You knew I'd risk it all to get the morning ****
and that I'm too blind to see the way you look at me
Cause I’m a ruthless heartless paradox
the type that leaves you with a scar
and blame it on the days they spent in orphanage
No, I never had anyone to
watch me in my sleep
I've been diving deep
to nothing
"You know, you're worthless" they used to say
I had no one to play with those days
they mocked me for my oddness
and told me I'm lucky they don’t drug me there and
watch me drown away
or punch me in the face
and making lifetime jokes about how I act around holidays
Well I've been driven by my own rage
It's hideous