I don’t want to die,
I want to cease to exist.
To never have been born
And never have lived
For my soul and body to disappear
For any memory of me to be gone
To dissolve into nothingness and
Never have been anything at all

I realise how Similar the Moon is to us
Cratered with Imperfections, yet still Shining to its Fullest
Always giving its Best, even in the Worst of times
Just like some of us...
Yet even the Moon has it's Darkside
Hidden away quietly from everyone's sight
No one ever knows what its scheming...behind our back
Maybe the Bright side was just a mask ...to fool all of us
Just like some of us...

Blind...
I was Blind...
They all gave their say...
Yet I went my own way...
And now I see the light
And It's too bright and blinding...
I was one man's love...his treasure
yet another man's lust...his pleasure
I still don't know...If I'm walking towards the lights of heaven...
or towards the flames of hell...