The seduction of a feel, Of a flower, Of deep night. When I think of catching the spirit, Of the Night. Over there On the Palm Over the stairs. If i could catch That Slump Into a gaze. Encryption And Put it in a Vase… Bottle… Paper…
This life is really not so poetic. It's dreary and empty, and almost ordinary. These poems are but therapy- an attempt to make sense of this world and all emotions that come with living in it. They're a coping mechanism to work through the pain and better understand oneself.
When I sit alone, Someone will ask, “Can I use this chair?” Then carry it to another table To laugh with friends over there— Leaving me, still and silent, Closed off like a clam.