comment
Whenever I heard that mischievous laugh

All that I kept thinking was
"I could have lost you"
"This could all be in the past"

My heart was filled with gratitude
I made a silent vow
To never stop appreciating your friendship
To always keep you around
the friend i almost lost
327 · Jul 2021
All We Lost
I lost all my reasons to love you
You lost your will to try

I lost all my faith in faithfulness
You lost your dignity and pride

You lost all my trust
When you lost your mind that night

So darling lose my number
This is how I say goodbye
this is how i say goodbye
325 · Apr 2021
Telling Stories
What's the point of telling stories
If no-one is around to hear them?

What's the point of being alive
If everyone else is dead?
what is the point?
324 · Oct 2020
perfect strangers
how well do you really know me?
if you pull back all the layers
if you strip me down to the basics
will you recognise the core?

how well do i really know you?
if i use this rusty scalpel
if i dissect the depths of your soul
will i be shocked at what i find?

how well do we really know each other?
if we pull back the covers
will we only discover
that we are just perfect strangers?
how well do we really know someone?
321 · Nov 2020
Odd Ball Shout Out
I've always been the odd one out
Luna Lovegood stole my heart
This is my odd ball shout out
shout out to all my odd *****
318 · Dec 2021
pocahuntis
pocahuntis took a drink
of water
from an empty jar of
marmalade
lady marmalade was
playing
next to an empty
conversation
about family movies and moving staircases
made me want to change my status
to be a stranger
amongst nutcases
who watch pocahontus
under hypnosis
change the spelling
and the meaning of
empty to full
it is questionable
but able to use
to fool.
fooling pocahontas
318 · May 2021
The Other Side
I haven't even met you but I feel as though I have
Romance is kind of funny like that
I'm 31 years old but I'm an inexperienced school girl inside
I'm a nervous child dreaming of her first time
I haven't even met you but you're eyes have captivated me
I'm entranced in a frozen moment
Of innocence and patience
Your pale blue iris takes me to a secret oasis
Where I am safe to explore my inner self
Where your heaven eclipses my past hell
I haven't even met you but your beauty speaks otherwise
I want you to take my hand
Show me the other side
show me the other side
317 · Jul 2021
Heartbreak Island
I live on heart break island
This is my lonely oasis
Bitterness
Rejection
Misery
Dispair
The names of my solemn aquaintances

We moved to heartbreak island
Different lovers let us down
Bitterness
Rejection
Misery
Dispair
They are all I know of now
i live on heartbreak island
316 · Apr 2021
liar
she called me beautiful
she called me magical
she called me creative
she called me underrated
she called me generous
she called me modest
she called me everything that she desires
i called her a ******* liar
i called her a ******* liar
316 · Nov 2020
The Value of Truth
If you don't value the truth
How can you decipher what is lies?
If you sell off your integrity
You'll be hollow inside
Value what is true and you will live a fulfilled life
oh, how I value the truth
316 · Sep 2021
silence conquered
mouth, covered in tape
still, silence was conquered
noise can still be made
if you get creative
if you get creative
316 · Apr 2021
Knowing Her
I thought I knew everything that I needed to know
Until she walked into the room
Suddenly I needed to know her story
I needed to know more
when she walked into the room
i could feel my brain expanding
💕
315 · Sep 2021
motherhood envy
mother,
yelling at her child
in the market
mother,
stranger,
how i wish to yell at you
a child.
so precious,
ALIVE!
BREATHING!
HERE.
how i wish i had
a child to yell at
to take into my arms
to love
to kiss
to hug
to yell at,
never again.
be grateful for your children
311 · Apr 2021
girl problems
the only problem with being a girl
is men who think there's a problem
with being a girl
the only problem with being a girl
310 · Apr 2021
great expectations
i did not know who i was until i knew what i wasn't

in a matter of seconds i knew what was expected

the price of being in the present moment

the great expectations that go unspoken
the great expectations that come with knowing who you are
310 · Mar 2021
Student of Desire
Two women intertwined
Two kaleidoscopic minds
One willing to be the teacher
In a lesson so divine
Reversing years of damage
Unlearning layers of lies
Emerging from the wreckage
A student of desire
teach me
goddess
teach me
310 · Aug 2021
Peter Pan
You are not a man
You are a boy wearing adult clothing
Playing games
Putting on masks
Vowing never to grow up
You are not a man
You are a child
Playing make believe
Trying not to catch my cooties
Fly away,
Peter Pan
I need a man
I need a soldier
Someone willing to hold my crown
While preparing to battle
While defending me
You are not a man
You never will be
So,
Now you know why
I am choosing to leave
You are not a man
I cannot wait for you to be
fly away,
peter pan
308 · Aug 2021
trading places
if I were you
what would you have done?
would you have shut your mouth?
would you have conformed?
would you have won?

if I were you
would you have been counted
would I have needed to be brave?
would I have chosen to stay the same?
would I have found a reason to stay?

we can ask these questions
until questions no longer exist
either way,
we won't find out the answers
we will never be trading places
until questions don't exist
Next page