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If I have to agree with you
in order to be right;
I don't think I need to be right.
I've never felt so physically sickened,
unceasingly tormented by Mind;
Set on by another person,
( or two, as the case may be,)
as I have these past few days.

It is intense and I hate it,
and I hate them for it too,
and am thoroughly disappointed,
but I've forgiven one.
Somehow.
I cherish one.
Somehow.
Go figure.

That's why it hurts how it hurts
and why so very much, also.

It's like eels in your heart.

It's intense and I hate it,
yet I can learn from it
if I don't let it ruin me.
Catharsis is key.

Somehow,
I hope this Firestorm
makes me more resilient.

Somehow,
be strong within
and be tempered,
otherwise,
be weak within,
and be broken.

It's getting slowly better,
but tsunamis of imagery
flood my unsuspecting mind
and seemingly any time
and continue the battery.
It's intense and I hate it.
But at least
It's getting slowly better.

No easier, but slightly better.
I pledge my absolute blind-faith and non-wavering allegiance
to the Flag and the totalitarian, oligarchic Viertes ***** (fourth Kingdom) for which it stands,
one nation wholly divided in any and all ways conceivable,
hell bent on Global Military-Socioeconomic Conquest in the name of the same God as our enemies
with liberty and justice for those who can afford it (Read: the excruciatingly wealthy).
Gott mit uns.
Amerika über alles.
Simplicity is not stupidity.
Simplicity seems to be wisdom
that is not so well understood.
I love you all. Thank you.
;)
If you can impress without effort,
you're likely doing something right.

If you can't impress with effort,
you're likely doing something wrong.
Slam that, thy Pen,
if thou doth so please,
in protest to earnest catharses;

Slam that, thy Pen!
Let it all out,
tell them of unfairness brought about
in a mutual way,
as if you are the Victim of outrageous Circumstances
and as if the Past vindicates more recent indiscretions.
-
Slam that, thy Pen,
in the face of yourself;
leave not thy rotting feelings
upon thy mental shelves.

Slam that, thy Pen,
that it may help you overcome.
Slam that, thy Pen,
lest ye be overrun.

Slam that, thy Pen,
in the face of your Pain.
Slam that, thy Pen,
into cathartic gain.

Slam that, thy Pen,
as I know I've done.
Slam thy ******* Pen
It's cathartic and fun.

Thus I implore;
Slam that, thy ******* Pen!
That's what the **** it's for.
[A] People, who willingly
sacrifice progress for comfort,
are deserving of neither.
Smoke dances seductively
while ascending from my to-this-day anonymous Pipe;
undulating and contorting, all according
to the movement of this particulate crystal lattice we call 'Air',
with which all these fans are *******.

As Light transfixes the Smoke,
revealed is some Grain of Wood like texture
floating and distorting elegantly and eloquently
as 5 centimeter thick cross-sections,
courtesy of the not quite fully open Blinds.
A brief satirical sketch using excessively bastardized and frivolous Language;
I find it sorta funny and kinda cute, but I'm a demented excuse for an Artist:

"Avast, scallywag! What is that there, of which thou partakest in pyrolyzed particulate form?!"
"Forsooth, figure of sanctioned Authority! I assure thee that I only partake of the socially sanctioned things, for only they cannot render one in potential harm! Why else would some things be law-abiding if not to protect the people from themselves?"
"Aha! So I see. It is indeed best when people question not the powers that be! Best be on thine way, then!"
Politicians cannot ever agree
unless it's about stripping privacy.
The tedium and mediocrity;
insepid, vapid, stale husks of souls
be nary a bit of resistance for
eccentric and eclectic spirits!
Dedicated to all y'all beautiful beings out yonder.
Hold ye fest 'fore the ugly face of indiscretions levied by tortured angels.
That they who suffer often seek to multiply suffering is a feature of the unenlightened.
To inflict yet more harm in vindictive retaliation is equally callow, fascile, and noxious.

Just remember,
as t'was so eloquently put by
His Compassionate Eminance,
Dr. Martin Luther King Jr:
"Darkness cannot drive out darkness.
Only light can do that."
If you exclude yourself
don't be surprised or resentful
when you find yourself excluded.

If you push everyone away
don't be bewildered
when you find yourself alone.

If you talk **** on others,
don't wonder why
others begin you're a ****** person.
is a pseudonym for the Least Common Denominator
of how ****** up the Citizenry can be
and how ****** up the Leaders are
Talk is cheap while words are priceless.

Go figure.
The Past comes rushing out just as
the Future comes crashing down.
The Present is what we perpetually call
the convergence point of no return.
Politicians
are simply
socially sanctioned con-men
(and women)
with taxpayer salaries
and a teleprompter.
A bit of a generalization, but still.
"Socrates? Hey, we know that name!"
"Yeah! Hey, look him up."
"Oh, it's under So-crates."
"Oh yeah!"

"So-crates: The only true wisdom consists in knowing that you know nothing."
"That's us, dude!"
"Oh, yeah!"
"Let's bag him!"

"Our lives are but specks of dust
falling through the fingers
of time."

"How's it goin!?
I'm Bill, this is Ted.
We're from the future."

"Socrates. Mm."

"Now what?"
"I dunno.. Philosophize with him!"

"All we are is dust in the wind, dude."

"Dust. Wind." "Dude."

"Yes! Like the sands of the hourglass,
so are the days of our lives! Ha haha!"

"Let's get out of here, dude."
Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure rocks.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lgM7DFbeBQY
good judgement
comes from experience
experience
comes from bad judgement
If you wait
for optimal conditions
to do something,
nothing will ever get done.
If you're serious about it, prove it. Begin to practice it.
If you're gonna do it, don't take yourself so seriously:
the stress, though it is a motivator, may just **** you!
If your preconceived notions were always absolutely correct,
without any chance for debate or dissenting views,
you'd be God; and God doesn't exist.
So: get over yourself.
"Show some ******* respect,
you rude, selfish, impious, insipid, sciolistic
vapid-*******-copy of a corporate imitation!"
Sometimes it is the very things that seem worst for me
that end up teaching me the most about what's best for me
Sometimes
all that's needed
is a good "*******"

Sometimes
all that's needed
is to give a ****;
yet, most of the Time,
the trick is not to

Sometimes
all that's needed
is a good ****

Sometimes
all that's needed
is a good "go **** yourself!"
http://youtu.be/AEceiyG7UOQ - ******* by Cee Lo Green
http://youtu.be/9X2v-3aXdMw - ******* by Lily Allen
http://youtu.be/fOZTfct8BCo - Hush by Tool
Sometimes the thoughts in my head
swirl around so fast that it makes me dizzy.
Sometimes the feelings in my heart
make it wish it would stop beating.
Sometimes the lump in my throat
inspires me to suffocate.

Though,
Life is far too beautiful and far too short to dwell on the bad things.
Their gravity is constant, but can be overcome with willpower.

The powerful negative feelings
can give rise to constructive creations
or can tear your World in twain;
the choice is yours to make.
Sometimes I just wanna start over,
to wipe the slate clean and start again.
Other times I'm glad the slate is still defiled.

Why is it so hard to live up to my own expectations?
To fulfill my own aspirations?
To grapple with these emotions?
To deal with this commotion?

Cognitive pollution, sensory delusion.
Mental illusion, emotional contusion.
Chaotic infusion, and ******-up institutions.

Sometimes it's hard to cope.
I just want to elope, to float
to make a clean escape from myself.
To go on vacation and not to invite myself.
To lock myself away within myself
with no on else around to remind myself
of how I so seek to find a way
to cope with myself.
I can't seem to translate my thoughts into words;
when I try, all that comes out is twisted cognitive wreckage.

I have the spark of inspiration at times,
but that spark does a rain-dance
and the whole ******* world comes raining down;
not an ember is to be found.

Perhaps I am undeserving;
perhaps it is not yet time.
Perhaps my skills require honing,
perhaps none of the above.

I wish I could express the gaping chasm of joy I feel, and it is no one else's fault.
I wish I felt at least adequate in my own body and life,
but whenever I try to express it, I just seem to get "well, woe is me too!"

There is no blame.
Oh, you! How cute!
You never fail to impress,
or, at least, to amuse.
Help me to remember
by helping me to forget
And vice-versa.
"Now I'm curious.
..

Oh yes. That makes sense.

Wait.. I wonder.."
..raw and empowering..
Respect divergent philosophies.
Each has something to teach.
How's I sees it is:

One
is usually better off
being sore tomorrow
than
being sorry tomorrow,
and,
if One should be both,
One has likely grown
as a person,
and is yet better off, indeed!
Read 'twixt the lines
"i don't wanna have to be the one to tell you this,
but you're no foodie; you're just a fat-***
who's too cowardly to take an honest look at yourself.

It's okay to be whatever you want,
just don't lie to yourself proclaiming to be a foodie
to justify late-night trips to Jack in the Box four days a week,
or eating a whole jar of Tostitos 'Salsa con Queso' every two days.

Are you trying to mummify yourself with all those preservatives?

Y'know,
just because you blow most of your paychecks
on gasoline, **** food and overpriced coffee
pulled to the most pretentious of standards
doesn't at all begin to mean that you've got any class, taste, or style,
let alone that you're a foodie.

At least recycle all the paper products your pseudofood comes in.

Moreover, your thighs aren't ******* gluten,
they're all that other junk you eat habitually
while watching your oh-so-edified selection of films
before sleeping it off until 3 in the afternoon.

No wonder you're so full of ****:
you are what you eat, I suppose.

Pull your head on out your ***.

All that fat and cholesterol isn't for the faint of heart."
A bit of a rant. Sorry, but not really.
Some souls
have been here before
but others are on their maiden voyage;

It is easier for some
to learn to sense their own path
or to learn what it is they need
to fulfill their Soul Potential.

(w.i.p.)
A sketch upon which I intend to explicate at a later date.
If you
must squander potential,
squander only that of your own;
sacrifice not
the potential of others:
they, be the harbingers of Doom.

If you
should choose
to throw your Dreams away,
do not
make those
around you do the same!

They,
who would seek
to defile, corrupt,
extinguish,
shatter and destroy
the potential of their
fellow Beings,
deserve not
this Holy blessing
to be alive and breathing,
and bearing witness
to this sacred, beautiful,
wondrous illusion;

this physical and spiritual
transient ephemera;

this sentient, inanimate,
scientific, counter-intuitive
fledgling, fleeting Dream
that we, over the years,
come to recognize
as Life.
No one will offer
to take your place in death,
so let no one
take your place in life.
I usually do T'ai Chi
when everyone else has gone to sleep.
Not really because I'm bashful about it,
although I am,
but because I do it when
I slow down enough to remember
that it's there
to do.
-
I think of it as sparring with one's Chi;
Pull the Energy in, push it back out:
Pretend that your ****** actions are as breaths
for a larger Godself-energy, or Chi,
and the universal sustaining Energy being breathed is Tao
(For lack of better terms, hah!)

Visualization makes the Energy more real in the Mind
and who's to say it can't follow elsewhere?

May the Force be with you.
There are some gnarley ******' spiders this time of year!
New beginnings
are often disguised
as painful ends.
A quite brief and improvised guitar concerto, if you will, in the key of Cm:

3 acoustic guitars
2 electric guitars
and a piano

https://soundcloud.com/apexparadigm/spirit
28.2.15

So what if "guitar concerto" is just another way to say "guitar solo?"

Were Music and Writing to be my lovers,
Music was first to captivate my being.

https://soundcloud.com/apexparadigm/1takesolo
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It comes from the depths
of a place unknown to the
keeper of dreams.
If it could then it would steal
the sun and the moon from the sky;
beware!

Human at sight,
monster at heart,
Don't let it inside;
it could tear you right apart!

No guilt, it feeds in plain sight.
Spirit crusher!
Stay strong and hold on tight.
Spirit crusher!

Speaking in killing words,
the vicious kind that crush and ****.
No mercy, its pleasure:
to taste the blood.
That's it, blood.

When it's time to feed,
to fulfill the need to consume a breath,
some will rise standing tall
breathing out all the breath from
the voice of a Soul.

Human at sight,
monster at heart.
Don't let it inside,
it would tear you right apart!

No guilt, it feeds in plain sight.
Spirit crusher!
Stay strong and hold on tight.
Spirit crusher!

Speaking in killing words;
the vicious kind that crush and ****.
No mercy, its pleasure to taste
the blood!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KOXLc3rmK10

Song by the band Death;
written by Chuck Schuldiner
Tequila
Mescal

Whiskey
Scotch
Bourbon

***

*****
Gin

Wine,
Red­ and White
also effervescent

Chartreuse
and other
sacred Elixirs-

Which is your flavor,
or are your flavors?

Each has it's merit
and all have a history
and they're all related
and they're all very old.

Show them respect
by appreciating the tool
rather than clutching a crutch,
whether you chose to imbibe or abstain,
tread lightly
when it comes to how you treat preference.

Remember,
you have yours as well,
and wouldn't you want it respected?
The only thing as significant as action is non-action.
Far too many
are blinded by what they see,
deafened by what they hear,
pascified by what they do,
valued by what they have,
and numbed by what they feel.

Dare to venture yet deeper
within thy own being.
Do not surrender so lightly
to spiritual atrophy
for thy Godself shall suffice!

Thy Well
is not to be so shallow
even in the worst known droughts
of the Soul.
Spiritually speaking,
though a hole can be dug for thee,
the only one who can force you into it
is you.
Once therein,
only you can climb back out.

No assistance
will do the work for thee.
Though much of it may help,
if only you'd remember
how to make yourself climb.
Set not out for such gain,
for the covetous shall be rent in twain,
yet, if, in time, Spoils present themselves
as a result of genuine appreciation,
it is auspicious to take them, for
it is inhospitable to refuse such
humble offerings.
Just a little idea I had.
I leave what the Spoils are up to the reader.
Suffer the subjectivity!
******, Steve!
You're supposed to prove me wrong!
Do as ye do because thou loveth it,
and compete foremost with thyself.

Should ye happen to best many others:
Great. Good for thee. Consider teaching.

If ye happen to be worse than others:
Keep yer chin up. Seek to learn from it.

Become neither hubristic nor discouraged!
Hark! I shall be waiting at the finish line!
Sprache ist ein komisches Ding:
Wenn man eine Sprache nicht spricht,
alles man liest oder hört
ist ganz und gar Egal;
doch wenn man die Sprache spricht,
ist alles umstritten und ist abhängig.
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Language is a funny thing:
When one doesn't speak a Language,
everything one reads or hears
is totally equal, it's all the same;
but when one speaks the Language,
everything is controversial and dependent.
Taste of blood.
No matter.

Funny how that works:
For rebirth
first must come death
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