Who misses the summer in the winter
And the cold when it’s hot
I’m never content with what I have
Bipolar you could say
I want love
But if you try to hug me I’ll push you away
To scared to let anyone in my bubble
But I don’t want to be alone
I hate how no one gets me
But if I’m honest I don’t even get me

I used to be so impatient
To find someone to love
And when love came
Knocking on my door
I couldn’t help but ignore
I was scared cause I never truly had it
Everything I had before was lust
And it’s a bust
Now I’m lonely but I trust              
The future has more for me
I just have to wait and see
And if Cupid does me wrong again
I’ll find him  
Punch him in the throat
Steal his bow and a bunch of arrows
Shoot all my crushes
And proceed to live my life
Happily ever after.

People all around me but I feel so alone
Smile on my face but I ain't happy at all
They say I'm depressed but I can't even feel
Thoughts cloud my mind
People be so unkind
Why we all so evil
We are the root of this madness
I’m part of the issue
I think way too much
But I don't say nothing at all
No voice to my opinions
Just some hollow thoughts