Loss is unwanted
A dreadful time
The selfless become greedy
Sulking to keep what's theirs
..or had been
Out of sight, still lingering
Mind and heart full
Wishing on a miracle
Cradling memories
Cursing life, delusions clarified
Fragility of life hits  
Hope lost with no sign of return
Life goes on
Heart burning in the midst
How ironic
The one lost is free,
The survivors left behind  
Guilt, melancholy, anger
Creating an evil blend
Counting days, for when their own wud end.

Does being humane
And being a human the same thing?
Can we guarantee morality
Are we more rational than animals
Or plain cruel and conniving
Never have I ever heard
A conspiracy involving beasts
Always an accident and never a crime
Then why do we cage them
And let killers, rapists, pedophiles roam
Why are mice and rabbits test subjects
When we have enough humans deserving
Is it not a privilege
To be guilty and stay free meanwhile
They barely survive behind bars
We don't deserve them
They are worth more than anyone
Failed to acknowledge
Their vulnerability keeping them at loss
With our inability to redeem them
Humanity remains a lost cause

It wafts in the air
Meadows and plains
Dandelion seeds in a bloom
Eagerly awaiting the rains
A warm fuzzy feeling
Dwells with new beginnings

Like a crack
That's how happiness ends
Breaking the mirror
Sorrows creep out
Sudden and Swift
Hit you without a sound
Creeping up on the loved ones
A moment of enjoyment turns
Scars and tears invade
A home once warm
Unable to react, eyes well up
Regrets left in minds
Mistakes of the past resurface
The future uncertain
Darkness looms over
Engulfing a home like shadow
Omens become clear
A thing of joy with sadness in pursuit
That's when u know death's been near

Are they right?
In saying I'm the cause of their plight
Are they right?
In making me shed tears through the night
Are they right?
In making me question my might
Are they really right ?
Doing harm, engaging everyday in a fight
Unaware of my struggles without a care
Would the reality give them a big scare?
Probably not, because
Maybe I'm not the real cause
It isn't me who needs Changing
It's them, who always come raging
Finding faults in my happy time
As if me laughing was a crime
For granted my love taken
All our deep talks forsaken
In shunning me they come first
Make me look at myself as if I'm the worst
Conversations of the past, they love to bring back
Older in age, its the compassion they lack
For my well being and life
Would they be willing enough to end this strife ?
Their ill behaviour won't make me admit
To keep them deluded with a win, the tongue that i bit
With people like them, i should stop engaging
Because it's really not me who needs changing
Our relationship, no more i wish to restore
Won't beg for your shoulder to cry on anymore

Treat me with kindness
My heart's not made of steel
Brimming with emotions
It's conditioned to feel
Your ignorance causes alot of harm
Incurring a cold gaze, once warm
Words inflict new scars
Right when old ones had begun to heal
Reminiscing our moments together
Those memories i seal
Hold them dear in my heart and mind
Your pristine self, i fail to find
Time spent together, i miss the most
Your affections and soft demeanor
Reminisce it all now that it's lost
Nowadays you only seem meaner  
Craved your attention and care
All that would vanish with time, who knew?
The slight hate doesn't stay hidden
Reminder of past pours in
Your actions left for me to dwell
Like a bad burn on the skin
Tears well up unknowingly
Paralysis of past becomes one with present
Keeping ahold of my love
The you of today is the one I resent
Am i that unlovable, u seek others
Find comfort in everyone, but us?

Shadows lurking around me
in broad daylight they creep
As i turn to glance
they disappear in a sweep
My peripheral scares me now
Watching them twist and bow
Who are they, what do they mean?
In following me, why are they keen?
Perhaps some game about which I'm unaware?
The kind which gives one a big scare?
Filled with curiosity, all alone i wait
In hopes to spot them, myself as the bait
wish to chat, if given a chance
That is, once they stop their playful prance
No means of contact
i ought to look out
Leaves me wondering
what our connection is all about
Unknown, where do they remember me from
Originated from the fields of calm
or the plains of storm?
Anxiously i wait for their arrival
like a guest for the host
Are they really shadows?
Perhaps, some forgotten ghost?
I rush outside hearing their silent sound
In hopes it's me who finds them, not the other way round