..Unencumbered by ego..

This world is not permanent,
as we surf through moments of human consciousness
grabbing all the available moments to form and mold into
memories and
personal expression.
Within these thoughts we are truly alive,
acending into the mystery of imagination..
As the surf is the soul within this rabit hole of style and dance,
we light each other up brighter than the shine of a sunbeams smile.
Cascading further down into the lurid waters of lust,
as we lay bathing in the chemicals that we create between us.
Demure and reserved we are, with a modest whisper of enlightenment..
Yet enduring and logical.

In the retrospect of the now ..
We are pure..
As I turn to you and instantly touching the back of your neck..
I begin ..
you answer me in puddles , that we'll just call,
..sweat.  
Give me a women whose body I can use as a canvas ..
my hands the brushes .. every stroke to be sensual and felt..
what's good for her is good for me .. let me ~moVe you
let me make you ..
smile ~ as you quiver within my arms,
my bed is the wall.. no sheets
just skin"

Your hips dance upon impact of shut eye's,
I escape into the wonderland
of your sea..bathing in the chemicals between
us, I rise.  To penetrate the moment, and
lift you into uncharted waters..
slowly .. with each step..a choir of crows
sing to us with emotion.  Their voices familiar~
Down the rabbit hole of loves trust..
Into uncharted waters..
We create the flame
that flatters the light.

"I am a casual man of spirit, lost in the comfortable silence of us. All within dreams lived awake.  Your voice is calling, as I 'savoir' the grace.  Just for this still moment of right now.. your mystery is a turn on."

waiting
waiting
thinking..  
must be busy..
I'll wait.. even though
in my mind silence means that time has run out..
family
family that energy...
don't fade

In this place , i find myself
In this case , i cry every time
While we share the same sky
We stare at the same moon
Why do i have to stay alone
In this lonely room
Am i right or wrong?
Or am i a fool
I've been strong
But this has brought me
To my knees
Tell me please
You're here to stay
Stay , oh stay
And never walk away
This painted wall
Seems so black
Remembering all those names
You would call
I need you back
And i'm sorry
Yes i apologize
If i could
Yes i'd turn it other wise
No , we can't turn back time
Through this hate
My careness for you can't shine
I'm sorry again
I'll be here
When you need me then

The beauty of a woman
is in the poems she's wrote,
the dreams she's weaved
and all the stories she's told.

The beauty of a woman
is in the adventures she's taken,
the lives she's touched
and all the minds she's awakened.

The beauty of a woman
is in the caring she gives,
the sincerity in her laughter,
and the passion in her griefs.

It's not the expensive clothes she owns,
her body size, the diamonds she's worn.
Measure not the beauty of woman in gold,
for the beauty of a woman is reflected in her soul.

I felt broken today
I felt as if everyone who looked at me saw how torn I was
As if they were counting how many pieces of him were stuck in my skin like broken glass
Little bits and pieces stuck everywhere he ever touched me
How can they possibly count them all