Purpose, it's a simple word.
The question is, what is yours?
Do you know your purpose?
What are you doing here on earth?
Do you just exist on earth?
Or do you live in earth?

Do you just breathe air and do nothing?
Or learn and make money for living?
Are you born just to sleep and eat?
Or born to make something productive?

You have dreams.
Do you wait it to come to you?
Or work hard for it to pursue?
So are you existing or are you living?

The truth is hidden by scars,
Now I'm playing guitar
Why am I here playing it alone?
Why is my world only stopping?

My heart is miserable,
Please save me
I wanna go back to those happy days,
I wanna Reset

In this darkness only loneliness surrounds me,
Can someone stay here with me?
Please someone hold my hand
I wanna go back to those beautiful moments

Even just once someone hold me,
Will everything be okay,
If I was'nt born in this world?
Would I still be happy,
If I did'nt let loneliness occupy me?
Will everything be fine,
If I'll turn back the time?
I wanna Reset....

Since 3rd Grade, I like you.
I don't know what you did to my heart.
First day of 4th Grade, I thought my feelings were gone.
5th Grade, you still make my heart flutter.
6th Grade, I tried to like someone else.
It got successful but why were you still the number one?
7th Grade, you still never failed to make my heart flutter.
As we keep getting closer, the pain became closer to me too.
8th grade, I had second thoughts if I still like you,
Because I felt it's more than like already.
9th grade, still thinking why I have feelings for you when you flutter and break my heart at the same time.
10th Grade, as much as my feelings grew deeper,
The pain started to grow more.
Ever since 3rd Grade,
I started to have feelings for you,
Also, the pain started to grow too.

A day when anyone can be lovely,
Giving surprises or gifts.
Someone wants a hug or just a kiss,
There will also be a couple that are lovey-dovey.

Remember it's not a day just for couples,
It could be between your mother or father.
Also give your heart with sweet colors,
It's important to have self love.

All I can hear is your lullaby,
Still I am wondering why.
I can see your face glowing,
From you, I'm here now without knowing.
Don't wanna see your tears,
I just want to appear in your dreams.

Rose petals

Its a symbol of love they say
He gave me those but why can't he stay?
I watched those petals fall
Still waiting for you to call

Even if I'll wait for years
Even if it'll flood because of my tears
After all those years, it's still you
It's still you that I love

I held those petals in my hand
Still trying to understand
As I heard the news
Why did'nt you give me clues?
That you'll be gone forever
I'll follow you in the skies of blue whenever

Your handsomeness is glowing,
My love for you is growing.
Seeing you with others is aching.
My heart inside is breaking.
My chances for you are decreasing.
Even when we don't talk for a while,
I'm still caring and can't stop thinking.
I'm really tired of hurting,
But when you talk to me,
I still find myself smiling.

Weather for crying
When you feel you're dying
Rain falls down just like my tears,
That I've been hidden for years

Scent of rain,
Makes me calm
Sound of rain,
Makes me feel safe

When it rains
I feel that it cries with me
I feel that I have a companion
When I feel blue.

Every year,
My friends decrease.
Every year,
Some friends leave.
Every year,
I think no one will stay by my side as years go by.
Every year,
I wonder why my friends decrease while my weight doesn't.

I always think of you,
When I stare at the moon
Wondering if you're staring at it too.
Why is it always your name that is coming into my mind?
I'm getting terrified.
All these men, but you still shined.
How can I forget you when you give light?
And that makes me fight.
Are you thinking about me too,
Or look at me the way I look at you?

In our Christmas tree,
There are lots of gifts underneath.
If I count one to three,
I can hear the winter bells.
There will be exchanging gifts,
Gotta prepare my Christmas stockings,
Singing some songs, oh Holy night.
If I can have a wish from Santa,
It would be under a mistletoe with you.
If I count one to three,
I can hear the winter bells.

Is what I breathe really air?,
Or a dust filled with despair?
Is what I hear the sound of a dying steer,
Or just a scream of fear?
I know that it is there,
But don't know exactly where.
I should be unaware,
Until a dream of an heir,
Will be drowned in flares,
Till then,
The one that remains shall care.

First lunch when all I think is you.
First lunch where my heart beats faster than you run.
First lunch when I didn't talk like I usually do.
First lunch where I didn't act like I usually do.
That first lunch is when I was with you.

I miss those days that we laugh together
But now I'm watching you laugh with each other
Those days that you greet me
These days you only look at me
Is that what friendship means to you?

I thought we are going to be friends forever
Well, it's just a thought after all
We used to talk endlessly
Now, our talks have come to an end

It's like we never knew each other
It causes me pain
I used to talk to you about my problems
But now it seems like you're the problem

I miss those old days that we spent happily
Those old days that we cry
I did'nt know that when you've been hit by your puberty it will also change your attitude

I miss those days that we talk about someone
And now you're that someone that I talk about
I miss those old days when you did'nt change.

Remember the time when we danced because we had to?
You chose me as your partner.
I have no right to put interpretation to it.
We had to dance for grades.

Remember during practices?
It wasn't easy for me because you weren't a good dancer.
Remember that time when you couldn't get a simple step?
I couldn't breathe that time.
You made me laugh like there is no tomorrow.

Because of that, I forgot all the pain I had just for once.
I was tired mentally and physically.
I was having a hard time.
But because of you, I forgot them all.
Especially when you interwined your hands with mine.

When you talk about masonry,
There are lots of types of joints.
It will last if built correctly,
I'm sure it never disappoints.

A mortise and tenon joint,
Is the strongest and best looking,
And I am not like that like she is.
I may be strong but not good looking.

So I consider myself as a doweled joint,
Which is only strong.
But when I look at you,
I realized that I'm just a Dado joint.

The ones who always support.
Like how they support shelves,
Like how I support you for her.
I'm not strong as I thought I could be.

They just can't be seen on devices, cameras and frames
Some can be touched
Some are on devices that you can only see

Looking at them reminds you a thousands  of memories,
And you recall them once a again
Photos is like a diary in our life
We see ourselves grow in it

Photos are'nt just in frames, devices and cameras
They are also in your brain and heart which is called a memory.

Nothing is forever in this world.
Even the food you ate will leave your body anytime.

My heart breaks because of you,
But how can you still be the greatest view?
It breaks because of the unfortunate thing that you don't feel the same.
Do you know what makes my heart break more?
Seeing you hurt because someone you like doesn't like you back.
It hurts a lot to see you in pain,
I need to hide these tears in the rain.

First, let me ask myself.
What is in you that others don't have?
Honestly, I don't know.
Everytime others borrow something from me,
I have second thoughts.
When it comes to you, I give it immediately.
When someone messages me late at night and I feel sleepy,
I don't mind them.
But when I saw your name popped,
I immediately replied, fighting my heavy eyes.
When someone asks for food,
I'm having second thoughts too,
When it comes to you,
I don't care if there is still something left for me.
I laugh at your jokes even if they aren't funny.
I treat you differently.
Now, let me ask you.
What is in her that I don't have?

Why did things get worse?
The harder I try to get rid of it,
The more it gets stronger, not just a little bit.
I thought I won't have feelings for you anymore,
If I try to get to know with someone more.
Break time, I went to the ground floor,
Thinking if I'll like someone more.
I saw you again that made my heart flutter,
But you were with the girl you liked before.
When both of you saw me,
You guys went with me.
Even if there was a bit of jealousy,
You still made my day completely.

I keep on hallucinating
Why can't I just move on?
It's starting to become terrifying
That I'm still thinking of you

Take your heart back to me
I can't stop loving you even if I'm hurt
Don't leave me
Blood and tears filled up my heart

Without you I'm nothing
I'll obviously sacrifice myself for you
In this world full of mayhem

You, who gave birth to me.
You, who took care of me.
You, who sacrifice yourself for me.
You, who loves me.

Even if we fight a lot,
I can't stay mad at you.
I may not be the most beautiful in the world, I'm still the most beautiful in your eyes.

You don't know how much I care for you.
You don't know how much I love you.
'Cause I'm a tsundere type of person.
I just wanna say I love you.

This is just a simple poem,
It may be short but I call it home.
This is where my feelings are thrown,
My drafts are either in a paper or a phone.

In here I write emotions that I have not shown,
Read by people who are unknown.
I can tell that I have grown,
In these poems which I own.

In this dorm,
Where I first met you
I did'nt like you.
We were roommates,
It was weird 'cuz you're a guy
As time goes by,
We became close friends
But I did'nt realize,
I already fell for you

I wanted to confess,
But I was scared
I got nervous when you called me to meet up
What if you'll say "I have a girlfriend"
Negative thoughts came into my mind

I got to the place where you told me
I saw you, you waved at me
I asked you what is it about
You told me that there is this girl you fell inlove with
It broke my heart hearing those
You describe her and asked what to do
I told you to confess directly even if it hurts

"She is standing in front of me now"
Tears fell into my eyes
We kissed under the moonlight
Well, being under the same roof was'nt bad at all.

2011 is the year when I met you and we became close,
It's also the year when I started to like you.
2012 is the year when I liked you more.
2013, the year when you always go to my house.
2014, the year when I tried to like somebody else.
It was successful but you are still the number one.
2015, the year when you get mad when someone insults or fight with me and my friends.
2016, the year when I realized, I love you.
That year is when we became close more.
2017, everything started to hurt a lot than before.
I really couldn't take my eyes off you.
2018, year when you make my heart flutter more but you also cause more pain to it.
2019, will it be the year when you'll feel the same way too?

In this wonderful season,
We have lots of reasons,
For us to wear a smile,
And our memories to be compiled.

Let's be grateful for everything we have.
Our dear savior was born this day.
Let's be thankful we woke up again,
And continue to pray to him.

Papers to fold,
Followed instructions you told,
You and the papers are the only ones I want to hold,
Especially when the weather is cold

So many designs to make,
Also memories that we both create
I just wanna do this all the time,
Until the day that I will die.

Let's go back when I was one of the students in my class to run as my Grade  representative.
I didn't know why they chose me to run,
But I just hoped I never win.
It's an honor if you win, yeah.
But I didn't wanna take the responsibility.
When the voting ended,
I knew I wouldn't win because of my famous classmate.
And, she won.
When You came to me and whispered 3 words,
"I voted you".
I knew that I won in some way.
I never felt so happy, so I replied with 2 words,
"Thank you".
Next time I hope you whisper another 3 words,
"I love you".
So that I can reply with 4 words,
"I love you too".

It's the most hated subject,
I know you would'nt object
Some may say it's hard,
Others say it's boring

They say it's only for engineering,
Never in nursing
Full with numbers,
Now with letters

When I look at the equations it makes me confused
Makes me wanna play 2fuse
But Math also teaches us that every problem has a solution.

That day when the weather was cold
You let me borrow your hoodie
That moment was gold
It made my heart flutter

Why did those happy moments turn into sudden fear?
I covered my ears
In the sound of ambulance which I did'nt want to hear
If you only looked at the road before crossing
You'd still be here

I smelled that hoodie in my hands
I remember those memories we made
I kept that hoodie
Because that reminds me of you

My friend, I didn't ask because I don't know.
I asked because I want to know if the feels are the same.
I just needed a confirmation.
I love having deep talks to you.
Together, let's enjoy our youth.
I'm sorry I can't say my name yet.

There's this girl
Who is deeply hurt
Not physically
But emotionally

She's scared of going home
She feels like she does'nt deserve to live
Her mother gets mad at her
It feels like she's turning into a monster
Her face becomes red and her eyes widened when she gets mad

I feel pity for her
She knows her mother loves her
But sometimes she doesnt feel it
She knows her mother sacrificed a lot
But her mother doesnt know she does too

She feels she's a burden

She's sorry that her mother  can't do things she  want because of her
She's sorry because she can't enjoy because of her
that she stopped working because of her
that she spent most of her money because of her
She's sorry that she was born in this world
She's sorry that she existed.

As I passed by our room
I saw her
I looked at her
I stared at her
At the mirror

Why can't you respect my decisions?
I can't always follow your instructions.
I also have my own ambitions,
Wish I could fly just like the pigeons.

Why can't you accept that this is the real me?
Maybe someday I'll change but I can't change so easily.
You love me, right?
Then you should let me live the life that I want.

You can't force me to do the things I don't want to,
You can't force me to change myself to be the person you want me to.
No matter how mad you are,
You need to Accept.
But I wish You could  Accept Me with all your heart,
Because living a life that you can't accept is **** hard.

I have always wondered,
When will I be genuinely happy?
When will I be happy outside without faking that I'm happy on the inside?
How can I be happy on the outside without thinking that I'm dying on the inside?
When can I smile again without knowing I have problems?
When will I be happy both inside and outside without pretending?

I wished that day will come.
That day that I will forget all the problems even just for a minute.
That day that I'll worry about nothing.
That day that I'll not feel sad.
That day that I'll be truly happy.
But that day has already come.
And that day,
Was Yesterday.

My sight became dull.
Maybe you drifted away because you don't know me anymore.
It is sad that I can't drift away,
I don't even know myself too.
I don't understand me.
I don't know me.
Who am I?
Who is this creature I see in the mirror?
All I see is her eyes filled with terror.

You can't call this the worst Christmas.
It may be the saddest but never call it the worst.
God has a reason for all the things that happened.

We thought this year is going to end good,
But something came up.
Typhoon and Fire,
Floods and fires.
Some people died.
Exhausted rescuers that some people bashed.
Those firemen and volunteers should be called Saviors.

It hurts to think to those people who suffered.
The flood that came destroyed many houses and killed people.
The fire that came burned the mall that everyone goes to and no one knows if there are survivors.

Think of the families of the victims.
Imagine the panic that overcame the victims.
Think of the families who'll spend Christmas without a house.
Think of the families who'll spend Christmas missing one member.
If only I can do anything,
I'd help.
I can't help the tears rolling down my cheeks.

Even though a lot of things happened,
God has a reason and we should trust him.
We should never lose hope.
Maybe not now but this place will rise again.
This Eagle will Rise again.

We started to have a distance.
We still greet each other,
But not talk too much to one another.
I felt sad and hurt,
But I thought it is the way to get my feelings away.
So I got happy for a bit.
I thought I'd forget you already,
But my heart keeps on missing you.
Your name is the only one it calls.
I thought I won't love you anymore,
It only grew deeper

Everytime that you make a smile
I feel that I'm about to fly
I didn't know we'll have a good relationship
Then you took me to a trip

Now we're together for years
I'll look forward for more years
I didn't know you'll cheat on me,
I thought you were happy

You were the only reason why I still live,
You knew that I have no one
But that was still you give
I pulled something under my bed
Pointed it in my head
Pulled the trigger
And just like that, it's now all over.

In 499 B.C. those stone blocks
Are used to build seats in theaters.
It wasn't light as feather nor covered with leather.
Just pure stone blocks.

What about you?
Do you feel anything?
Are you those stone blocks?
Is your heart made of those blocks from Athens?
You noticing how I feel, is it going to happen?