To be honest I knew something wasn’t right.
I was waiting like normal for you to come at the night.
Hoping you would finally show.
But now I’m alone.
Lied to me, ignoring me, I’m in need of a fix.
Didn’t know your feelings were all freaking mixed.
If you were honest to me from the beginning.
Then I wouldn’t have this messed up feeling.
You was my best friend, that I’ve known.
I pushed you out your comfort zone.

Every night, i’m awake and I lie in bed.
My heart feels broken, but also sad.
Can’t do anything about this feeling.
This felt like my biggest beating.
Why didn’t I have a 2nd chance.
Why did my heart get struck by a lance.
Everyone I do right, does me wrong.
My efforts were hopeless all along.
Truth is for the time, we had it great
So devoted to our game, I stayed up late.

Sometimes you’re there and sometimes I forget, where did I start and where do I head? These questions keep haunting me, someone explain the vague image that I now see. Why can’t I remember what happened last night, did my life choices go out of my sight? I remember nothing I’ve learned, it feels like a piece of my mind has been slowly burned

Darkness comes in all shapes and sizes, we all know what it is but it still surprises. Some are scared and others embrace, some are begging and others can’t get over it for days. Pitch black without sight, wondering where you last saw light. Crying for help in the abyss, always remember the darknesss doesn’t miss