His nerves in eyes are constricted making them the red sea, eyeing everything that is happening to her. Not much liked to invovled in the situations, as well not much liked to isolate her with the heart wreaking moments, both reluctant to stay and reluctant to leave.
Still he cares about her but trying to make an artificial "don't bother" program work.

Everyone were just designed to their life. It's that one person needing to hold on to someone, being afraid but just expecting the love they needed and wanted which they already know they can't get. It's just someone who want to hold on to the love they believed to be deserved they are not coward or anything. It's just their limbs where cut off due to the past haunting them even in the present not even able to know how to get rid of it, making it pierce their life. Don't just take them that easy.

In the beginning, I thought my feelings were over. But when I spoke to her after few days, partially....somewhere I came to know that it's just a period of time that kept her away from me. I still experience the every ounce of second of moments that kept crawling into my heart and mind. She's still every where, where I kept being busy-bee.
I lost my feelings. Now, she held them.
I lost my trust. Now, she held it.
Somewhere, we were in love.

A boy said :
Only my phone keyboard knows the msgs I backspaced.
A man said :
Only my heart knows the feelings I backspaced.
And he shattered into tears falling into her dead arms biding farewell.

We never know what comes next.
Maybe Three gerberas waiting for you either to meet you at your favorite place or at your grave.

Sometimes you can't disagree something and you can't agree with something in case of your loved ones. You can't disagree with them because they said that they have other people making them happy so that they want us to believe that they are happy there. You can't agree with them because once upon a time  you were the only one in that place making them happy and that, makes you feel miserable.

I might sound selfish but, It's not about having the most opinions; I just want to be the only one that matters to you.