Yagiz Efe

Yagiz Efe Mar 2

Words are unable to do justice.
Justice to what my heart yearns for.
Words to my affection won't be honest.
Justifying my need for more, more than me.

Gave you “something” I hadn’t discovered.
Having a hole in my soul the size of something.
left my all in the open without it being covered.
I am now less, less of me. I had it coming.

This void is now locked behind a gate.
Its destiny is decided by our fate.
You still hold the key.
The key to me, all of me.

You hold the key,
For now and forever.
For Nunc et semper.

Yagiz Efe Feb 5

Just like that…

you were a stranger for most of my life. Yet I only started living when I met you.
my heart took a hit, my happiness took a dive. I lost control not knowing what to do.

My days, now filled with the absence of your presence. My life now left without much of an essence.

Just like that you became so close to me like something I never had experienced before.
And just like that, on a usual Wednesday, we became strangers once more.

Which is strange because you're a stranger from whom I know everything about.
The bond we had you said was one sided, but I refuse to believe that to be true.
Yet here I am meaning nothing to you.

Just like that…

One of my latests. This is the first that is about the new chapter in my life and thus my poems. That being about grief, rebuilding, acceptance or something along the lines of that.

#unrequited #love

Yagiz Efe Feb 4

It drives me insane

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it kills me, it kills me how I have to watch as others can't see what I see.

The story of your language you speak so happily.

How your heart is without much of a worry.
How you talk more when you're silent.
How your mind is just so brilliant.
How you look up to the ones you trust.
How you love to entertain.

Telling you is a must.

But not being able to drives me,
insane.

I remember how I used to admire said person. What a time that was. Cant quite remember when this was written but I know **** well who it’s about.

#admiring #love #you

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