I wasn't the one
In that time
It wasn't that I was in need of you,
I needed you
To make the best out of the most
I didn't gave you all that I had owned.
Still you stayed and for you that was enough,
It pains me now that it wasn't enough

I realise now and dealing with the pain much later
I guess pride is the offer that I made by, choosing myself instead of being engaged
If I had said yes, we still where having our ways
When we were happy
Into our own faith
We where happy
But I had it all changed

I wish I could have told you that I was sorry,
Maybe we had been friends,
And seeing years from now,
Where we had stand
Years later, now I understand the words you have said:
"When it is over. It's still not the end."

I've been so quiet
The days I've been alone and dealing with my peace
Didn't thought the moment that we where present, it would be a day of remembrance
A day that would have changed and unlocked
Some secrecy that I only thought, maybe it could've been possible, or maybe not.

But when you've touched me,
You didn't only touched me,
You had reached my soul
And all the feelings that I had, I couldn't even controle
I couldn't even measure,
I felt out of place but at the same time I felt my own space
The space I felt that was close inside of me. That why I often say to you: "You feel so close to me."

Our space that we had created
By the way we felt, I saw more then I expected
You had gasped my soul
I never thought someone could hold me, in a way that I felt embraced
In peaceful surrounding that you helped create.

*To you my dear, for I am glad,
I can receive and give again.