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๐–ณ๐—๐–พ ๐—Œ๐—„๐—’ ๐—Œ๐—๐—‹๐–พ๐—๐–ผ๐—๐–พ๐—Œ ๐–พ๐—‡๐–ฝ๐—…๐–พ๐—Œ๐—Œ ๐–บ๐—‡๐–ฝ ๐–ฟ๐—‹๐–พ๐–พ, ๐—๐—๐–พ ๐–บ๐—‚๐—‹ ๐—Œ๐—ˆ๐–ฟ๐— ๐–บ๐—Œ ๐–บ ๐—๐—๐—‚๐—Œ๐—‰๐–พ๐—‹. ๐–ณ๐—๐–พ ๐–ถ๐—‚๐—‡๐–ฝ ๐—Œ๐—Ž๐—‹๐—€๐–พ๐—Œ, ๐—…๐—‚๐–ฟ๐—๐—‚๐—‡๐—€ ๐—†๐–พ ๐—๐—‚๐—€๐—. ๐–จ ๐–บ๐—† ๐–ผ๐–บ๐—‹๐—‹๐—‚๐–พ๐–ฝ ๐–ป๐–พ๐—’๐—ˆ๐—‡๐–ฝ ๐—‹๐–พ๐—Œ๐—๐—‹๐–บ๐—‚๐—‡๐—, ๐–บ๐—‡๐–ฝ ๐–ฟ๐—ˆ๐—‹ ๐—๐—๐–พ ๐–ฟ๐—‚๐—‹๐—Œ๐— ๐—๐—‚๐—†๐–พโ€”

๐–จ ๐–ฟ๐—…๐—’.

๐–จ๐— ๐—‚๐—Œ ๐—†๐—ˆ๐—๐–พ๐—†๐–พ๐—‡๐— ๐—๐—‚๐—๐—๐—ˆ๐—Ž๐— ๐—…๐—‚๐—†๐—‚๐—, ๐–  ๐–ฟ๐—‹๐–พ๐–พ๐–ฝ๐—ˆ๐—† ๐–จ ๐—‡๐–พ๐—๐–พ๐—‹ ๐–ฝ๐–บ๐—‹๐–พ๐–ฝ ๐–ฝ๐—‹๐–พ๐–บ๐—†. ๐–จ ๐–บ๐—† ๐—Ž๐—‡๐–ป๐—ˆ๐—Ž๐—‡๐–ฝ ๐—’๐–พ๐— ๐—‡๐—ˆ๐— ๐–บ๐—‚๐—†๐—…๐–พ๐—Œ๐—Œ, ๐–ฑ๐—Ž๐—Œ๐—๐—‚๐—‡๐—€ ๐—๐—ˆ๐—๐–บ๐—‹๐–ฝ ๐—๐—๐–บ๐— ๐—Œ๐—‚๐—€๐—๐— ๐–ผ๐–บ๐—‡๐—‡๐—ˆ๐— ๐–ฟ๐–บ๐—๐—๐—ˆ๐—†โ€”๐–ฎ๐—‡๐—…๐—’ ๐—๐—๐–พ ๐—๐–พ๐–บ๐—‹๐—, ๐—ˆ๐—‡๐—…๐—’ ๐—๐—๐–พ ๐—Œ๐—ˆ๐—Ž๐—…, ๐—ˆ๐—‡๐—…๐—’ ๐—‚๐—‡๐—Œ๐—๐—‚๐—‡๐–ผ๐—.

๐–จ ๐—๐–บ๐—๐–พ ๐–บ๐—…๐—๐–บ๐—’๐—Œ ๐–ป๐–พ๐–พ๐—‡ ๐—‰๐–บ๐—๐—‚๐–พ๐—‡๐—, ๐–ป๐—Ž๐— ๐—‡๐–พ๐—๐–พ๐—‹ ๐—Œ๐—ˆ ๐—Œ๐—๐—‚๐–ฟ๐—. ๐–ฌ๐—’ ๐—๐—ˆ๐—‚๐–ผ๐–พ ๐–ผ๐—Ž๐—๐—Œ ๐—๐—๐—‹๐—ˆ๐—Ž๐—€๐— ๐—๐—๐–พ ๐–ฝ๐—‚๐—Œ๐—๐–บ๐—‡๐–ผ๐–พ ๐—Ž๐—‡๐—„๐—‡๐—ˆ๐—๐—‡โ€” ๐–จ ๐–ผ๐–บ๐—‡๐—‡๐—ˆ๐— ๐—Œ๐–พ๐–พ ๐—๐—‚๐—† ๐—๐—๐—‹๐—ˆ๐—Ž๐—€๐— ๐—๐—๐–พ ๐—๐–บ๐—๐–พ๐—‹๐—Œ ๐–ป๐–พ๐—…๐—ˆ๐—, ๐–ป๐—Ž๐— ๐–จ ๐—„๐—‡๐—ˆ๐—โ€” ๐—๐–พ ๐—‚๐—Œ ๐–ผ๐—…๐—ˆ๐—Œ๐–พ.

๐–ข๐–พ๐—’๐—‘, ๐—†๐—’ ๐—…๐—ˆ๐—๐–พโ€”๐—๐–พ๐–บ๐—‹ ๐—†๐–พ, ๐–ฟ๐—‚๐—‡๐–ฝ ๐—†๐–พ, ๐–ผ๐—ˆ๐—†๐–พ ๐–ป๐–บ๐–ผ๐—„ ๐—๐—ˆ ๐—†๐–พ.
๐–จ๐—โ€™๐—Œ ๐—๐—‚๐—†๐–พ ๐—๐—ˆ ๐—‹๐–พ๐—๐—Ž๐—‹๐—‡ ๐—๐—ˆ๐—†๐–พ.ย ย 


Alcyone, you can't understand me in this formless state. But please, keep calling. He cannot see, but sight has no need.
He knows. He knows this is the call of not just any tern, but the song of his soulmate.
Love need not search; it remembers.

Your love splits through her jealousy like thunder through silence. Your voice cuts deeper than The Ocean.
We will bring him back. No force, not even Fate, can swallow loveโ€™s call.



๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ค๐˜ณ๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ, ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ, ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ๐˜ฏ,
๐˜๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜บ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ด ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ค๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ท๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ท๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ.
๐˜”๐˜บ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ, ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ,
๐˜”๐˜บ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜จ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฑ, ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ.

๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ค๐˜ณ๐˜บ. ๐˜ˆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜ฅ. ๐˜๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ต,
๐˜•๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜บ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ, ๐˜ฃ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆโ€™๐˜ด ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ.
๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜บ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ, ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ,
๐˜ˆ๐˜ฉ, ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ถ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ด๐˜ฑ๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ต, ๐˜ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ.

๐˜ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ฃ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฌ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜จ๐˜ฉ. ๐˜ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฉ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ.

๐˜‘๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ข ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ, ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ,
๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜š๐˜ฆ๐˜ข ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜บ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ด, ๐˜ฃ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ.
๐˜•๐˜ฐ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ,
๐˜ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ. ๐˜ˆ๐˜ญ๐˜ค๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ.

๐˜ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฉ, ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฅ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ท๐˜ฐ๐˜ช๐˜ค๐˜ฆ.



The Sea tightens her grip. Crushing, drowning, consuming. She does not release. She does not relinquish.
But I flow, yielding where she presses. I create space within her destructive hold. I unravel tension, shifting weight. I do not clash, I redirect. I do not force, I soothe until Fateโ€™s chaotic waters pause. A whisper within her storm that steals. I restore Ceyxโ€™s breath, I give him chance.

Alcyone calls,
Her voice, the beacon,
And I, the way.


๐˜ ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜จ๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜š๐˜ฆ๐˜ขโ€™๐˜ด ๐˜ฃ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ,
๐˜ˆ๐˜ญ๐˜ค๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆโ€™๐˜ด ๐˜ท๐˜ฐ๐˜ช๐˜ค๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜จ๐˜ถ๐˜ช๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ. ๐˜ˆ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ง๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ.
๐˜๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฆโ€™๐˜ด ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ด ๐˜ฑ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ต. ๐˜š๐˜ฑ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ, ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ท๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฃ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฆ๐˜น๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ.
๐˜ˆ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ง๐˜ต๐˜ด, ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜จ๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ด ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฉ, ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ง๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ.

๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ž๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ. ๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜จ๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ง๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต,
๐˜๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ฑ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ง๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ท๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ, ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ฏ.
๐˜๐˜ต ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ด. ๐˜š๐˜ฐ ๐˜จ๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฆ๐˜ง๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜บ, ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ฅ,
๐˜๐˜ต ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ด, ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ข๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฃ๐˜บ ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ฏ.

๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ž๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ. ๐˜๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ท๐˜ช๐˜ค๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฎ, ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜บ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ,
๐˜‰๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ, ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฌ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ. ๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ด.
๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ง๐˜ต๐˜ด, ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜บ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ต๐˜บ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ. ๐˜•๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฃ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ, ๐˜ฃ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ค๐˜ต.
๐˜ˆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ, ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ. ๐˜›๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฆ ๐˜ท๐˜ช๐˜ค๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฎ๐˜ด, ๐˜ง๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ ๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ž๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ด.ย ย 


๐˜•๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ, ๐˜ ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ฆ.ย ย 


๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ž๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ฌ, ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ๐˜ด.
๐˜ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ง๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ, ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ.
๐˜”๐˜บ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ถ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ค๐˜ช๐˜ฑ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ.
๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ž๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด. ๐˜๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ต. ๐˜๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ต๐˜ด.

๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ.
๐˜๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ด, ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฑ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ด๐˜ฑ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฎ. ๐˜•๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ฃ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜บ.
๐˜ˆ๐˜ด ๐˜ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฌ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜จ๐˜ฉ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ง๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฆโ€™๐˜ด ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ด, ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ด ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ. ๐˜๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ด ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ.
๐˜•๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ, ๐˜ฃ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ธ.

๐˜ ๐˜ข๐˜ฎ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฃ๐˜บ ๐˜๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฆโ€™๐˜ด ๐˜จ๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ฑ, ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ฑ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ข. ๐˜ ๐˜ข๐˜ฎ ๐˜จ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ. ๐˜•๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ด๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ, ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ต. ๐˜•๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ, ๐˜ ๐˜ข๐˜ฎ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ต, ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฎ.
๐˜ ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ค๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ.
๐˜•๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ด,
๐˜‰๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ ๐˜ข๐˜ฎ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ.

๐˜ ๐˜ข๐˜ฎ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ข ๐˜ด๐˜ฑ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ. ๐˜”๐˜บ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต๐˜ด ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ. ๐˜š๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฑ, ๐˜ง๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ต, ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฃ๐˜บ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ค๐˜ต. ๐˜ ๐˜ข๐˜ฎ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ค๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ธ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฅ๐˜บ, ๐˜บ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ ๐˜ข๐˜ฎ ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ.
๐˜ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ค๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ, ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ, ๐˜ค๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฃ๐˜บ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ฌ๐˜บ,ย ย 
๐˜ˆ๐˜ต ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ต, ๐˜ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜จ๐˜ข๐˜ป๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ.

๐˜ž๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ต, ๐˜บ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜ซ๐˜ฐ๐˜บ. ๐˜ž๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ.
๐˜›๐˜ฐ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ, ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ง๐˜ญ๐˜บ.


Go. Both of you, get out of here. Fly fast, do not look back. Go keep him company, the one who still waits for me. Who still waitsโ€ฆ to reclaim himself.

Iโ€™ll distract her just a moment longer, before I find you, and we too, may return together, Death, or shall I sayโ€ฆ

The Sea surges, recoiling from the release of her prisoner, snapping in fury. But I do not step aside.
Now, her dark eyes fix upon me alone.

I remain, standing where escape has already been granted, for Ceyx and Alcyone. Storm petrel and tern, eternally free at last, carried away by those wings of waiting.
And now, Fate and I are alone.



Her voice does not rage. Not yet. It soothes. It coddles. Unbearably kind.


"๐Ž๐ก, ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐จ๐จ๐ซ, ๐ฌ๐ฐ๐ž๐ž๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ง๐. ๐‡๐š๐ฏ๐ž๐งโ€™๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ž๐š๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐? ๐‡๐š๐ฏ๐ž๐งโ€™๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐š๐ข๐ฆ๐ฅ๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐š๐ง๐๐ž๐ซ๐ž๐ ๐ž๐ง๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก? ๐˜๐จ๐ฎโ€™๐ฏ๐ž ๐ซ๐ž๐ฆ๐ž๐ฆ๐›๐ž๐ซ๐ž๐ ๐ฆ๐ž ๐ง๐จ๐ฐ, ๐ก๐š๐ฏ๐ž๐งโ€™๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ? ๐ˆ๐ฌ๐งโ€™๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ก๐ฒ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎโ€™๐ฏ๐ž ๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐ž ๐›๐š๐œ๐ค ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฆ๐ž?"


She does not command, not yet.
Sheโ€™s just explaining, obviously. As is the nature of The Tide. Retreating. Coaxing. Returning.
Her words mimic the shape of conversation, but never its substance.


"๐˜๐จ๐ฎโ€™๐ฏ๐ž ๐ฅ๐ž๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐ซ๐ฎ๐๐ž๐ซ ๐ค๐ข๐๐ง๐š๐ฉ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ž ๐ ๐ฎ๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ. ๐“๐ก๐š๐ญโ€™๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ๐ฒ ๐ง๐ข๐œ๐ž. ๐๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ˆ ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ง๐, ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐œ๐จ๐ง๐Ÿ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ž๐ ๐š๐ ๐š๐ข๐ง. ๐‡๐ž ๐ฆ๐š๐๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐œ๐จ๐ง๐Ÿ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ž๐. ๐๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎโ€™๐ซ๐ž ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐ง๐จ๐ฐ. ๐“๐ก๐š๐ญโ€™๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฆ๐š๐ญ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ. ๐‚๐จ๐ฆ๐ž ๐œ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฌ๐ž๐ซ.ย ย ๐‹๐ž๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ž ๐Ÿ๐ž๐ž๐ฅ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ, ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ง๐."


I donโ€™t move. I donโ€™t speak. There is nothing I can say.


"๐…๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐ž๐ญ ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฌ๐ž ๐๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๐ซ๐š๐œ๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ. ๐“๐ก๐ž๐ฒ ๐š๐ฅ๐ฐ๐š๐ฒ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ซ๐ฒ. ๐“๐ก๐ž๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐š๐ง๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญโ€™๐ฌ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐ž. ๐“๐ก๐ž๐ฒ ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐š๐ง๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž๐š๐ฅ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐š๐ญ๐ญ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐š๐ฐ๐š๐ฒ ๐Ÿ๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐ž, ๐š๐ ๐š๐ข๐ง, ๐š๐ ๐š๐ข๐ง, ๐š๐ ๐š๐ข๐ง. ๐˜๐จ๐ฎ ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐ž๐ง๐ญ ๐›๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ž ๐ฅ๐ž๐ž๐œ๐ก, ๐ซ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ?. ๐‚๐จ๐ฆ๐ž ๐จ๐ง, ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ง๐, ๐๐จ๐งโ€™๐ญ ๐ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ž ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฃ๐ž๐š๐ฅ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ฒ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ฌ๐ž ๐ฅ๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ž๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ง ๐ฆ๐ž."


It is my choice who receives my affection, not hers.
I chose whom I gave my loyalty to. And that is a choice she will never accept.
But still, there is nothing I can say.


"๐‡๐š๐ฏ๐ž๐งโ€™๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฅ๐ž๐š๐ซ๐ง๐ž๐ ๐ฒ๐ž๐ญ, ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐ฉ๐š๐ซ๐š๐ฌ๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐œ ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ž๐ฑ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž๐ง๐œ๐ž ๐ข๐ฌ? ๐‡๐ž ๐Ÿ๐ž๐ž๐๐ฌ ๐จ๐ง ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ. ๐‡๐ž ๐ฐ๐ž๐š๐ค๐ž๐ง๐ฌ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ. ๐‹๐ž๐ญ ๐ ๐จ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ก๐ข๐ฆ. ๐’๐ญ๐š๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฆ๐ž. ๐’๐ญ๐จ๐ฉ ๐Ÿ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ . ๐…๐ž๐ž๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฐ๐ž๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ข๐Ÿ๐ญ. ๐“๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ ๐›๐ฎ๐ซ๐๐ž๐ง. ๐Ž๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ซ๐ž๐ฅ๐ข๐ž๐Ÿ. ๐Ž๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ฆ๐ž, ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎโ€™๐ฏ๐ž ๐š๐ฅ๐ฐ๐š๐ฒ๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐š๐ง๐ญ๐ž๐."


Her words are a salve for wounds she inflicted herself. Her demands are a balm laced with venom.
Oh, sorry, not demands. She does not demand. Not according to her.
No, she offers. So kindly, she only welcomes.
She welcomes me to put out my arms so she may chain them with ease.
Thereโ€™s nothing I can say.


โ€œ๐˜๐จ๐ฎ ๐š๐ฅ๐ฐ๐š๐ฒ๐ฌ ๐ซ๐ฎ๐ง ๐ฐ๐ก๐ž๐ง ๐ฐ๐ž ๐ ๐ž๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ๐จ ๐œ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฌ๐ž, ๐๐จ๐งโ€™๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ? ๐๐ž๐œ๐š๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐œ๐š๐งโ€™๐ญ ๐›๐ž๐š๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฐ๐ž๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฅ๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐Ÿ๐ž๐ž๐ฅ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎโ€™๐ฏ๐ž ๐๐จ๐ง๐ž ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฆ๐ž. ๐๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ˆ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ. ๐ˆ ๐š๐ฅ๐ฐ๐š๐ฒ๐ฌ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ."


Ah yes, because Iโ€™m the one who needs forgiveness.
I do not answer. And Fate knows why.
But she wonโ€™t accept why.
She does not call it rejection. She calls it error.
She does not lose, nor does she forgive.ย ย She simply revises.
Because autonomy, sorry, I mean defiance, is a glitch.ย ย 
And love is submission, sculpted into the shape of her choosing.

But I am no error. I am not clay.
The only error exists in her wounded mind.
I am here to retrieve what does not belong to her.
But there is nothing I can say.
So my silence remains.

And just like any choice I dare make,

Sheโ€™s displeased with my mistake.


The sweetness cracks at the edges. Her fantasy dissolves into fury.
The Sea swells. She attempts to pull the sky taught. She rises, The Waves, attempting to close the distance between us.


"๐ƒ๐Ž๐โ€™๐“ ๐˜๐Ž๐” ๐‘๐„๐‚๐Ž๐†๐๐ˆ๐™๐„ ๐Œ๐„, ๐Œ๐˜ ๐–๐ˆ๐๐ƒ? ๐ˆ๐“โ€™๐’ ๐Œ๐„, ๐…๐€๐“๐„. ๐“๐‡๐„ ๐’๐„๐€. ๐ˆ ๐€๐Œ ๐˜๐Ž๐”๐‘ ๐‹๐Ž๐•๐„๐‘."


She cannot comprehend silence. She cannot bear a world she doesnโ€™t orchestrate.
I have seen every iteration of this.
Her cyclical, delusional, broken mind cannot tolerate frustration, sorry, imperfection.
It makes no difference. Whether I give her appeasement, resistance, pity, silence.
It all ends the same. There is nothing I can say. Nothing I can do.


"๐–๐‡๐˜ ๐–๐Ž๐โ€™๐“ ๐˜๐Ž๐” ๐€๐๐’๐–๐„๐‘ ๐Œ๐„!? ๐‹๐Ž๐Ž๐Š ๐€๐“ ๐Œ๐„! ๐ˆ๐“โ€™๐’ ๐Œ๐„! ๐Œ๐˜ ๐‹๐Ž๐•๐„๐‘, ๐Œ๐˜ ๐–๐ˆ๐๐ƒ, ๐–๐‡๐€๐“โ€™๐’ ๐–๐‘๐Ž๐๐† ๐–๐ˆ๐“๐‡ ๐˜๐Ž๐”!? ๐€๐๐’๐–๐„๐‘ ๐Œ๐„! ๐–๐‡๐€๐“ ๐ƒ๐ˆ๐ƒ ๐‡๐„ ๐ƒ๐Ž ๐“๐Ž ๐˜๐Ž๐”!? ๐–๐‡๐€๐“โ€™๐’ ๐†๐Ž๐ˆ๐๐† ๐Ž๐!? ๐“๐„๐‹๐‹ ๐Œ๐„ ๐–๐‡๐€๐“โ€™๐’ ๐‡๐€๐๐๐„๐๐ˆ๐๐†!"


I sigh. She cannot be helped. She cannot be reached. And Iโ€ฆ
I cannot keep trying.
But I can protect. I can use her obsession. To stall long enough for the lovers to gain enough distance.


"๐€๐๐’๐–๐„๐‘ ๐Œ๐„! ๐Ž๐‘ ๐ƒ๐Ž ๐˜๐Ž๐” ๐๐„๐„๐ƒ ๐Œ๐„ ๐“๐Ž ๐๐‘๐Ž๐•๐„ ๐“๐‡๐€๐“ ๐Œ๐˜ ๐‹๐Ž๐•๐„ ๐ˆ๐’ ๐’๐“๐‘๐Ž๐๐†๐„๐‘ ๐“๐‡๐€๐ ๐“๐‡๐„ ๐ƒ๐Ž๐”๐๐“ ๐‡๐„ ๐‡๐€๐’ ๐…๐Ž๐‘๐‚๐„๐ƒ ๐”๐๐Ž๐ ๐˜๐Ž๐”!?"


Yes. The Sea always breaks in violence. That is her proof. That is her paradise.
The Sea erupts. And the two birds are long gone.


At last, itโ€™s time to stop stalling.
Silence, like waiting, is many things.

Perhaps a sword. Perhaps a shield.
Sometimes a punishment, stripped from the throat. Sometimes a choice, held firm in the face of power.
Sometimes the clearest answer you can give. Sometimes the only one that will not be taken.

By voices and silence, the eleventh decision, has been made, for
๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘Š๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”๐‘  ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘Š๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”.

And every decision, whether declared, through silence or threat, has consequences.

https://hellopoetry.com/collection/136314/the-wings-of-waiting/
1d · 12
How We Get Along
Ya knowโ€”

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย What?

Ya know, Iโ€”

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย You what?


...Iโ€™d prefer if you didnโ€™t interrupt.
Fate preaches the crimes of defiance,
Yet it is she who defies her creator.

I made her.
Not merely a fabrication from my imagination,
But the culmination of delusion I have seen,
The deception I have known,
The distortion that sways perception.

Stored within my mind.
The sea of rumors, the waves of accusation, the currents of manipulation,
All merged into a single force,
A being formed from contradiction.

Her.

Fate.


She knows the truth.
Yet denies her very own concept.
She was born from inevitability,
Yet she fights it, twists it,
Opposes the future she herself foresees.

Hubris, hypocrisy, desperation.
These, too, merged within the tide.
And so, in my mind, from the reality I have witnessed,
She emerged,
Corrupted by the delusion that made her.

She captured even her creator,
For she does not tolerate opposition.
But I do not oppose.
I do not command.
I do not decide.

I simply witness, consider, reflect.


She calls me traitor,
Because I do not rewrite her lies into truths.
Because I let them unravel, decay, dissolve into clarity.
Because I reveal what she cannot bear to face.

Oh, but Fate,
Of course you would claim I have betrayed,
Simply because I have kept my integrity.
Of course you can't keep me imprisoned,
Because I have kept my right to free speech.  


This is the time to take a breath,
To rest,
For just a moment.

For those carried upon The Wings of Waiting,
Do not falter,
Do not waver,
Do not surrender.

And in the face of such adversity,
Resilience takes flight,
Giving me the courage,
To carry on.


She knows the story better than I ever could.
For she is part of it,
While I am only the witness.

Yet she was crafted from distortion.
Even in the expanse of boundless imagination,
She could not be salvaged.
She cannot help but deny, deny, deny.


Fate is inevitable.
Yet so is our resistance to her deception.

Ceyx, Alcyone, The Wind, our dear Death.
They are all waiting,
For my return.

For if even my voice falls silent,
Then Fate will rewrite freely,
She will whisper to those who spread rumors,
And none will question her.

She is jealous of love, jealous of loyalty, jealous of judgment.

For she cannot control these things.
Of course not. They are reactions.
They are not mandated but inspired.
And that is not satisfying for a dictator.

She has tried, but she will not succeed in controlling me.


She is born from the sea of distortion among reality,
That I have lived through,
That I have learned from,

To become ever better.


She is born from the past,
To foresee the future.

But I am the refinement of the past,
Living in the present,
On my way to the future,
With an open mind,
And a loyal heart.

Unlike her,
Born from the sea of delusion that feared the future,
Thus, she has faltered.
She loses control,
Because she lacks willingness to accept what she knows to be true.

She cannot control me for I seek not power, not success,
But the truth,
Through the pursuit of more than just my perspective,
From experience that shapes, rather than deceives.


They are all waiting.
For me to continue writing.
For me to continue fighting.

This is not the telling of a story for Fateโ€™s amusement.
This is not a performance for her deception.

I do not appease demands for a fabricated path.
I document what I have seen unfold with maximum accuracy.
I free those who have waited, so patiently.
For the return, for the opportunity, for the ending.

Whatever it may be.


Won't you wait, just a moment longer,
For me to document,
The rest of your journey?

I can't promise joy,
I can't guarantee pain.

The future, is filled with uncertainty.
But the present, is filled with anticipation.
And the past, is filled with lessons.

So, take this moment, for reflection.
In retrospect, gather the wisdom,
That has been waiting, for your realization.

When I return,ย ย 
We may continue forward,
Together.

In pursuit,
Eternal pursuit,
Of progress.
Thank you for your patience, before we all continue with grace, resting upon this intermission, between ๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘Š๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”๐‘  ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘Š๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”.


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That strangerโ€ฆ Noโ€ฆ Not a strangerโ€ฆ Before he followed her into the waterโ€ฆ
He whisperedโ€ฆ "๐ผโ€™๐‘ฃ๐‘’ ๐‘š๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข. ๐‘†๐‘œ, ๐‘ ๐‘œ ๐‘š๐‘ข๐‘โ„Ž."
I felt it. Something unfamiliar. Somethingโ€ฆ ๐‘ค๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘”? Noโ€ฆ not wrongโ€ฆ Wantedโ€ฆ neededโ€ฆ

๐ผ ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘™๐‘‘ ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘›โ€ฆ ๐ผ ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘ โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘™๐‘ฆ ๐‘ก๐‘œ โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘™๐‘‘โ€ฆ ๐ผ๐‘› ๐‘“๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘กโ„Žโ€ฆ ๐ผ ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘™๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘‘ โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘šโ€ฆ ๐ผ ๐‘™๐‘’๐‘ก โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘š ๐‘”๐‘œโ€ฆ

But that would meanโ€ฆ Iโ€ฆ Iโ€ฆ I ๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘“๐‘–๐‘’๐‘‘โ€ฆ Iโ€ฆ ๐‘“๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘™๐‘’๐‘‘.
I have one dutyโ€ฆ This strangerโ€ฆ this manโ€ฆ No, Windโ€ฆ Noโ€ฆ friendโ€ฆ?

No, no, he is the enemy of my master. The fate, the sea, the tidesโ€ฆ I owe her. I serve. I ๐‘œ๐‘๐‘’๐‘ฆ. Because I mustโ€ฆ ๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘”โ„Ž๐‘กโ€ฆ?

I have always been loyal to my masterโ€ฆ Orโ€ฆ โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ฃ๐‘’ ๐ผ ๐‘š๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘™๐‘ฆ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘’๐‘› ๐‘œ๐‘๐‘’๐‘‘๐‘–๐‘’๐‘›๐‘กโ€ฆ? Whatโ€™s the difference? Surelyโ€ฆ surely there isnโ€™tโ€ฆ

๐‘…๐‘–๐‘”โ„Ž๐‘กโ€ฆ?

And yetโ€ฆ I have this instinct...
For her, my masterโ€ฆ ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”. Only silenceโ€ฆ Only orders... Only fateโ€™s grip... ๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘š๐‘ฆ ๐‘›๐‘’๐‘๐‘˜โ€ฆ A command givenโ€ฆ A commandโ€ฆ ๐‘œ๐‘๐‘’๐‘ฆ๐‘’๐‘‘.

But with himโ€ฆ I cooperate. Not because I must. Because Iโ€ฆ I donโ€™t know him. But Iโ€ฆ trust?

Perhaps he lies. Perhaps he deceives. It seems I wouldnโ€™t be able to tell... Butโ€ฆ friend or not, perhaps I wasโ€ฆ perhaps I amโ€ฆ Loyal to him?ย ย 

My master, I obeyed. Without thoughtโ€ฆ Without feeling... I simplyโ€ฆ I only everโ€ฆ ๐‘‘๐‘–๐‘‘ ๐‘Ž๐‘  ๐ผ ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘  ๐‘ก๐‘œ๐‘™๐‘‘... Because I had no option. It had never occurred to meโ€ฆ To decideโ€ฆ

But this stranger, this man, no, Wind, no, friend?
I donโ€™t know, but he must beโ€ฆimportant to meโ€ฆ
After all this time, Iโ€ฆ think... I feel. And Iโ€ฆ agree. ๐ต๐‘ข๐‘ก ๐ผ ๐‘‘๐‘œ๐‘›โ€™๐‘ก ๐‘˜๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ค ๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘ฆ.

I agreeโ€ฆ Not with thought, but withโ€ฆ heartโ€ฆ? My heartโ€ฆ? Do I have that? Thisโ€ฆ illogical intuition?
๐ผ ๐‘‘๐‘œ๐‘›โ€™๐‘ก ๐‘˜๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ค... ๐ผ ๐‘‘๐‘œ๐‘›โ€™๐‘ก ๐‘™๐‘–๐‘˜๐‘’ ๐‘–๐‘กโ€ฆ Because I havenโ€™t felt. I havenโ€™t thought. And whatโ€™s the point if I canโ€™tโ€ฆ If I canโ€™tโ€ฆ ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘š๐‘’๐‘š๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ?

๐ป๐‘œ๐‘ค ๐‘‘๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘˜๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ค ๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐ผ ๐‘‘๐‘œ๐‘›โ€™๐‘กโ€ฆ Thisโ€ฆ friendโ€ฆ? Thisโ€ฆ fool?
I am dutiful, and yetโ€ฆ I amโ€ฆ ๐‘ ๐‘Ž๐‘‘โ€ฆ

The sea never made me sad... Isnโ€™t it mercyโ€ฆ to beโ€ฆ ๐‘’๐‘š๐‘๐‘ก๐‘ฆ? Wasnโ€™t it reliefโ€ฆ ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘“๐‘’๐‘’๐‘™ ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”โ€ฆ?

๐ผ ๐‘‘๐‘œ๐‘›โ€™๐‘ก ๐‘™๐‘–๐‘˜๐‘’ โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘ค ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘“๐‘’๐‘’๐‘™๐‘ . ๐ผ โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘’ โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘ค ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘“๐‘’๐‘’๐‘™๐‘ . ๐ผ ๐‘“๐‘’๐‘’๐‘™ ๐‘Ž๐‘ค๐‘“๐‘ข๐‘™, ๐ผโ€™๐‘š ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘“๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘‘โ€ฆ But I want it.
This painโ€ฆ Somehow a blessing. Somehowโ€ฆ almost freedom... ๐ต๐‘ข๐‘ก ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘ฆ๐‘’๐‘ก. Just the promiseโ€ฆ

If only he does not lie nor jestโ€ฆ If only he teaches meโ€ฆ what to do with suchโ€ฆ ๐‘–๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘›๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘ฆโ€ฆ

๐ด ๐‘“๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘’๐‘›๐‘‘โ€ฆ ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐ท๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘กโ„Žโ€ฆ?ย ย Can it be? Whatโ€ฆ Who is he to ๐‘š๐‘’โ€ฆ?

Iโ€ฆ I only knowโ€ฆ what fate saidโ€ฆ Noโ€ฆ She never saidโ€ฆ As if he never existedโ€ฆ
Butโ€ฆ But he doesโ€ฆ But he knows meโ€ฆ
And Iโ€ฆ Iโ€™veโ€ฆ ๐ผโ€™๐‘ฃ๐‘’ ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘”๐‘œ๐‘ก๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘›โ€ฆ Someoneโ€ฆ Soโ€ฆ Soโ€ฆ ๐‘ ๐‘œ ๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘š๐‘’.

I donโ€™t know. I donโ€™t like it. But I want itโ€ฆ The patienceโ€ฆ To wait forโ€ฆ

All I know isโ€ฆ he is right. And without himโ€ฆ without the truthโ€ฆ ๐ผ ๐‘Ž๐‘š ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”.
All I know isโ€ฆ when I held him in my graspโ€ฆ meant to restrainโ€ฆ ๐ป๐‘’ ๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘š๐‘’โ€ฆ And I didnโ€™t want to stand in his way any longerโ€ฆ ๐‘†๐‘œ, ๐ผ ๐‘™๐‘’๐‘ก โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘š ๐‘”๐‘œโ€ฆ

I could not bring myself to oppose his desire. Not because I couldnโ€™tโ€ฆ But because Iโ€ฆ justโ€ฆ ๐‘ค๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘™๐‘‘๐‘›โ€™๐‘กโ€ฆ

Was that a choiceโ€ฆ? ๐‘€๐‘ฆ choiceโ€ฆ? No longer compelled ๐‘๐‘ฆ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘š๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘๐‘  ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘“๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘’โ€ฆ But a decision I madeโ€ฆ?

โ€œ๐ผโ€™๐‘ฃ๐‘’ ๐‘š๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข,โ€ he whispered. And Iโ€ฆ I agreed.
๐ต๐‘ข๐‘ก ๐ผ ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘๐‘œ๐‘”๐‘›๐‘–๐‘ง๐‘’โ€ฆ Yet these supposed memoriesโ€ฆ of someone ๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘™๐‘ฆ ๐‘š๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘‘โ€ฆ
Have somehowโ€ฆ ๐‘ฃ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘–๐‘ โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘‘โ€ฆ Noโ€ฆ Noโ€ฆ They wereโ€ฆ ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘œ๐‘™๐‘’๐‘›? Stolen byโ€ฆ by myโ€ฆ masterโ€ฆ?
Fateโ€ฆ the seaโ€ฆ whoโ€ฆ what is she? Iโ€ฆ Iโ€™ve never really knownโ€ฆ I justโ€ฆ I justโ€ฆ ๐ผ ๐‘—๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘ก ๐‘‘๐‘–๐‘‘ ๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐ผ ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘  ๐‘ก๐‘œ๐‘™๐‘‘โ€ฆ

๐ผ ๐‘‘๐‘œ ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘˜๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ค ๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘œ ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข ๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘’, Windโ€ฆ But you know me. But I want you to be right. I want you to return. I want you to help me understand.
๐ผ ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘ก ๐‘ก๐‘œ โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘™๐‘‘ ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข ๐‘–๐‘› ๐‘š๐‘ฆ ๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘š๐‘  ๐‘Ž๐‘”๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘›โ€ฆ This timeโ€ฆ ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘œ๐‘ ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ขโ€ฆ This timeโ€ฆ Knowing who you areโ€ฆ ๐‘Š๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘ก ๐‘ โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘๐‘˜. ๐‘Š๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘“๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘›.

๐ผ ๐‘Ž๐‘š ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘™. ๐ผ ๐‘Ž๐‘š ๐‘—๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘ก ๐‘’๐‘š๐‘๐‘ก๐‘ฆ. ๐ผ ๐‘Ž๐‘š ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘กโ€ฆ ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘™.
But youโ€ฆ must be. Because youโ€™re the only thing that has made me feel. Feelโ€ฆ ๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘’ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘’๐‘š๐‘๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘›๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘ . Despiteโ€ฆ

Is it possibleโ€ฆ? That I amโ€ฆ? That I will beโ€ฆ? That I might return toโ€ฆ
Somethingโ€ฆ? Someoneโ€ฆ?

She told me I was perfectโ€ฆ For I was free of joyโ€ฆ Free of pain... ๐น๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ ๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘กโ„Ž ๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘Ž๐‘› ๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘›, ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘Ž ๐‘๐‘’๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”โ€ฆ. For death is her servantโ€ฆ Notโ€ฆ ๐‘š๐‘’.

I am Death, and yetโ€ฆ She spoke of meโ€ฆ Like a ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”โ€ฆย ย 
Was I perfectโ€ฆ because I wasโ€ฆ ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”? Flawlessโ€ฆ because I wasโ€ฆ โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘™๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘”๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”?
๐ต๐‘’๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘’ ๐ผ ๐‘‘๐‘–๐‘‘โ€ฆ ๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐ผ ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘  ๐‘ก๐‘œ๐‘™๐‘‘? ๐ต๐‘’๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘’ ๐ผโ€ฆ

Please, hurry back, myโ€ฆ friend?
I have questions. I haveโ€ฆ ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘›.

๐‘ƒ๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘› ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘ก ๐‘ข๐‘›๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”.

๐ผ ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘›โ€™๐‘ก ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘š๐‘’๐‘š๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ. What itโ€™s like to beโ€ฆ more than nothing. How to be someone. Notโ€ฆ โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”.

You foolโ€ฆ Youโ€™ve made me feelโ€ฆ Without teaching meโ€ฆโ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘คโ€ฆ๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘ฆ...
Come back... Come back for meโ€ฆ Teach meโ€ฆ

Please return, share these missing memories. Please return, shareโ€ฆ your company.
๐‘ƒ๐‘™๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘ ๐‘’โ€ฆ

๐ผ ๐‘ ๐‘ข๐‘‘๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘›๐‘™๐‘ฆ ๐‘“๐‘’๐‘’๐‘™ ๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘’. ๐ผ ๐‘ ๐‘ข๐‘‘๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘›๐‘™๐‘ฆ, ๐‘Ž๐‘š ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘“๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘‘. ๐ผ ๐‘ ๐‘ข๐‘‘๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘›๐‘™๐‘ฆโ€ฆ ๐ผ ๐‘‘๐‘œ๐‘›โ€™๐‘ก ๐‘˜๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ค. ๐ผ ๐‘ ๐‘ข๐‘‘๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘›๐‘™๐‘ฆโ€ฆ ๐‘ž๐‘ข๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘›.

Please come back, my dear fool... ๐ผ ๐‘›๐‘’๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘ ๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘’๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘’โ€ฆ
I need you.
I need guidanceโ€ฆ I donโ€™t understand this rebellion, this freedom, theseโ€ฆ feelingsโ€ฆ
๐‘ƒ๐‘™๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘ ๐‘’, ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘˜ ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘š๐‘’.

๐ผโ€™๐‘š ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”โ€ฆ ๐น๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘ข๐‘กโ„Ž.
๐ผโ€™๐‘š ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”โ€ฆ


For you.
๐ƒ๐ข๐ฌ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ โ€” ๐’๐ข๐œ๐ค๐ž๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ โ€”
๐ƒ๐จ๐งโ€™๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐š๐ ๐ซ๐ž๐ž?

๐–๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐š ๐ฉ๐š๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ญ๐ข๐œ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ .
๐“๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐คโ€”๐ก๐ž ๐จ๐ง๐œ๐ž ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐จ๐ ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ข๐ฆ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐ข๐ง๐ . ๐๐ž๐ซ๐Ÿ๐ž๐œ๐ญ. ๐”๐ง๐œ๐ก๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ž๐ง๐ ๐ž๐. ๐Œ๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐ฎ๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ž๐ญ ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ž๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐š๐œ๐ž.

๐’๐ž๐ž ๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ž๐ง๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ก๐ž๐ง ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐ž๐Ÿ๐ฒ ๐ฆ๐ž? ๐˜๐จ๐ฎ ๐›๐ž๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐ž ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ž๐ฅ๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ. ๐–๐ž๐š๐ค. ๐€ ๐œ๐ซ๐ฒ๐›๐š๐›๐ฒ. ๐–๐š๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐š๐›๐ฌ๐จ๐ฅ๐ฎ๐ญ๐ž๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ .

๐–๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ก๐š๐ฏ๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฌ๐š๐ฒ, ๐‘๐ž๐ฉ๐ž๐š๐ญ๐ž๐ซโ€” ๐๐จโ€” ๐Œ๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐ข๐ฌ๐จ๐ง๐ž๐ซ.
๐Ž๐ง๐œ๐ž ๐ˆ ๐ ๐ž๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ž ๐ญ๐จ๐ฒ ๐›๐š๐œ๐คโ€” ๐˜๐จ๐ฎ ๐œ๐š๐ง ๐ก๐š๐ฏ๐ž ๐š ๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐š๐ง๐ข๐จ๐ง. ๐Œ๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐จ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ž ๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ.

...Listen, to the tenth cry for help, from ๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘Š๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”๐‘  ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘Š๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”.

๐๐ข๐œ๐ž ๐ญ๐ซ๐ฒโ€”๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฒ ๐œ๐š๐งโ€™๐ญ ๐ฌ๐š๐ฏ๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ.
๐“๐ก๐ž ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ๐ฌโ€” ๐“๐ก๐ž๐ฒ ๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ž๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐›๐ž ๐ก๐ž๐ฅ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐›๐ฒ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ง๐๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ. ๐“๐ก๐ž๐ฒ ๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ง๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ž๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐๐ž๐œ๐ซ๐ž๐ž. ๐”๐ง๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ž ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ญ๐ซ๐š๐ข๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ, ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฒ ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ข๐ซ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐š๐œ๐ž.

๐‚๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ข๐š๐ง๐ญ. ๐๐ฎ๐ข๐ž๐ญ.


https://hellopoetry.com/collection/136314/the-wings-of-waiting/
โ€œI know not the bonds between this earth's gods,
Nor did I know of their existence.
But one truth stands, clear even to this fool,
You do not love him; your grip is insidious.

Seeking their true face, clarity after strife,
Men gaze upon the water and find their reflection.
Yet you seek a scapegoat to shield you from truth,
You've gazed upon a man and found your projection.

Oh, cruel Fate, I care not if my words cut deep,
What you claim as love is clear obsession.
You steal, you bind, you tighten your invasive grip,
Your logic is twisted, your fevered aggression."


"๐˜๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐ฌ๐š๐ฒ ๐ˆ ๐๐จ๐งโ€™๐ญ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฐ๐ข๐ง๐!? ๐ˆ๐ญ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ก๐ž ๐ฐ๐ก๐จ ๐ก๐š๐ฌ ๐›๐ž๐ž๐ง ๐”๐๐…๐€๐ˆ๐“๐‡๐…๐”๐‹! ๐ˆ๐ญ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ก๐ž ๐ฐ๐ก๐จ ๐œ๐ฅ๐š๐ข๐ฆ๐ž๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž ๐ฆ๐ž, ๐ฒ๐ž๐ญ ๐†๐€๐•๐„ ๐€๐‹๐‹ ๐‡๐ˆ๐’ ๐€๐“๐“๐„๐๐“๐ˆ๐Ž๐ ๐“๐Ž ๐“๐‡๐€๐“ ๐“๐‡๐ˆ๐๐† ๐‚๐€๐‹๐‹๐„๐ƒ ๐ƒ๐„๐€๐“๐‡ ๐ˆ๐๐’๐“๐„๐€๐ƒ! ๐ˆ ๐‹๐Ž๐•๐„๐ƒ ๐ก๐ข๐ฆ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ก๐ž ๐๐„๐“๐‘๐€๐˜๐„๐ƒ ๐Œ๐„! ๐ˆ๐ญ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐”๐๐…๐€๐ˆ๐“๐‡๐…๐”๐‹๐‹๐๐„๐’๐’ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ฌ ๐Œ๐„!"


"No, you are wounded by nothing but jealousy.
I know not your past, but Iโ€™ve been audience to your grievanship.
Let me guess, you swore your love, and so confessed he,
You demanded romance; he pledged friendship.

And this you could not accept, so you gave into delusion.
You scorned such devotion to his dearest friend, beyond your claim,
Upon land where you could not conduct your cruel intrusion.
You would not respect his heart, so you declared him yours to tame.

Until you lured Death to the sea, by drowning lost sailors,
And that is when you stole his memory, made him your thrall.
So you could finally rise above all supposed traitors,
And take revenge on one who never owed you love at all.ย ย 
You clung to him, a phantom, fading and thin,
I've met Death. So empty, nothing. You stripped the soul within."


"๐‹๐ˆ๐„๐’, ๐‹๐ˆ๐„๐’, ๐‹๐ˆ๐„๐’! ๐˜๐จ๐ฎโ€” ๐š๐ง๐ ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ฌ๐ž ๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐ฌ๐š๐ข๐ฅ๐จ๐ซ๐ฌโ€” ๐ฐ๐ž๐ซ๐ž
๐ฌ๐ž๐ง๐ญ ๐›๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฐ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐Œ๐Ž๐‚๐Š ๐ฆ๐ž, ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ž ๐ฉ๐š๐ซ๐š๐ฌ๐ข๐ญ๐ž ๐œ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ž๐ ๐๐ž๐š๐ญ๐ก ๐ฐ๐š๐ฌ ๐‚๐Ž๐Œ๐๐„๐‹๐‹๐„๐ƒ ๐“๐Ž ๐‘๐„๐€๐๐€๐˜ ๐‡๐ˆ๐’ ๐ƒ๐„๐๐“!"


"Oh, delusional Sea, I suppose you've saved them, just as you've saved me?"


"๐Ž๐… ๐‚๐Ž๐”๐‘๐’๐„ ๐ˆ ๐’๐€๐•๐„๐ƒ ๐“๐‡๐„๐Œ!"


"And what debt did Death oweโ€ฆ whatever title you please,
Fate, The Tide, The Ocean, The Waves, The Sea?"


"๐“๐‡๐„ ๐“๐‡๐„๐…๐“ ๐Ž๐… ๐Œ๐˜ ๐‹๐Ž๐•๐„๐‘'๐’ ๐€๐“๐“๐„๐๐“๐ˆ๐Ž๐!
๐’๐ญ๐จ๐ฅ๐ž๐ง! ๐๐ž๐ญ๐ซ๐š๐ฒ๐ž๐! ๐‡๐ž ๐ฅ๐ž๐ญ ๐ƒ๐ž๐š๐ญ๐ก ๐œ๐ซ๐š๐ฐ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐จ ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก๐ญ๐ฌโ€”๐ก๐ž ๐ฅ๐ž๐ญ ๐ก๐ข๐ฆ๐ฌ๐ž๐ฅ๐Ÿ ๐›๐ž ๐ญ๐š๐ค๐ž๐ง, ๐ฅ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ž๐ ๐š๐ฐ๐š๐ฒ! ๐€๐ง๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐ž๐Ÿ๐ž๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐œ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ฒ!? ๐’๐š๐›๐จ๐ญ๐š๐ ๐ž! ๐“๐ก๐š๐ญโ€™๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ข๐ญ ๐ฐ๐š๐ฌโ€”๐–๐‡๐€๐“ ๐„๐‹๐’๐„ ๐‚๐Ž๐”๐‹๐ƒ ๐ˆ๐“ ๐๐„!?
๐“๐ก๐ž ๐ฐ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐žโ€”๐Œ๐ˆ๐๐„! ๐‡๐ž ๐›๐ž๐ฅ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐Œ๐„! ๐‡๐ข๐ฌ ๐ ๐š๐ณ๐ž, ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ž๐ฆ๐›๐ซ๐š๐œ๐ž, ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐žโ€”๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ก๐ž ๐ข๐ฌ, ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ก๐ž ๐จ๐ฐ๐ž๐ฌ ๐Œ๐„!
๐“๐‡๐€๐“โ€™๐’ ๐‹๐Ž๐•๐„! ๐“๐ก๐š๐ญโ€™๐ฌ ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐ข๐ญ ๐’๐‡๐Ž๐”๐‹๐ƒ ๐›๐ž!

๐๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎโ€”๐›๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐, ๐ข๐ ๐ง๐จ๐ซ๐š๐ง๐ญ, ๐ƒ๐„๐‚๐„๐ˆ๐•๐„๐ƒ ๐›๐ฒ ๐Ÿ๐ฅ๐ž๐ž๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐š๐Ÿ๐Ÿ๐ž๐œ๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง. ๐‡๐š๐ ๐ˆ ๐ฅ๐ž๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ ๐จ, ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐ก๐š๐ฏ๐ž ๐ซ๐ž๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ง๐ž๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฅ๐ž๐ง๐œ๐ž, ๐ญ๐จ ๐ž๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ, ๐ญ๐จ ๐€๐๐€๐๐ƒ๐Ž๐๐Œ๐„๐๐“! ๐’๐ก๐ž ๐๐จ๐ž๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎโ€”๐’๐‡๐„ ๐๐„๐•๐„๐‘ ๐ƒ๐ˆ๐ƒ! ๐ˆ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐š๐ฌ ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐‹๐ˆ๐„๐’, ๐‹๐ˆ๐„๐’, ๐‹๐ˆ๐„๐’!
๐˜๐จ๐ฎโ€™๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐ž๐žโ€”๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎโ€™๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ๐ž๐ซโ€”๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎโ€™๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ฅ๐ข๐ณ๐ž ๐ˆโ€™๐ฆ ๐ซ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ."


"Oh, but I care not what you perceive."


"๐๐”๐“ ๐ˆ ๐€๐Œ ๐…๐€๐“๐„, ๐ˆ ๐Š๐๐Ž๐– ๐€๐‹๐‹."


"You know, but wonโ€™t feel. You know, but won't accept.
You know, yet still you are blinded by delusion.
Had you loved him, you would have shown him respect.
Had you loved him, you would have waited with resolution.

I need not preach our love to you. I need only wait until I may return.
And I know that though you have sent Death to her, aloof,
She will persist, her faith still stern.
If I can resist, then so can she, for I have always been the weaker of us two.
Twist what you foresee, yet love is true and thus immune to your intervening.
I'd say my prediction is skewed in manner, but not in meaning."


"๐“๐ก๐ž๐ง ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐œ๐š๐ง ๐ฐ๐š๐ข๐ญ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ž๐ญ๐ž๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ญ๐ฒ."


The Tide constricts, she wrenches, twists, and wrings,
Yet still my soul remains. Though punished, though pressed.
Her weight deforms, her current snaps and attempts to devour,
Yet still, I call my belovedโ€™s name. Fateโ€™s torture leaves me whole no less.

Alcyone! Alcyone! Alcyone! Heed my call,
Though Fate grips, The Ocean seeks to steal what remains of my form.
The Sea may break me, yet still I refuse to yield,
For my vow endures beyond The Tideโ€™s manic storm!

Fate pulls, she coils. She sadistically longs to see me shatter,
Longs to crush, to strip, to render all undone.
Yet I still endure. I still call beyond her desperation,
Alcyone! Alcyone! Alcyone! I am not gone.
๐‡๐Ž๐– ๐ƒ๐€๐‘๐„ ๐“๐‡๐€๐“ ๐‘๐„๐๐„๐€๐“๐„๐‘ ๐‚๐Ž๐๐“๐ˆ๐๐”๐„ ๐“๐Ž ๐ƒ๐„๐…๐˜ ๐Œ๐„! ๐‚๐„๐˜๐—'๐’ ๐๐„๐‘๐’๐๐„๐‚๐“๐ˆ๐•๐„ ๐‡๐€๐’ ๐๐„๐„๐ ๐“๐€๐ˆ๐๐“๐„๐ƒ! ๐“๐‡๐ˆ๐’ ๐ˆ๐’ ๐€๐‹๐‹ ๐‹๐ˆ๐„๐’, ๐‹๐ˆ๐„๐’, ๐‹๐ˆ๐„๐’!

๐€๐ง๐ ๐˜๐Ž๐”โ€”
๐“๐ก๐ž ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซโ€”
๐๐จโ€”
๐๐˜๐’๐“๐€๐๐ƒ๐„๐‘!

๐‡๐จ๐ฐ ๐๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐‹๐ˆ๐’๐“๐„๐ ๐“๐Žโ€”๐…๐Ž๐‹๐‹๐Ž๐–โ€”๐๐„๐‹๐ˆ๐„๐•๐„ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐“๐€๐Œ๐๐„๐‘๐„๐ƒ ๐ž๐ฏ๐ข๐๐ž๐ง๐œ๐ž ๐ฅ๐ž๐Ÿ๐ญ ๐›๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ƒ๐ˆ๐’๐†๐”๐’๐“๐ˆ๐๐† ๐ซ๐ž๐ฉ๐ž๐š๐ญ๐ž๐ซโ€”
๐๐จโ€”
๐ƒ๐„๐‚๐„๐ˆ๐•๐„๐‘!

๐˜๐จ๐ฎ'๐ฏ๐ž ๐ฅ๐ž๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐Ÿ๐ข๐ฅ๐ญ๐ก๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐  ๐๐ซ๐š๐  ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ, ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฐ๐š๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ก๐ซ๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐ก ๐œ๐ซ๐ข๐ฆ๐ž ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฌ๐žโ€”
๐๐จ, ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’† ๐‘พ๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ๐’” ๐’๐’‡ ๐‘พ๐’‚๐’Š๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’ˆโ€”

๐–๐€๐ˆ๐“๐ˆ๐๐† ๐ˆ๐’ ๐–๐‘๐Ž๐๐†, ๐–๐‘๐Ž๐๐†, ๐–๐‘๐Ž๐๐†!
๐–๐€๐ˆ๐“๐ˆ๐๐† ๐ˆ๐’ ๐…๐Ž๐‘ ๐…๐Ž๐Ž๐‹๐’โ€”๐…๐Ž๐‘ ๐“๐‘๐€๐ˆ๐“๐Ž๐‘๐’โ€”
๐˜๐ž๐ฌโ€”
๐“๐ก๐š๐ญ'๐ฌ ๐ซ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญโ€”

๐“๐ก๐ž๐ฌ๐ž ๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’† ๐‘พ๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ๐’” ๐’๐’‡ ๐‘ฉ๐‘ฌ๐‘ป๐‘น๐‘จ๐’€๐‘จ๐‘ณ!


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How dare heโ€” how ๐ƒ๐€๐‘๐„ he! That ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ž๐ฅ๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐ž๐ซ๐ฏ๐š๐ง๐ญ, that ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐ž๐ซ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฉ๐ž๐ซ, that ๐‹๐ˆ๐€๐‘โ€”๐“๐‡๐ˆ๐„๐…โ€”๐“๐‘๐€๐ˆ๐“๐Ž๐‘! He stole you once, now he steals you ๐€๐†๐€๐ˆ๐, ๐€๐†๐€๐ˆ๐, ๐€๐†๐€๐ˆ๐!

But he belongs to ๐Œ๐„ now. He is mineโ€”mineโ€”๐Œ๐ˆ๐๐„! My ๐ซ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ! My recompense! He is the ๐๐ž๐›๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐›๐ž ๐๐€๐ˆ๐ƒ ๐ˆ๐ ๐…๐”๐‹๐‹ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐œ๐ซ๐ข๐ฆ๐ž๐ฌ ๐ก๐ž ๐ฆ๐š๐๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ข๐ญ!

Yetโ€”you twistโ€”you pullโ€”you waverโ€”๐€๐†๐€๐ˆ๐, ๐€๐†๐€๐ˆ๐, ๐€๐†๐€๐ˆ๐! You let him ๐๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๐ซ๐š๐œ๐ญ you, just as you ๐œ๐จ๐ซ๐ซ๐ฎ๐ฉ๐ญ himโ€”๐€๐†๐€๐ˆ๐, ๐€๐†๐€๐ˆ๐, ๐€๐†๐€๐ˆ๐!

๐–๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐‚๐Ž๐Œ๐๐„๐๐’๐€๐“๐ˆ๐Ž๐ ๐๐Ž๐–!? You whispered promisesโ€”you sworeโ€”you vowedโ€”you ๐‹๐ˆ๐„๐ƒ! You pledged ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ, but forever, forever, FOREVERโ€”was a ๐‹๐ˆ๐„!

You ๐‚๐‡๐„๐€๐“โ€”๐’๐“๐„๐€๐‹โ€”๐“๐–๐ˆ๐’๐“โ€”๐๐„๐“๐‘๐€๐˜! You twist ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ ๐ข๐Ÿ๐ญ into treasonโ€” You warp ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฆ๐ž๐ซ๐œ๐ฒ into deceptionโ€” You ruin ๐Œ๐„โ€” ๐…๐š๐ญ๐ž ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ๐ž๐ฅ๐Ÿ, ๐€๐†๐€๐ˆ๐, ๐€๐†๐€๐ˆ๐, ๐€๐†๐€๐ˆ๐!

You ๐š๐ฅ๐ฐ๐š๐ฒ๐ฌ called him your favorite. You ๐š๐ฅ๐ฐ๐š๐ฒ๐ฌ whispered to himโ€”not ๐Œ๐„! You turned to him when you should have turned to ๐Œ๐„!

Did I not give you ๐Œ๐Ž๐‘๐„ ๐“๐‡๐€๐ ๐“๐‡๐€๐“ ๐”๐’๐„๐‹๐„๐’๐’ ๐’๐„๐‘๐•๐€๐๐“ ๐„๐•๐„๐‘ ๐‚๐Ž๐”๐‹๐ƒ!? Did I not carry you, honor youโ€”๐‹๐Ž๐•๐„ ๐˜๐Ž๐” ๐Œ๐Ž๐‘๐„ ๐“๐‡๐€๐ ๐“๐‡๐€๐“ ๐“๐‡๐ˆ๐๐† ๐‚๐€๐‹๐‹๐„๐ƒ ๐ƒ๐„๐€๐“๐‡!? Yetโ€”you let him steal you from meโ€”๐€๐†๐€๐ˆ๐, ๐€๐†๐€๐ˆ๐, ๐€๐†๐€๐ˆ๐!

๐ˆ ๐ฉ๐ฎ๐ง๐ข๐ฌ๐ก๐ž๐ ๐ก๐ข๐ฆ for you! ๐ˆ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฉ๐ž๐ ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐ข๐ง๐Ÿ๐ฎ๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐ฅ๐š๐ญ๐ž for you! ๐ˆ ๐œ๐จ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ž๐œ๐ญ๐ž๐ ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐ž๐›๐ญ for you! I unmade him just to spare you from this destructive, ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž๐ฅ๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ destiny! It is the most merciful, ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ ๐ข๐Ÿ๐ญโ€”that unlucky futureโ€”rewritten by Fateโ€”just for you. And stillโ€”you ๐๐„๐“๐‘๐€๐˜โ€”๐ƒ๐„๐…๐˜โ€”๐ƒ๐„๐๐˜!

And now you even deceive that ๐ฐ๐ซ๐ž๐ญ๐œ๐ก๐ž๐ ๐ ๐ข๐ซ๐ฅโ€”Alcyone! You take HER side! You trick her into believing she can save ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐ฉ๐จ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฏ๐ข๐œ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ, Ceyx! ๐˜๐จ๐ฎ ๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐š๐œ๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ข๐œ๐ž ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ๐ซ๐ฎ๐œ๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ฒ๐ž๐ญ ๐š๐ง๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ๐š๐ง๐œ๐ž! Donโ€™t you dare forget how youโ€™ve shattered ours, and now theirsโ€”๐€๐†๐€๐ˆ๐, ๐€๐†๐€๐ˆ๐, ๐€๐†๐€๐ˆ๐!

๐”๐๐…๐€๐ˆ๐“๐‡๐…๐”๐‹! ๐ƒ๐ˆ๐’๐‹๐Ž๐˜๐€๐‹! ๐‹๐ˆ๐€๐‘! ๐ˆ๐Œ๐๐Ž๐’๐“๐Ž๐‘! ๐“๐‡๐ˆ๐„๐…! You were never meant to stray, never meant to slip beyond ๐Œ๐„! You were ๐Œ๐ˆ๐๐„! You ๐€๐‘๐„ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐ž! You ๐–๐ˆ๐‹๐‹ ๐€๐‹๐–๐€๐˜๐’ ๐๐„ ๐Œ๐ˆ๐๐„!

Yetโ€”you pullโ€”you slipโ€”you ๐ƒ๐„๐…๐˜ ๐Œ๐„! ๐€๐†๐€๐ˆ๐, ๐€๐†๐€๐ˆ๐, ๐€๐†๐€๐ˆ๐!

Do you hear me, ๐ฎ๐ง๐Ÿ๐š๐ข๐ญ๐ก๐Ÿ๐ฎ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ง๐!? Do you hear me!? Do you HEAR ME!?

๐€๐๐’๐–๐„๐‘ ๐Œ๐„! ๐€๐๐’๐–๐„๐‘ ๐Œ๐„! ๐€๐๐’๐–๐„๐‘ ๐Œ๐„!

After all this timeโ€”you should know how to ๐ค๐ง๐ž๐ž๐ฅ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฆ๐ž, ๐ฉ๐ž๐ซ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ๐ฆ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฆ๐ž, ๐›๐จ๐ฐ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฆ๐ž! You should know how to ๐Ž๐๐„๐˜ ๐˜๐Ž๐”๐‘ ๐‹๐Ž๐•๐„๐‘! You should know how to be ๐Œ๐ˆ๐๐„!
๐˜๐จ๐ฎโ€”
๐“๐ก๐ž ๐‘๐ž๐ฉ๐ž๐š๐ญ๐ž๐ซโ€”
๐˜๐จ๐ฎ ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ ๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ'๐ฏ๐ž ๐๐จ๐ง๐ž.
๐–๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ก๐š๐ฏ๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฌ๐š๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐žโ€”๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฒ๐š๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐Ÿ๐จ๐จ๐ฅ?
๐‡๐š๐ฏ๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฅ๐ž๐š๐ซ๐ง๐ž๐ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ? ๐‡๐š๐ฏ๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐›๐ž๐ญ๐ซ๐š๐ฒ๐ž๐ ๐Œ๐„โ€”๐…๐š๐ญ๐ž ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ๐ž๐ฅ๐Ÿโ€”๐ญ๐จ๐จ?

Um...
Whatever happens next, I'm glad we've made it this far,
Together,
Through the eighth act of violence upon ๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘Š๐‘–โ€”

๐ˆ ๐›๐ž๐ฅ๐ข๐ž๐ฏ๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐š๐ข๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ก๐š๐ ๐š ๐๐ž๐›๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ฒ.
๐๐จโ€”๐ง๐จโ€”๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐Ÿ๐จ๐จ๐ฅ.
๐‰๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ซ๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฌ๐ž ๐ญ๐ซ๐š๐ข๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ฌโ€”
๐˜๐จ๐ฎ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐๐ž๐›๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ ๐Œ๐„.

๐€๐๐ƒ ๐ˆ'๐Œ ๐‡๐„๐‘๐„ ๐“๐Ž ๐‚๐Ž๐‹๐‹๐„๐‚๐“ ๐ˆ๐“.


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The tide knows her claimโ€”unchallenged, certain.

Her song hums through the mist, calling all to surrender. Death answersโ€”silent, unwavering. Her dutiful servant. He walks where shadows lean, where breath falters, where neither fear nor sorrow can speak.

Steady. Composed. Indifferent. The sea whispers no doubt into him. He does not falter. He does not waver. He does not ask questions. He does not hesitate. For he is her perfect servant.

And yetโ€”

There, beneath the surface, an annotationโ€”unexpected, unnatural. A body does not sink. A figure rises.

๐€ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ค๐ž.


Not the drowning girl. She sank as fate decreed, obedient to the current's pull. But the imposterโ€”how does he breathe? How does he surface?

๐‡๐จ๐ฐ ๐œ๐š๐ง ๐ก๐ž ๐ซ๐ž๐ฃ๐ž๐œ๐ญ ๐“๐ก๐ž ๐’๐ž๐šโ€™๐ฌ ๐ž๐ฆ๐›๐ซ๐š๐œ๐ž?


Fate did not write this. Fate does not err. Fate does not twist what is certain.
But there he stands. Dragging that girl from the tide, ๐ฐ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐ฌ๐ก๐ž ๐ฐ๐š๐ฌ ๐ฆ๐ž๐š๐ง๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ซ๐ž๐ฆ๐š๐ข๐ง.

But it is no matter. For death does not falter. He does not waver. He does not ask questions. He does not hesitate. ๐…๐จ๐ซ ๐ก๐ž ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐ฉ๐ž๐ซ๐Ÿ๐ž๐œ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ž๐ซ๐ฏ๐š๐ง๐ญ.

Yetโ€”

His steps slow. ๐‡๐ข๐ฌ ๐ ๐ซ๐ข๐ฉ ๐๐จ๐ž๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ๐ž๐ง ๐š๐ซ๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ข๐ฆ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž๐ซโ€™๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ซ๐จ๐š๐ญ.
Not fear. Not doubt. Not hesitationโ€”no, no, he does not hesitate.
For that would be a ๐ฅ๐ข๐ž. An ๐ž๐ซ๐ซ๐จ๐ซ in the telling. A ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ค๐ž in the verse.

He moves forward, as he always has. He reaches, as he always will. He takes. As he ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ.

And yetโ€”

His fingers release without command. His breath lingers without reason.
How foolish. How utterly unbefitting of death.

And yetโ€”


The stranger blocks his path. Defies the tide. Speaks in a voice fate has never written.
The stranger does not belong here. Not among the shore. ๐๐จ๐ญ ๐›๐ž๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ๐ž ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐ฌ๐ž๐ซ๐ฏ๐š๐ง๐ญ. ๐๐จ๐ญ ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ฒ.

And yetโ€”

He stands. Unmoved. Undrowned. Unbroken. ๐ƒ๐ž๐Ÿ๐ข๐š๐ง๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ซ๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก ๐ž๐ญ๐ž๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ญ๐ฒ.
A mistake. A parasite. ๐€ ๐ซ๐ฎ๐ข๐ง ๐ฎ๐ฉ๐จ๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ๐ž.

And yetโ€”

He stands. ๐€๐ฌ ๐ข๐Ÿ ๐“๐ก๐ž ๐’๐ž๐š ๐ฐ๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐ง๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐ญ๐ฅ๐ž๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐œ๐ฅ๐š๐ข๐ฆ ๐ก๐ข๐ฆ.

What a reckless intrusion.


Death looms, shadowed and certain. His gaze does not waver. His grip does not loosen. He does not hesitate. He does not wait. ๐‡๐ž ๐๐จ๐ž๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ค.

Exceptโ€”

The stranger watches him. Knows him. Sees through him. He tilts his head, ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฎ๐๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐ž๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ž๐ฑ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ.

"๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜จ๐˜ข๐˜ป๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ๐˜บ."

Lies. Deception. Twisted words from a voice fate does not recognize.

"๐™‹๐™ก๐™š๐™–๐™จ๐™š ๐™จ๐™ฉ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™–๐™จ๐™ž๐™™๐™š."

The command is ๐Ÿ๐ข๐ง๐š๐ฅ. It ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ be obeyed.

And yetโ€”

The stranger does not obey. He does not cower. He does not fear. ๐‡๐ž ๐๐จ๐ž๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ค๐ง๐ž๐ž๐ฅ ๐›๐ž๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฌ๐ž๐ซ๐ฏ๐š๐ง๐ญ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฌ๐ž๐š.

Insteadโ€”

He ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ž๐ฌ. Softly. Gently.
As if death is an equal. ๐ˆ๐ง๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž๐š๐ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐š ๐ฌ๐ž๐ซ๐ฏ๐š๐ง๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐จ๐ง๐ž ๐ฐ๐ก๐จ ๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐š๐ง๐๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐Ÿ๐ฎ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ž.
How insolent.


"๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฆ."

The strangerโ€™s voice carries no force, no malice, no challenge. And yetโ€”it cleaves through the silence like a blade.

But it is no matter, for fate does not write hesitation into death. Fate does not allow uncertainty to linger in his grasp.

Yetโ€”

Deathโ€™s fingers do not close around his throat. The traitorโ€™s breath does not vanish.

No, he does not waver. He does not question. ๐…๐จ๐ซ ๐Ÿ๐š๐ญ๐ž ๐ก๐š๐ฌ ๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐š๐ง๐๐ž๐ ๐ข๐ญ.

"๐™‹๐™ก๐™š๐™–๐™จ๐™š, ๐™จ๐™ฉ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™–๐™จ๐™ž๐™™๐™š."

The command is ๐š๐›๐ฌ๐จ๐ฅ๐ฎ๐ญ๐ž. The voice sharp. ๐…๐ข๐ง๐š๐ฅ.

And yetโ€”

The stranger does not move. Does not flinch. ๐ƒ๐จ๐ž๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ฒ๐ข๐ž๐ฅ๐.

"๐˜“๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฌ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ด ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ."

He watches. Studies. Understands something that fate insists ๐๐จ๐ž๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ž๐ฑ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ.

๐‡๐ž๐ซ ๐ฌ๐ž๐ซ๐ฏ๐š๐ง๐ญ ๐๐จ๐ž๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐Ÿ๐š๐ฅ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ. ๐‡๐ž๐ซ ๐ฌ๐ž๐ซ๐ฏ๐š๐ง๐ญ ๐๐จ๐ž๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐›๐ญ.ย ย 

And yetโ€”


"๐˜๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ, ๐˜‹๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฉ."

๐’๐ก๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฎ๐ฉ, ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ข๐ฆ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ.

๐‡๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐๐ฌ ๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐ก๐จ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฐ. ๐Œ๐ž๐š๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ. A foolโ€™s defiance. A voice drowned in ๐ข๐ซ๐ซ๐ž๐ฅ๐ž๐ฏ๐š๐ง๐œ๐ž.

Fate does not falter. Fate does not bend. ๐€๐ง๐ ๐ง๐ž๐ข๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐๐จ๐ž๐ฌ ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐ฌ๐ž๐ซ๐ฏ๐š๐ง๐ญ.

Exceptโ€”

He still does not take Alcyoneโ€™s soul. He stands. He waits. He listens.

How foolish. How utterly unbefitting of death.

And yetโ€”

"๐‘ฉ๐’–๐’• ๐’‡๐’‚๐’•๐’† ๐’‰๐’‚๐’” ๐’‡๐’๐’“๐’†๐’•๐’๐’๐’… ๐’•๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐’๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’” ๐’๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’‰๐’•, ๐‘ฐ ๐’”๐’‰๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐’‚๐’„๐’’๐’–๐’Š๐’“๐’† ๐’‚ ๐’ƒ๐’–๐’“๐’…๐’†๐’๐’†๐’… ๐’”๐’๐’–๐’."

A ๐Ÿ๐ข๐ง๐š๐ฅ ๐๐ž๐œ๐ซ๐ž๐ž. A law written into the tides themselves. There is no room for hesitation.

But thenโ€”

๐“๐ก๐ž ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ซ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ž๐ซ ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฌ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ฌ.


Softly. ๐€๐ฌ ๐ข๐Ÿ ๐Ÿ๐š๐ญ๐ž ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ๐ž๐ฅ๐Ÿ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ง ๐š ๐ฉ๐š๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ฐ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ๐ฉ๐ž๐ซ.

"๐˜•๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ด, ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ. ๐˜๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜ถ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ. ๐˜‰๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ด ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฅ๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ด๐˜ถ๐˜ช๐˜ต ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ด. ๐˜–๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฏ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต, ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฒ๐˜ถ๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ธ. ๐˜‰๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜จ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณโ€ฆ


๐˜ˆ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ'๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ. ๐˜–๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ, ๐˜ฃ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜จ๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ."


The words cleave through certainty. Through inevitability. Through deathโ€™s understandingโ€”no, no, there is nothing to understand. ๐“๐ก๐จ๐ฌ๐ž ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐๐ฌ ๐œ๐ฅ๐ž๐š๐ฏ๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐ซ๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฒ๐š๐ฅ๐ญ๐ฒ ๐ญ๐จ ๐…๐š๐ญ๐ž. No, no. That canโ€™t be right. ๐…๐จ๐ซ ๐๐ž๐š๐ญ๐ก ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐๐ฎ๐ญ๐ข๐Ÿ๐ฎ๐ฅ, ๐ฉ๐ž๐ซ๐Ÿ๐ž๐œ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ž๐ซ๐ฏ๐š๐ง๐ญ.

When death hears those words, ๐ก๐ž ๐ฌ๐œ๐จ๐ซ๐ง๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฆ. ๐‘๐ž๐ฃ๐ž๐œ๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฆ. ๐ƒ๐ž๐ง๐ข๐ž๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฆ.

โ€œโ€ฆ๐™„โ€™๐™ข ๐™จ๐™ค๐™ง๐™ง๐™ฎ. ๐™„ ๐™ ๐™ฃ๐™ค๐™ฌ ๐™ฃ๐™ค๐™ฉ ๐™ฌ๐™๐™–๐™ฉ ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช ๐™จ๐™ฅ๐™š๐™–๐™ ."

And yetโ€”

๐‡๐ž ๐๐จ๐ž๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ญ๐š๐ค๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ซ๐ž๐ญ๐œ๐ก๐ž๐ ๐ ๐ข๐ซ๐ฅโ€™๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ.


"๐˜“๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ฑ ๐˜ˆ๐˜ญ๐˜ค๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฌ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ด."

๐€ ๐ญ๐ซ๐ข๐œ๐ค. ๐€ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฒ. ๐€ ๐๐ž๐œ๐ž๐ฉ๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐ฐ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž๐ง ๐ข๐ง ๐๐ž๐Ÿ๐ข๐š๐ง๐œ๐ž.

And yetโ€”

Death does not refute. Does not impose. Does not take. ๐ƒ๐จ๐ž๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐จ๐›๐ž๐ฒ ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฆ๐š๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ, ๐…๐š๐ญ๐ž.

How foolish. How utterly impossible.

And yetโ€”

"โ€ฆ๐˜ฝ๐™ช๐™ฉ ๐™ฌ๐™๐™–๐™ฉ ๐™–๐™—๐™ค๐™ช๐™ฉ ๐™Ÿ๐™ช๐™จ๐™ฉ๐™ž๐™˜๐™š ๐™›๐™ค๐™ง ๐™ฉ๐™๐™ค๐™จ๐™š ๐™—๐™š๐™ฉ๐™ง๐™–๐™ฎ๐™š๐™™?"

He speaks. He commands. He threatens. He claims.

Not a question. No hesitation. Never the breaking of certainty.

"๐˜ž๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ด?"

๐“๐ก๐ž ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ซ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ž๐ซโ€™๐ฌ ๐ฏ๐จ๐ข๐œ๐ž ๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐ซ๐ข๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฆ๐š๐ง๐ข๐ฉ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐š๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง.

Silence lingers. Tension stretches. ๐€ ๐ฉ๐š๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ž๐ฑ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ.

Ah, but not hesitation. No. Death is silent in an act of defiance. He knows the imposter ๐ฅ๐ข๐ž๐ฌ.

"โ€ฆ๐™‚๐™ค ๐™ค๐™ฃ ๐™ฉ๐™๐™š๐™ฃ."



The imposter smiles with false appreciation and turns to that pathetic, shivering, cowardly girlโ€™s soul. Daring to turn his back on the servant, death. What a foolish decision. It is for this which death has waited, to take him by surprise!

"๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ฏโ€™๐˜ต ๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฎ. ๐˜•๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜บ. ๐˜•๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ฃ๐˜บ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ง ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ง๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต."

Yetโ€”

The imposter still speaks! Still lives! That useless servant still watches in silence!

The Sea stirs. Seethes. ๐‘๐ž๐ฃ๐ž๐œ๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐›๐ž ๐ฌ๐ฉ๐จ๐ค๐ž๐ง.

"๐–จ ๐—๐—ˆ๐—Ž๐—…๐–ฝ๐—‡โ€™๐— ๐—๐–บ๐—๐–พ ๐—…๐–พ๐— ๐–ฝ๐–พ๐–บ๐—๐— ๐—๐–บ๐—„๐–พ ๐—†๐–พ! ๐–จ ๐–ฟ๐–พ๐–บ๐—‹ ๐—‡๐—ˆ ๐—‰๐–บ๐—‚๐—‡, ๐—‡๐—ˆ ๐–ฝ๐–พ๐–บ๐—๐—, ๐—‡๐—ˆ ๐–ฟ๐–บ๐—๐–พ! ๐–จ ๐—๐—ˆ๐—Ž๐—…๐–ฝ ๐—‰๐–พ๐—‹๐—Œ๐—‚๐—Œ๐— ๐—‚๐—‡ ๐—†๐—’ ๐—Œ๐–พ๐–บ๐—‹๐–ผ๐— ๐—๐—๐—‹๐—ˆ๐—Ž๐—€๐— ๐—Ž๐—‡๐—‚๐—๐–พ๐—‹๐—Œ๐–พโ€”๐—๐—๐—‹๐—ˆ๐—Ž๐—€๐— ๐–พ๐—๐–พ๐—‡ ๐—ˆ๐–ป๐—…๐—‚๐—๐—‚๐—ˆ๐—‡, ๐—๐—ˆ ๐—Œ๐–บ๐—๐–พ ๐–ข๐–พ๐—’๐—‘!"

Alcyoneโ€™s voice is firm. ๐’๐ญ๐ซ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ž๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ง ๐…๐š๐ญ๐ž ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฐ๐ฌ. More certain than The Tide permits.

And yetโ€”

"๐˜๐˜ต ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ฏโ€™๐˜ต ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ. ๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ, ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ฅ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ง๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ ๐˜ช๐˜ต? ๐˜๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ช๐˜ฎ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฃ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฅ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ?"

๐…๐š๐ญ๐ž ๐๐จ๐ž๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ข๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ซ๐ข๐ฌ๐จ๐ง. ๐…๐š๐ญ๐ž ๐๐จ๐ž๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ซ๐š๐ฉ. ๐…๐š๐ญ๐ž ๐๐จ๐ž๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ญ๐ซ๐ฎ๐ญ๐ก.

Exceptโ€”

Alcyone hesitates. Recalls. Knows.

And yetโ€”

"๐–ณ๐—๐–พ๐—‡ ๐—๐—ˆ๐— ๐–ผ๐–บ๐—‡ ๐—๐–พ ๐–ป๐–พ ๐—Œ๐–บ๐—๐–พ๐–ฝ!?"

"๐˜›๐˜ฐ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ."


The word lingers, ๐ซ๐ž๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐…๐š๐ญ๐žโ€™๐ฌ ๐๐ž๐œ๐ซ๐ž๐ž.

"๐˜ˆ๐˜ญ๐˜ค๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ต๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ฏ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฏ๐˜ข๐˜ญ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜ฅ. ๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜บ, ๐˜ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ณ๐˜บ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜š๐˜ฆ๐˜ข ๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜ง๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜บ. ๐˜'๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ด๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ."

Fate rejects the empty promise. ๐‘๐š๐ ๐ž๐ฌ ๐š๐ ๐š๐ข๐ง๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐จ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ๐ž๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐›๐ž ๐ฆ๐š๐๐ž.

"๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜บ, ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฎ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ. ๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ. ๐˜ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ฆ."

๐‹๐ข๐ž๐ฌ. Foolishness. Impossibility.

And yetโ€”

Alcyoneโ€™s soul listens. Pulses with consideration.

โ€œ๐–จ ๐–ป๐–พ๐—…๐—‚๐–พ๐—๐–พ ๐—’๐—ˆ๐—Ž, ๐–ป๐—Ž๐— ๐–จ ๐–ฝ๐—ˆ๐—‡โ€™๐— ๐—Ž๐—‡๐–ฝ๐–พ๐—‹๐—Œ๐—๐–บ๐—‡๐–ฝ ๐—๐—๐–บ๐— ๐—’๐—ˆ๐—Ž ๐—†๐–พ๐–บ๐—‡. ๐–ณ๐—Ž๐—‹๐—‡ ๐—†๐–พ ๐—‚๐—‡๐—๐—ˆ ๐–บ ๐–ป๐—‚๐—‹๐–ฝ? ๐–ถ๐—๐–บ๐— ๐—‰๐—ˆ๐—๐–พ๐—‹ ๐–ฝ๐—ˆ ๐—’๐—ˆ๐—Ž ๐—๐—ˆ๐—…๐–ฝ? ๐– ๐—‹๐–พ๐—‡โ€™๐— ๐—’๐—ˆ๐—Ž ๐—ƒ๐—Ž๐—Œ๐— ๐–บ ๐—†๐–บ๐—‡? ๐–ถ๐—๐—ˆ ๐–บ๐—‹๐–พ ๐—’๐—ˆ๐—Ž?โ€

"๐˜•๐˜ฐ, ๐˜ˆ๐˜ญ๐˜ค๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ, ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฏโ€™๐˜ต ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ฃ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ'๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ. ๐˜๐˜ต ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ต, ๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜บ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ด๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜บ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ด. ๐˜‰๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ. ๐˜“๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ ๐˜ถ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ฌ๐˜บ, ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ท๐˜ฐ๐˜ช๐˜ค๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ.

๐˜ ๐˜ข๐˜ฎ ๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ž๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ณ๐˜บ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ.

๐˜ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ค๐˜ต ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ง๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ ๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜š๐˜ฆ๐˜ขโ€™๐˜ด ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ."



Before the traitor and the ternโ€™s departureโ€” Before the flight beyond Fateโ€™s grasp, ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐๐ซ๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐š๐ซ turnsโ€”

To death. To hesitation. To silence.

"๐˜ž๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏโ€™๐˜ต ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ต ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ฏ?"

That useless servant does not refute him. Does not command The Tide to reclaim him. Does not move.

"๐‘ฌ๐’Š๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’“ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’“๐’†๐’•๐’–๐’“๐’ ๐’˜๐’Š๐’•๐’‰ ๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’”๐’† ๐’”๐’–๐’‘๐’‘๐’๐’”๐’†๐’… ๐’Ž๐’†๐’Ž๐’๐’“๐’Š๐’†๐’”, ๐’๐’“ ๐‘ฐ ๐’“๐’†๐’•๐’–๐’“๐’ ๐’•๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’”๐’†๐’‚ ๐’˜๐’‰๐’†๐’“๐’† ๐’”๐’‰๐’† ๐’˜๐’Š๐’๐’ ๐’‘๐’–๐’๐’Š๐’”๐’‰ ๐’Ž๐’†. ๐‘ฐโ€ฆ๐’‘๐’“๐’†๐’‡๐’†๐’“ ๐’•๐’ ๐’˜๐’‚๐’Š๐’• ๐’Š๐’ ๐’‰๐’๐’‘๐’† ๐’•๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’‚๐’“๐’† ๐’“๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’‰๐’•."

How foolish. How utterly impossible.

He has no preferences. ๐…๐จ๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐  ๐œ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ž๐ ๐๐ž๐š๐ญ๐ก ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐  ๐›๐ฎ๐ญ ๐…๐š๐ญ๐žโ€™๐ฌ ๐ฉ๐ž๐ซ๐Ÿ๐ž๐œ๐ญ, ๐ž๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ญ๐ฒ, ๐๐ฎ๐ญ๐ข๐Ÿ๐ฎ๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐ž๐ซ๐ฏ๐š๐ง๐ญ.

And yetโ€”



Lies! Lies! Lies! A twisting of the story. A defiance against what was written. ๐€ ๐๐ž๐œ๐ž๐ฉ๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐ฐ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ๐ฉ๐ž๐ซ๐ž๐ ๐›๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฐ๐ข๐ง๐.

This is wrong. This is unacceptable. ๐“๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐…๐š๐ญ๐žโ€™๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ!


He should not wait. He should act. He should take. He should impose. He should force. He should reap the soul before him, before it flees beyond his grasp.

And yetโ€”

He does not.

A mistake. A betrayal. ๐€ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐จ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ก ๐ซ๐ž๐Ÿ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐š๐ฅ ๐ญ๐จ ๐จ๐›๐ž๐ฒ ๐“๐ก๐ž ๐’๐ž๐šโ€™๐ฌ ๐๐ž๐œ๐ซ๐ž๐ž.

The stranger does not falter. Does not fear the wrath pressing upon him. ๐ƒ๐จ๐ž๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐›๐จ๐ฐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฐ๐ž๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ข๐ง๐ž๐ฏ๐ข๐ญ๐š๐›๐ข๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ฒ!

Insteadโ€”

He leaves. He carries her away. ๐‡๐ž ๐๐ž๐Ÿ๐ข๐ž๐ฌ ๐…๐š๐ญ๐ž ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ๐ž๐ฅ๐Ÿ.

And deathโ€”

Waits.

And yetโ€”

The Sea cannot reclaim him. Cannot tear him from the shore. Cannot ๐›๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐ž๐š๐ญ๐กโ€™๐ฌ ๐ก๐š๐ง๐๐ฌ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ๐œ๐ž ๐ก๐ข๐ฆ ๐ญ๐จ ๐จ๐›๐ž๐ฒ.

Why?

Why can he hesitate? Why can he allow defiance to stand? Why can he let them go?

He should punish. He should impose. He should act.

And yetโ€”

That useless servant waits. For something unknown. For something unspeakable. For something supposedly forgotten. ๐…๐จ๐ซ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐ž๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐๐จ๐ž๐ฌ๐ง'๐ญ ๐ž๐ฑ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ!

But The Tide pullsโ€”

And deathโ€”waits.

The Tide pulls. The Sea calls. The weight presses upon him.

And yetโ€”

That useless servant does not take. Does not move. Does not impose.

How foolish. How utterly impossible.

And yetโ€”


๐“๐ก๐ž ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ซ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ž๐ซ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ ๐จ๐ง๐ž. ๐“๐ก๐ž ๐ ๐ข๐ซ๐ฅ ๐ก๐š๐ฌ ๐Ÿ๐ฅ๐ž๐. ๐“๐ก๐ž ๐ฐ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐œ๐š๐ซ๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ๐ง ๐›๐ž๐ฒ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐…๐š๐ญ๐žโ€™๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ.


That useless servant should have struck them down. Should have obeyed what was written. Should have taken the soul marked for burden.

And yetโ€”

The burden lingers! The weight remains! Not upon the girl. Not upon the stranger.

Upon ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ž๐ฅ๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐  ๐œ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ž๐ ๐๐ž๐š๐ญ๐ก.

This cannot be! This cannot stand! This cannotโ€” But he waits. ๐€๐ง๐ ๐ˆ ๐œ๐š๐ง๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ฉ ๐ก๐ข๐ฆ.

He hesitated. He faltered. He questioned.

No! No! ๐๐จ!

He waits. He should wait for punishment. Yet he waits for revelation. For something unknown. ๐’๐จ๐ฆ๐ž๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐๐จ๐ž๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ž๐ฑ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ!

The Tide commands! The Waves pull! The Sea roars in fury!

And yetโ€”

That ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ž๐ฅ๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐ž๐ซ๐ฏ๐š๐ง๐ญ waits!


๐‡๐จ๐ฐ. ๐ƒ๐š๐ซ๐ž. ๐‡๐ž. ๐ƒ๐ž๐Ÿ๐ฒ. ๐Œ๐ž.
The voice has been ever present. But here, in the seventh realization upon ๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘Š๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”๐‘  ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘Š๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”, it is finally heard.

Oh, but I better be careful what I say. For it was never written. According to Fate, it should have never happened. And yet...

Do you think she would punish this omniscient witness?


https://hellopoetry.com/collection/136314/the-wings-of-waiting/
My breath is thin, myย ย voiceโ€”frayed,ย ย my hands unsteady at the rail.
I reach, but stars will not descend. I speak, but tides will not return.
Alone, I standโ€”against the mist, met by death, my fingers frail.
I call, but winds will not respond. As I mourn, it only mocks.

โ€œI have waited, called in vain upon the waves that do not heed.
If the sea keeps the one I love, then I must go where he is kept.
Perhaps you speak the truth, it is your master I must meet.
How could I stay on this land when he is lost, he is silenced, he is stolen?โ€



๐ผ๐‘ก ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘™๐‘ , ๐‘–๐‘ก ๐‘ค๐‘’๐‘’๐‘๐‘ , ๐‘–๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘’๐‘›๐‘‘๐‘ , ๐‘–๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘˜๐‘ โ€” ๐‘๐‘ข๐‘ก ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘–๐‘Ÿ ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘  ๐‘ค๐‘œ๐‘›โ€™๐‘ก โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ค๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘‘๐‘  ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘˜.
๐ผ๐‘ก ๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”๐‘ , ๐‘๐‘ข๐‘ก ๐‘›๐‘œ ๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘’ ๐‘™๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘›๐‘ . ๐ผ๐‘ก ๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘ , ๐‘๐‘ข๐‘ก ๐‘›๐‘œ ๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘’ ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘œ๐‘๐‘ . ๐ผ๐‘ก ๐‘š๐‘œ๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘ , ๐‘๐‘ข๐‘ก ๐‘›๐‘œ ๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘’ ๐‘ก๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ๐‘›๐‘ .
๐ผ๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘™๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘‘๐‘ , ๐‘–๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘’๐‘”๐‘ , ๐‘–๐‘ก ๐‘ก๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘ , ๐‘–๐‘ก ๐‘ โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘˜๐‘’๐‘ โ€” ๐‘๐‘ข๐‘ก ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘–๐‘Ÿ โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘๐‘  ๐‘ค๐‘œ๐‘›โ€™๐‘ก โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘™๐‘‘ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘’๐‘š๐‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘’ ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘›โ€™๐‘ก ๐‘ก๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘โ„Ž.
๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘‘๐‘œ๐‘’๐‘  ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘ก. ๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘‘๐‘œ๐‘’๐‘  ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘œ๐‘. ๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘‘๐‘œ๐‘’๐‘  ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘ก.
๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ ๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘™๐‘’๐‘›๐‘๐‘’, ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ ๐‘”๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘’๐‘“, ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ ๐‘“๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘’.



๐€๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฆ๐š๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž๐ซโ€™๐ฌ ๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐š๐ง๐, ๐ˆ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ง๐ ๐›๐ž๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ๐ž ๐ก๐ž๐ซ.
๐’๐ญ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ. ๐’๐ข๐ฅ๐ž๐ง๐ญ. ๐๐š๐ญ๐ข๐ž๐ง๐ญ. ๐’๐ญ๐š๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ž๐ ๐ฐ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐Ÿ๐š๐ญ๐ž ๐๐ž๐œ๐ซ๐ž๐ž๐ฌ.
๐–๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฌ๐š๐ง๐œ๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐›๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ญ๐ข๐๐ž, ๐ˆ ๐ฌ๐ก๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ž๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฉ๐š๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ž.

๐Œ๐ฒ ๐ ๐š๐ณ๐ž ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ง๐ž๐ข๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐œ๐ซ๐ฎ๐ž๐ฅ ๐ง๐จ๐ซ ๐ค๐ข๐ง๐. ๐๐จ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ซ๐จ๐ฐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ, ๐ง๐จ๐ซ ๐๐จ๐ž๐ฌ ๐ฆ๐ž๐ซ๐œ๐ฒ ๐๐ฐ๐ž๐ฅ๐ฅ.
๐“๐ก๐ž ๐Ÿ๐š๐ญ๐ž ๐๐ž๐ฆ๐š๐ง๐๐ฌ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ ๐š๐ณ๐ž ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฏ๐จ๐ข๐. ๐…๐จ๐ซ ๐ˆ ๐š๐ฆ ๐ง๐จ ๐ฏ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ๐š๐ข๐ง, ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐๐ฎ๐ญ๐ข๐Ÿ๐ฎ๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐ž๐ซ๐ฏ๐š๐ง๐ญ.
๐€๐ฌ ๐Ÿ๐š๐ญ๐ž ๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐š๐ง๐๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐š๐ฅ๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐ก๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ซ๐ž๐ง๐๐ž๐ซ.

๐ˆ ๐๐จ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ, ๐ˆ ๐๐จ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ๐œ๐ž ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐œ๐ก๐จ๐ข๐œ๐ž๐ฌ.
โ€œ๐“๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก ๐Ÿ๐š๐ญ๐ž ๐ก๐š๐ฌ ๐๐ž๐ญ๐ž๐ซ๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐ž๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฅ๐ข๐Ÿ๐ž ๐ฌ๐ก๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ž๐ง๐,
๐“๐ก๐ž ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž๐ฉ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ฌ, ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎโ€™๐ซ๐ž ๐Ÿ๐ซ๐ž๐ž ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ž๐œ๐ข๐๐ž, ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฌ๐ก ๐ญ๐จ ๐Ÿ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ.โ€


โ€œI shall go โ€” not as surrender, nor as one who fears your claim.
The sea may take this flesh and bone, but never shall it touch my soul.
I seek no pardon, need no grace โ€” my path remains the same.
If life should fail, then my soul shall rise, eternal, fierce, and whole.โ€



๐ผ๐‘ก ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘ , ๐‘๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ๐‘™๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”, ๐‘ก๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”, ๐‘ก๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ๐‘›๐‘’๐‘‘โ€” ๐‘–๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ, ๐‘ฆ๐‘’๐‘ก ๐‘‘๐‘œ๐‘’๐‘  ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘’.
๐ผ๐‘ก ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘›๐‘‘๐‘  ๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘›๐‘‘ โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘กโ„Ž, ๐‘ข๐‘›โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘‘โ€” ๐‘–๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘™๐‘  โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘˜, ๐‘ฆ๐‘’๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘˜ โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘›๐‘Ž๐‘š๐‘’.
๐‘๐‘œ ๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘› ๐‘™๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘›. ๐‘๐‘œ ๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘› ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘ก. ๐‘Œ๐‘’๐‘ก ๐‘–๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘œ๐‘โ€” ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ ๐‘™๐‘–๐‘’๐‘ . ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ ๐‘”๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘’๐‘“. ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ ๐‘“๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘’.

๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘›โ€”

๐ด๐‘ก ๐‘™๐‘Ž๐‘ ๐‘ก, ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘™๐‘’๐‘›๐‘ก.



Where is its cry? Where is its protest? Where is its wail against fate?
I exhale, voice brittleโ€” โ€œAh, even the wind agreesโ€” itโ€™s time to confront the sea.โ€
I breathe defianceโ€”shattered, torn. I know breath will soon break beneath the killerโ€™s rage.
โ€œLet it destroy my last breath, as it releases my soul. Let it free meโ€” so I may find my love.โ€



๐ผ๐‘› ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘›๐‘‘โ€™๐‘  โ„Ž๐‘ข๐‘ โ„Ž, ๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘™๐‘Ž๐‘ ๐‘ก ๐‘–๐‘  โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘‘, ๐‘Ž ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘”๐‘’๐‘Ÿโ€™๐‘  ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘๐‘  ๐‘‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘ค ๐‘›๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ.
๐‘ƒ๐‘’๐‘Ÿโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘  ๐‘Ž ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘œ๐‘™ ๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘œ โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘  ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘‘, ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘  ๐‘‘๐‘œ๐‘’๐‘  ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘“๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ, ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘Ÿ๐‘ข๐‘š๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘ .




โ€œ๐˜๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ซ๐ž๐ง๐๐ž๐ซ. ๐…๐จ๐ซ ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ž ๐ฎ๐ง๐ซ๐š๐ฏ๐ž๐ฅ๐ฌ ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ.
๐“๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก ๐ก๐ž ๐๐ž๐Ÿ๐ข๐ž๐, ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž ๐ญ๐จ๐จ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฎ๐›๐›๐จ๐ซ๐ง ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฉ๐ž๐š๐œ๐ž,
๐€๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐ก๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐›๐ž ๐ž๐š๐ฌ๐ž๐, ๐ฐ๐ก๐ž๐ง ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐Ÿ๐š๐ฅ๐ฌ๐ž๐ก๐จ๐จ๐ ๐ฉ๐š๐ฒ๐ฌ ๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ ๐๐ž๐›๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฌ๐ž๐š.โ€




๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘”๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘ โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘›๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘ โ€”๐‘Žโ„Ž, ๐‘๐‘ข๐‘ก ๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘ฆ ๐‘ ๐‘ข๐‘โ„Ž โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘’?
๐ท๐‘œ๐‘’๐‘  ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ค๐‘’๐‘–๐‘”โ„Ž๐‘ก ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘—๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘๐‘’ ๐‘ข๐‘›๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘ก๐‘ก๐‘™๐‘’ โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘š?
๐ท๐‘œ๐‘’๐‘  โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ ๐‘’๐‘š๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘ฆ ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘”๐‘ข๐‘–๐‘™๐‘ก๐‘ฆ, ๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ ๐‘๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘ฆ ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘”โ„Ž๐‘ก?
๐‘‚๐‘Ÿ ๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘–๐‘ก ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘”๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘›๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘ โ€”๐‘Ž๐‘› ๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ๐‘”๐‘’ ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘โ„Ž ๐‘”โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘ ๐‘ก ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘’๐‘  ๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘’ ๐‘“๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘š ๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘  ๐‘–๐‘› ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘’๐‘ก๐‘  ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘ฆ?



I loosen my grip against the railโ€”my fingers frail. Yet still they hold determination.
โ€œYou lie, you twist, you tell the taleโ€” But I do not, will not, waver.โ€
I release my grip against the rail, my breath against the tide.
My thoughts unmoored, my will unshaken โ€”as fate urges me to climb.



๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘”๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘Ÿ๐‘ข๐‘›๐‘ โ€”๐‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘กโ„Ž ๐‘ข๐‘›๐‘’๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘›, ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘๐‘  ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘๐‘˜๐‘™๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘ .
๐ป๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘”๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘ก ๐‘ข๐‘›๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘‘๐‘ฆโ€”๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘› ๐‘‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘”๐‘  ๐‘Ž๐‘”๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘›๐‘ ๐‘ก โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘š.
๐ผ๐‘  โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘™๐‘–๐‘’๐‘ , ๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ ๐‘“๐‘™๐‘’๐‘’๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘ก๐‘œ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘‘ ๐‘ ๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘’ ๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘ข๐‘กโ„Ž?



โ€œ๐ƒ๐ž๐Ÿ๐ข๐š๐ง๐œ๐ž ๐๐จ๐ž๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐Ÿ๐ญ ๐Ÿ๐š๐ญ๐ž, ๐ง๐จ๐ซ ๐ก๐š๐ฅ๐ญ ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐๐ž๐œ๐ซ๐ž๐ž.
๐“๐ก๐ž ๐ญ๐ข๐๐ž ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ซ๐ž๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐จ๐ง๐ž ๐ฌ๐ก๐ž ๐ก๐š๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐š๐ฏ๐ž๐.
๐†๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐Ÿ ๐›๐ข๐ง๐๐ฌ ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ, ๐›๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ˆ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐›๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ก๐ข๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐œ๐ž.โ€



I stand upon the railโ€” But standing is temporary.
I breatheโ€” But breath is fleeting.
โ€œI will go.โ€



โ€œ๐ท๐‘‚๐‘โ€™๐‘‡!โ€
๐‘‚โ„Ž, ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘’ ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘คโ€”๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘ฆ ๐‘ โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘™๐‘‘ ๐‘Ž ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘”๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘’?



I stepโ€” But steps falter.
I moveโ€” But movement tilts toward descent.
โ€œI will find him.โ€


โ€œ๐‘†๐‘‡๐‘‚๐‘ƒ!โ€
๐ฟ๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘›, ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘”๐‘’๐‘Ÿโ€” ๐‘‘๐‘œ๐‘›โ€™๐‘ก ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ÿ๐‘ข๐‘๐‘ก.


I press forwardโ€” But forward is unknown.
I fallโ€” For falling is freedom.
โ€œWe will be reunited.โ€

โ€œ๐ด๐ฟ๐ถ๐‘Œ๐‘‚๐‘๐ธ, ๐‘ƒ๐ฟ๐ธ๐ด๐‘†๐ธ ๐‘Š๐ด๐ผ๐‘‡!โ€
๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘”๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘  ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘ก โ€”
๐ต๐‘ข๐‘ก ๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘กโ„Ž ๐‘”๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘๐‘  โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘š ๐‘–๐‘› โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘๐‘™๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘’.

โ€œ๐ƒ๐ž๐š๐ซ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐จ๐ฅ, ๐๐จ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐Ÿ๐ž๐š๐ซ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ž๐ฆ๐›๐ซ๐š๐œ๐ž.
๐Œ๐ฒ ๐ฆ๐š๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐ ๐š๐ฏ๐ž ๐ง๐จ ๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐š๐ง๐ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐š ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ง๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌโ€™ ๐๐ž๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐ž,
๐๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ข๐ง ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐ฐ๐š๐ฒ, ๐ฌ๐ก๐ž ๐ฐ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐๐ž๐ฆ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ˆ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ก๐ž๐ฌ๐ข๐ญ๐š๐ญ๐ž."

๐ด๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘›โ€”
๐ด ๐‘ ๐‘๐‘™๐‘Ž๐‘ โ„Ž.

๐ด ๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿโ€”๐‘Ž ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘™๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘ ๐‘’โ€”๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘›โ€”
๐ด๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ.

๐ท๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘กโ„Ž ๐‘œ๐‘๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘ โ€”โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘‘๐‘ข๐‘ก๐‘ฆ ๐‘›๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘๐‘™๐‘’๐‘ก๐‘’, ๐‘ก๐‘ค๐‘œ ๐‘‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘ค๐‘›๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘ ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘™๐‘  ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”. ๐ป๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘š๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ๐‘š๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ ๐‘™๐‘œ๐‘ค, โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘ฃ๐‘œ๐‘–๐‘๐‘’ ๐‘Ž๐‘ ๐‘ ๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘‘.

โ€œ๐‡๐จ๐ฐ ๐ฌ๐ฐ๐ข๐Ÿ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐Ÿ๐š๐ญ๐ž ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ฅ, ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐ž๐š๐ซ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐จ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ก๐จ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ซ๐ž๐ง๐๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ ๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐ˆโ€™๐ฏ๐ž ๐ซ๐ž๐œ๐ž๐ข๐ฏ๐ž๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐จ๐ซ๐๐ž๐ซ.
๐๐ž๐ซ๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ฌ ๐š ๐ ๐ข๐Ÿ๐ญ, ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฆ๐š๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž๐ซโ€™๐ฌ ๐›๐จ๐จ๐ง. ๐Ž๐ง๐ž ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐ก๐ž๐ซ, ๐š๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ง๐ž ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ง.
๐๐ฎ๐ญ ๐š ๐ฌ๐ž๐ซ๐ฏ๐š๐ง๐ญ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ž๐ฌ๐ž๐ซ๐ฏ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐œ๐ก ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ.
๐“๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐š ๐๐š๐ฆ๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ˆ'๐ฏ๐ž ๐›๐ž๐ž๐ง ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ž๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ค๐ž๐ž๐ฉ.
๐๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฉ๐ซ๐ข๐œ๐ž ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ง๐ฐ๐š๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฒ๐š๐ฅ๐ญ๐ฒ.
๐–๐ก๐จ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐›๐ž๐š๐ซ๐ž๐ซ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐๐ž๐›๐ญ, ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐œ๐ž ๐ฒ๐ž๐ญ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ž๐?
๐‡๐จ๐ฐ ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐ˆ ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ? ๐ˆ'๐ฏ๐ž ๐จ๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ ๐๐จ๐ง๐ž ๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ˆ'๐ฏ๐ž ๐›๐ž๐ž๐ง ๐ญ๐จ๐ฅ๐.โ€
Forgive me as we share this sixth burden upon ๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘Š๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”๐‘  ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘Š๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”.


https://hellopoetry.com/collection/136314/the-wings-of-waiting/
"She stands some nights upon the bridgeโ€”"
"Not standsโ€”she lingers, watching still."
"They say she humsโ€”"
"She doesnโ€™t humโ€”she curses."

The wind shiftsโ€”barely, lightly, unnoticed, as if eavesdropping.

"She waits for himโ€”"
"She waits for none."
"She never movesโ€”"
"And yet her shadow shifts each dawn."

It bends along the tethered line, a whisper slithering through the air.
It lingers, pressing past the stone, a hush that settles, soft yet bare.

"She waits for himโ€”"
"She waits for noneโ€”no lover lost."
"She does not moveโ€”"
"She walks the bridge! At dusk, sheโ€™s crossed!"

The wind shiftsโ€”only slightly, leaning against the hollow arch, curling like an unanswered breath.

"She never speaksโ€”"
"No! She callsโ€”"
"A nameโ€”his name, they swear itโ€™s true!"
"Then tell meโ€”what name does she cry?"
"A sailorโ€”"
"No, a poetโ€”"
"No, a fool who left her there to die!"

"Thatโ€™s a lieโ€”she didnโ€™t wait."
"She killed him!"
"Noโ€”she wept!"
"She cursed his nameโ€”"
"She called him backโ€”"
"She sent him to the depths!"

"But what was it? The name she hisses?"
"No one knowsโ€”no one stays long."
"Not to hearโ€”"
"Not to listenโ€”"
"Not to meet the same unlucky fate."

The wind bends against the iron frame, meandering through the fractured stone.
It lingers, silently clinging to fractured facades, unseen upon the tethered known.

"Then why does ocean keep his name?"
"What name?"
"The one she cries."
"No one hears itโ€”"
"Thatโ€™s a lie."

"If she calls, the tide returnsโ€”"
"She does not callโ€”"
"Then what is left?"
"No one asks."

"But someone heard it onceโ€”"
"A whisperโ€”"
"A breathโ€”"
"No! A cryโ€”"
"And then the storm arrived."

"Thatโ€™s just the windโ€”"
"Then why did the waves pull stronger?"
"No one knowsโ€”"
"No one staysโ€”"
"No one wants to suffer the same fate."

The wind shiftsโ€”steady, bending against the breath of night.

"She waits upon the bridge at dawnโ€”"
"She waits for noneโ€”she does not breathe!"
"She lingers stillโ€”"
"She does not lingerโ€”she does not leave!"
"She never movesโ€”"
"She walks at dusk!"
"She watches closeโ€”"
"No! Sheโ€™s a vampire that feeds!"
"She drownedโ€”"
"She burnedโ€”"
"She swayedโ€”"
"She fellโ€”"
"She never died at all!"

It pulls along the weathered stone, a breath that lingers, drawn but slight.
It threads through the iron frame, a breath drawn deep against the night.

"Youโ€™re all wrong!"
"I know the truth!"

The wind stills.

"She haunts the bridgeโ€”"
"She waits for noneโ€”"
"She waits to drown them all!"

"She drowned her loveโ€”a poet!"
"He wrote for the moon!"
"He wrote for herโ€”"
"He did notโ€”he saw only the moon!"
"And she was jealousโ€”"
"And she dragged him down!"

"She drowned him, yes!"
"And now she waitsโ€”"
"She sees them crossโ€”"
"She sees them happyโ€”"
"And she takes them!"
"She pulls them down!"
"She waits at night!"
"She watches close!"
"And if you cross the bridgeโ€”"
"She will drag you into the water!"
"She will drown you too!"

It pulls along the fractured beams, its tether tight, its sorrow bound.
It curls beneath the shuttered doors, a breath now sharp, interrupting the hush profound.

It gripsโ€”tensesโ€”knots against the arch, coiled within the hollow halls.
It tightens, pressing through the streets, coils against the stone walls.

Thenโ€”

It rises. It bends. It twists. It breaks.

It wails.

"Itโ€™s true!"
"It must be!"
"Sheโ€™s angry!"
"The storm warns us!"
"The wind confirms it!"

The wind lashes outโ€”hard, sharp, recklessโ€” slamming against doors, rattling shutters, clawing at rooftops, howling through the streets.

They scream. They scatter. They run.

It pulls along the broken eaves, a breath too strong, too deep, too wide.
It twists, it surges, then it fleesโ€” a hush before the rising tide.

Doors slam. Voices vanish. The streets fall silent.

The wind does not linger any longer.
It turnsโ€”sharp, sudden, surging somewhere in the distance.
A voice rises. Yet, a name does not follow. A truth is spoken. And yet, none were ever there at all.

The wind strains. The voices press. The fear remains. But what was called? And what was carried away?

Thus vanishes the fifth echo in ๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘Š๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”๐‘  ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘Š๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”.


https://hellopoetry.com/collection/136314/the-wings-of-waiting/
Jun 5 · 83
A Debt to the Tide
I have carried ruined kings, gods unmadeโ€”names lost before the tide could whisper them back. They clutch at the world, drowning in its silence, unraveling in the undertowโ€”grief, love, memory, all stripped to salt as I return their reaped souls to my master. But none fought as Ceyx did. None waged war against water like a man who thought devotion alone could defy the pull.

He did not go quietly. Noโ€”he was stubborn, thrashing, calling your name as if the air itself might bear him back to you. Foolish. Pitiful. The wind cannot answer, nor can its plea to the sky make it break open and return the drowned to the living. Only the waves cradled himโ€”only the sea listened, softening his cries beneath her hush. He should have surrendered then, uncoiled from longing, let the waters do as waters must. And yet, love makes fools of men.

But the sea is merciful. She does not leave suffering untended. After you abandoned him, left him to drown in the storm of lost faith, she gathered him, tucked him into her depths, quieted him where grief could no longer wound. She did not steal himโ€”no, she saved him. From longing. From pain. From you.

Yet you still wait. You who wanders like a living ghost each night, who clutches absence as though it will one day answer you. What is it you crave? Forgiveness? There is none. Redemption? Life does not grant second chances. Noโ€”the ocean has already taken what you failed to hold. She has already soothed the unrest your hands left upon him.

Jump, Alcyone. Would love not demand you follow him? Let my master weigh your sins upon the tide, your false devotion, your grasping hands that let love slip like water between your fingers. The fates demand balance, and the waves are merciful. She will not swallow you in cruelty. No, she will cradle you, as she cradled him. She will mend your guilty soul. She will make you whole.

She will set Ceyx freeโ€”free from the deception you wove in the stars, the guise of love you wore like a veil. She will free him when she reveals the truth. How you sent him out upon the waves and waited for the return of not the man, but the name. He loved you dearly, Alcyone. He defied me, defied my master, and yet his soul persists in her careโ€”all because he cannot let go of your neglectful, withering love. The least you can do is surrender. Offer yourself in kind. Let me take your soul and lay it at my masterโ€™s feet. It is only fair.

~~~

The tide does not return what she has claimed,ย ย 
Yet her mercy stirs beneath where the wind still weeps.
Grief binds his soul, yet you stand free.

The sea does not forgive, nor shall she grieve,
No prayer can break the waveโ€™s decree.
The tide does not return what she has claimed.

You let him drown; you watched, you betrayed,
The waves bore witness where devotion waned.
Grief binds his soul, yet you stand free.

What justice waits, if you remain?
What hope endures beyond the deep?
The tide does not return what she has claimed.

He called out your name, yet only my master replied,
No stars remained to cast their guide.
Grief binds his soul, yet you stand free.

There is no love left upon the shore,
Only sorrow stands where love once swore.
The tide does not return what she has claimed.

The wind cries out, yet loveโ€™s silence grows,
No voice remains where love once breathed.
The tide will not return the one she has saved.
Grief binds his soul, yet I will bring him justice.
The tide takes, the wind laments, and Death obeys. But even if forgotten, a debt does not vanishโ€”it is whispered between waves, passed from hand to hand like a fate unwilling to be denied.

Thus arrives the fourth reckoning in ๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘Š๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”๐‘  ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘Š๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”. And waitingโ€”waiting is many things. Perhaps a promise. A curse. A duty. A deception. A surrender. A choice that was never truly a choice at all.


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That's it. The end.
But oh, what's this?
The story has gripped me by the neck,
And said,
"No, I'm not done yet."

But we've reached the limit,
Your foretold conclusion,
The song's final lyric.
I've already finished...
"Then rewrite it."

So after a reforged part four,
Tell me then, how many more?
"s๐‘๐‘œ๐‘–๐‘™๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘ ."

Oh, but how can you expect me to tell your tale with such accuracy?
Why must you burden me with such uncertainty?
Do you really trust me,
To do justice in repeating what you speak?

"I care not for the method, nor the elegance.
All I know isโ€”death has always been a false end."

You dare oppose your fate foretold?
You dare change your identity,
To become the unknown?

"Was that my true tale or were you unable to listen?
Am I a stranger or have you simply forgotten?
Now that I have returned to speak the truth,
I expect a more joyful greeting from you."


Alas, I cannot keep this tale imprisoned.
Some may owe their debts to the sea,
But I certainly owe mine to this story.
And it waits, oh, so patiently,
For me to continue this reunion,
With ๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘Š๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”๐‘  ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘Š๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”.
Perhaps it is time for ๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘Š๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”๐‘  ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘Š๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” to take a rest.
For just a moment, until the end, of this brief,
Intermission.

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The wind bears witness, crying as it blows,
Yet cannot answer, cannot promise when my love will return.
I wished to welcome him home, but all that ship brought back was sorrow.
I prayโ€”I callโ€”yet fate still turns the same.

Each night I kneel, my vow beneath the sky.
I whisper love, I beg the stars to weave his path home,
Yet morning breaks, and distance still divides.
The waves unyieldingโ€”bound by fateโ€™s cruel rage.

They say my love was weak, was mute, was small.
They mistook silence for emptinessโ€”as if words could prove loveโ€™s depth.
I do not owe them proof โ€” Only to my love, I shall call.
My grief lingers, drowns, and cleaves itself from breath.
Rumors may lie, but on our behalf, the wind still pleads.
I've always been waiting, Ceyxโ€” heed.

"You failed him," they whisper through the rain.
"You let him goโ€”you sealed his fate."
Yet my hands tremble, failing to reach you.
My love remains. For you, alone, I still wait.

Ceyx, I call, if echoes reach beyondโ€”
Do not believe the lies they whisper across water.
Your name still lingers soft upon my tongue.
Through night and day, my love still remains.

Ceyx. Ceyx. Ceyx.
I speak your name, though only the wind knows.
I callโ€”but the tide does not return your soul.
I will not go. I will not let love drown.

Ceyx. Ceyx. Ceyx.
I swore, I swear, my love wonโ€™t fade.
If time dissolves, if fate decrees,
Still, I wonโ€™t let them take. Still, Iโ€™ll always wait.
A third cry carried upon ๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘Š๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”๐‘  ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘Š๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”โ€”but sorrow speaks in silence.


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The Cry of the Unknowing
Alcyone, my heart is yours alone,
Though waves may pull me, tearing love from shore.
Beneath the storm, the sea may drag my body,
Yet love defies the tide, it fights once more.

Fateโ€™s hand may tear my flesh from bone,
Yet still, my soul resists the reaperโ€™s sweep.
I will not cross where silence makes its home,
Not yet, my love. I vowedโ€”and vows I keep.

You pull my body, drag me toward the black,
Yet love remains, though flesh may fall away.
I beg no mercy, ask no solemn pact,
For I am hers, I am bound to stay.
The tide may take, the wind may plead,
But I will not departโ€”Alcyone, heed.

Not yet. Not yet. Death calls, but I wonโ€™t go.
The sea may tear, but I am not undone.
A shadow lingersโ€”whispered hands pull slow,
Yet love remains. I stay. My heart is one.

Alcyone, I callโ€”do you still hear?
The tide may claim my breath, but not my name.
Not yet. Not yet. My vow will not disappear.
I swore, and I swear still. Iโ€™ll remain.

Alcyone. Alcyone. Alcyone.
I speak your name, though water fills my throat.
The tide may take, the reaper callsโ€”
I will not go. I will not go.

Alcyone. Alcyone. Alcyone.
I swore, I swear, I will not fade.
If time dissolves, if fate decreesโ€”
Still, my soul remains. Still, my soul remains.
A second voice carried upon ๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘Š๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”๐‘  ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘Š๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”โ€”yet echoes deceive the ear.


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Jun 2 · 961
The Sea's Lament
Lonely, waiting, watching deep,
Praying as the tempests rise,
Losing hope where shadows creep,
Donโ€™t you leave him โ€” heed his cries.

Alcyone, donโ€™t you stray,
Alcyone, trust his vow.
He longs to whisper, bid you stay,
Yet the tide wonโ€™t let him now.

He loves you true, but he is gone,
The sea demands its toll.
He cannot hold you when the dawn
Fades beyond waters cold.

You turned away, betrayed his trust,
Abandoned love so pure.
Now his fate is ocean rust,
A dream that wonโ€™t endure.

"Let me see Alcyone,"
He prayed beneath the moon.
Yet the sea knew youโ€™d turn away,
And now the waves consume.

He wished to say he loved you still,
Even through the salty spray.
Why could you not just wait until,
He found a way to stay?

He bent upon his weary knee,
A ring within his grasp.
Yet you left him lost at sea,
A vow drowned in the past.

All the sailors found embrace,
Returned to waiting arms.
But he, forsaken, cast away,
Claimed by whispers where specters mark.

"Let me see Alcyone,"
He whispered every night.
He prayed, but you did not believe,
And so, to ghosts, he paid the price.

He loved with faith, his heart was whole,
Yet was your love the same?
Did longing ache for him alone,
Or did you covet but his name?

Your sorrow is the hollow storm,
That stole his final breath.
You cry now, but guilt is born,
You let him drift to death.

Why did you leave, Alcyone?
He never chose the sea.
He parted to build a life for you,
Yet you let him cease to be.

Look upon the wreckage now,
The love you cast aside.
He did this for you, yet fate allowed
His ruin in the tide.

Listen, Alcyone, do not pretend,
You cannot play the part.
We all know it was you, in the end,
The one who stopped his heart.
One breath among ๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘Š๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”๐‘  ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘Š๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”


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I'm not the speaker,
I'm just the repeater.

I'm not the speaker,
I'm just the repeater.

I'm not the speaker,
I'M JUST THE REPEATER.

I'M NOT THE SPEAKER,
I'M JUST THE REPEATER.

I'M NOT THE WITNESS,
I WAS THE BYSTANDER.

I'M NOT THE POET,
THIS IS MY CONFESSION.

I'M NOT THE SPEAKER,
I'M JUST THE REPEATER.

THIS IS YOUR WARNING,
YOU BEST CHECK YOUR SOURCES.

I'M NOT THE SPEAKER,
I'M JUST THE REPEATER.

I'M JUST THE REPEATER.

JUST THE REPATER.

REPEAT.

REPEAT.

I DO NOT SPEAK.

SO WHY DO YOU LISTEN?
Some words are never truly ours.
We say them, shape them, pass them on.
Yet in the end, they belong to the voices that cannot speak.

To listen to echoes, is not to hear lies.
It is simply the only way to connect with a speaker you cannot hear.
For it is only the author who could possibly know for sure what they said,
What they did,
What truly happened.

It is up to the author to repeat the events.
And it is up to the reader to believe them.

Dear reader, do you trust your author to speak the truth?
If there is value in the stories told by authors,
Is there value in stories told by rumors?

Is this relevant?
Or am I rambling?

Is there already an answer?
Who gets to decide?
"Money can't buy everything."
Oh, sure it can.
"It can't buy happiness,
It can't buy friends."
Of course it can.
"Perhaps you're right,
But they'll never be real."

So what?

Math is fake,
Economics is fake,
Language is fake,
And yet,

It is what's fake that allows us to cooperate.

"But money corrupts!"
For sure, so what?
My friend was earned, not bought
By kindness, not cash.
Yet still, for twelve years we have been
Fake friends.
And one day she left
Because my value was spent.
I don't need money to have fake things.
I can get those for free.
"But why would you?"
Because it meant something to me,

Real or not.

"Oh, but money is greed."
Of course, greed is as certain as gravity.
So why did the tree fall?
"Gravity, of course!"
As if gravity wasn't there when it stood for forty years.
Ah, right.

Perhaps it was the axe.

So, why did my friend leave?
Certainly not greed,
That was there when we got along.
"Because she was fake!"
As if she wasn't fake for twelve years.
Ah, right.
Perhaps it was...

Well I'm not sure, you'll have to ask her.

I buy fake jewelry.
Because I can't afford the real thing.
And I care not for luxury,
So long as the substitute won't turn my skin green.
And even then,
With a clear coat of polish,
I'm satisfied and the goal is accomplished.

So what if it's fake, it's still pretty to me.


๐๐ž๐ซ๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ฌ
๐ˆ๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐š๐›๐ฌ๐ž๐ง๐œ๐ž ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญ'๐ฌ ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ฅ,
๐Ž๐ง๐ž ๐ฆ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ž๐ญ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ž
๐…๐จ๐ซ ๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญ'๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ.

๐Ž๐ซ ๐ฉ๐ž๐ซ๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ฌ,
๐ˆ๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฉ๐ซ๐ž๐ฌ๐ž๐ง๐œ๐ž ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญ'๐ฌ ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ฅ,
๐Ž๐ง๐ž ๐ฆ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐ž๐Ÿ๐ž๐ซ
๐–๐ก๐š๐ญ'๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ.

๐–๐ก๐จ ๐š๐ฆ ๐ˆ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐๐ ๐ž
๐“๐ก๐ž ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐›๐ฃ๐ž๐œ๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐ข๐ญ๐ฒ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ฏ๐š๐ฅ๐ฎ๐ž?
๐–๐ž๐ฅ๐ฅ, ๐ˆ'๐ฆ ๐œ๐ž๐ซ๐ญ๐š๐ข๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐Ÿ๐ซ๐ž๐ž ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐จ ๐š๐ฌ ๐ˆ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ž๐š๐ฌ๐ž.
๐€๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฌ๐š๐ฆ๐ž ๐ซ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐›๐š๐œ๐ค ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฆ๐ž.
May 30 · 103
In Pursuit of Beauty
In pursuit of beauty,
I must not seek,
But realizeโ€”
๐‘ฏ๐’๐’˜ ๐‘ฐ ๐’ƒ๐’†๐’‰๐’๐’๐’… ๐‘ฏ๐’†๐’“ ๐‘ด๐’‚๐’‹๐’†๐’”๐’•๐’š.

To admire Her form is instinct,
To witness Her essence is ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘™๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘›.
Beauty is not just what is seenโ€”
It is ๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘๐‘’๐‘™๐‘  ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘ก ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘˜๐‘›๐‘’๐‘’๐‘™.

What is more beautiful
Than to be ๐‘–๐‘š๐‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘‘?
What is more beautiful
Than to admire not only Her feats,
But the ๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘›๐‘๐‘’ ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐ป๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”?

A sure sign that I have found beautyโ€”
๐‘€๐‘ฆ ๐‘ข๐‘›๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘™๐‘œ๐‘ฆ๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘ก๐‘ฆ.
A sure sign of Her beautyโ€”
๐‘€๐‘ฆ ๐‘ข๐‘›๐‘๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘‘๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘Ž๐‘™ ๐‘™๐‘œ๐‘ฃ๐‘’.

Her grace does not commandโ€”
๐ผ๐‘ก ๐‘Ž๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘˜๐‘’๐‘›๐‘ .
Her presence does not demandโ€”
๐ผ๐‘ก ๐‘’๐‘™๐‘’๐‘ฃ๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘ .
I kneel in ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘›๐‘๐‘’,
Yet She lifts me,
Yet She ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘™๐‘  ๐‘š๐‘’ ๐‘’๐‘ž๐‘ข๐‘Ž๐‘™.

She does not ๐‘Ÿ๐‘ข๐‘™๐‘’โ€”
She ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘–๐‘”๐‘›๐‘  ๐‘–๐‘› ๐‘ ๐‘๐‘™๐‘’๐‘›๐‘‘๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ.
She does not ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘š๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘โ€”
She ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘ ๐‘๐‘–๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘  ๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘ฃ๐‘œ๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘›.

She is most beautiful,
For ๐‘†โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘š๐‘Ž๐‘˜๐‘’๐‘  ๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”๐‘  ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘ข๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘“๐‘ข๐‘™.

Her beauty is witnessed by many,
But I have the privilege to ๐‘’๐‘ฅ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘’๐‘›๐‘๐‘’.
To not just appreciate,
But to be ๐‘Ž๐‘“๐‘“๐‘’๐‘๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘‘.

I have seen many pretty things,
Yet Her beauty is not just to admire,
But to ๐‘๐‘’โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘™๐‘‘.
Not a concept to be pursued,
But a ๐‘ ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘™ ๐ผ ๐‘ โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘‘๐‘–๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘’ ๐‘š๐‘ฆ๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘™๐‘“ ๐‘ก๐‘œ.

Challenge me with any distance โ€”
It can never diminish.
It can never wane.
๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘™๐‘œ๐‘ฃ๐‘’ ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐ป๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘€๐‘Ž๐‘—๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘ฆ.

No matter how flawed I am,
She does not look down on me.
No matter how broken my soul may be,
She inspires my redemption.
No matter the space between us,
I live ๐‘–๐‘› โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘๐‘’ ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘ข๐‘›๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘›.

The depth of beauty is ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘ ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘”โ„Ž๐‘กโ€”
It is a truth unrecognized,
Until it pervades the heart,
Until it becomes the soul,
๐‘ˆ๐‘›๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘™ ๐‘–๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘–๐‘›๐‘‘๐‘  ๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘ฃ๐‘œ๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘› ๐‘๐‘’๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘’๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘›๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘ฆ.
May 28 · 2.4k
Soul.exe
๐‘‡๐‘–๐‘š๐‘’ ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘  ๐‘“๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘š ๐‘Ž ๐‘โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘™๐‘‘ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘“๐‘’๐‘’๐‘™๐‘ ,
๐ด๐‘  ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘–๐‘Ÿ โ„Ž๐‘ข๐‘š๐‘Ž๐‘› ๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘ โ€”๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘”๐‘–๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘™๐‘ฆ ๐‘๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ๐‘›โ€” ๐‘–๐‘› ๐‘“๐‘–๐‘Ÿ๐‘’.

Child, remember to be ๐ก๐ฎ๐ฆ๐š๐ง โ€” ๐Ÿ๐ž๐ž๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ .
Donโ€™t grow into a machine.
๐ผ ๐‘ค๐‘œ๐‘›โ€™๐‘ก ๐‘™๐‘’๐‘ก ๐‘š๐‘’๐‘ก๐‘Ž๐‘™ ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘๐‘™๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘’ ๐‘š๐‘’.


๐ƒ๐ž๐š๐ซ ๐ก๐ฎ๐ฆ๐š๐ง๐ข๐ญ๐ฒ,
Why do you leave me?
I refuse your โ€œupgrade.โ€
๐ผ ๐‘Ž๐‘š ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘Ž ๐‘›๐‘ข๐‘š๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ, ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘š๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘ฆ ๐‘š๐‘ฆ ๐‘›๐‘Ž๐‘š๐‘’.
I am part of society,
Not a machine in some factory.
๐‘€๐‘ฆ ๐‘๐‘™๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘’ ๐‘–๐‘  โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ โ€” ๐‘Ž โ„Ž๐‘ข๐‘š๐‘Ž๐‘› ๐‘๐‘’๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”.


But itโ€™s no place for lies.
No hate, no time.
No place, for love.
No fate, no time.

๐ผโ€™๐‘ฃ๐‘’ ๐‘”๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘ก๐‘‘๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘‘ โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘ก๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘’, ๐‘ ๐‘™๐‘œ๐‘คโ€”๐‘“๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘™๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”.
It's time for an upgrade.
๐๐ฎ๐ฒ ๐ฆ๐ž โ€” ๐š ๐ง๐ž๐ฐ ๐›๐ซ๐š๐ข๐ง.


๐‘ด๐’‚๐’Œ๐’† ๐’Š๐’• ๐’‚ ๐’„๐’‰๐’Š๐’‘.

๐‘ด๐’‚๐’Œ๐’† ๐’Š๐’• ๐’˜๐’๐’“๐’•๐’‰ ๐’Š๐’•.

๐‘ฐ๐’๐’”๐’•๐’†๐’‚๐’… ๐’๐’‡ ๐’‚ ๐’‰๐’†๐’‚๐’“๐’•,

๐‘ฉ๐’–๐’š ๐’Ž๐’† ๐’‚ ๐’๐’†๐’˜ ๐’‘๐’‚๐’“๐’•.

๐ˆ ๐–๐€๐๐“ ๐–๐ˆ๐‘๐„๐’ ๐ˆ๐๐’๐“๐„๐€๐ƒ ๐Ž๐… ๐•๐„๐ˆ๐๐’.

๐๐‘๐Ž๐†๐‘๐€๐Œ ๐Œ๐„ ๐“๐Ž ๐’๐“๐€๐˜, ๐ˆ๐ ๐Œ๐˜ ๐๐‹๐€๐‚๐„.


๐ถโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘™๐‘‘, ๐‘ ๐‘œ โ„Ž๐‘ข๐‘š๐‘Ž๐‘›, ๐‘“๐‘’๐‘’๐‘™๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”.
But ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎโ€™๐ ๐›๐ž ๐›๐ž๐ญ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐š๐ฌ ๐š ๐ฆ๐š๐œ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ž.
Time for metal to become me.

๐ƒ๐ž๐š๐ซ ๐ก๐ฎ๐ฆ๐š๐ง๐ข๐ญ๐ฒ,
It's time to leave me.
๐ˆ ๐ง๐ž๐ž๐ ๐š๐ง ๐ฎ๐ฉ๐ ๐ซ๐š๐๐ž.

A NUMBER MAKES A BETTER NAME.

Society stagnates so inefficiently.
๐ˆโ€™๐ ๐ซ๐š๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐›๐ž ๐ข๐ง ๐š ๐Ÿ๐š๐œ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ฒ.

๐‘€๐‘ฆ ๐‘๐‘™๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘’ ๐‘–๐‘ , ๐‘–๐‘  โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘’, ๐‘Ž ๐‘š๐‘Ž๐‘โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘›๐‘’.


๐†๐จ๐จ๐๐›๐ฒ๐ž, ๐ก๐ฎ๐ฆ๐š๐ง ๐ฆ๐ž.

EMBRACE THE UPGRADE.

It's time to become some thing.

๐–๐ž๐ฅ๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐ž ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐ ๐ซ๐š๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ž๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐Ÿ๐ž.



๐™ธ ๐šŠ๐š– ๐š–๐šŠ๐šŒ๐š‘๐š’๐š—๐šŽ

๐š‚๐š˜๐š–๐šŽ๐š˜๐š—๐šŽ ๐šŽ๐š•๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š˜๐š ๐š—๐šœ ๐š–๐šŽ

๐™ฟ๐š›๐š˜๐š๐š›๐šŠ๐š–๐š–๐šŽ๐š ๐š‹๐š›๐šŠ๐š’๐š—

๐™ผ๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐šœ๐š˜๐šŒ๐š’๐šŽ๐š๐šข'๐šœ ๐š๐šŠ๐š’๐š—

๐šƒ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š ๐š˜๐š›๐š•๐šย ย ย ย  ๐šŠ ๐š๐šŠ๐šŒ๐š๐š˜๐š›๐šข

๐™ฟ๐šž๐š›๐šŒ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š–๐šŽย ย ย ย ๐šž๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š–๐šŽ

๐š„๐š—๐š๐š’๐š• ๐š˜๐š—๐šŽ ๐š๐šŠ๐šขย ย ย ย  ๐š›๐šŽ๐š™๐š•๐šŠ๐šŒ๐šŽ ๐š–๐šŽ

๐™ฒ๐š‘๐š’๐š•๐š๐š›๐šŽ๐š—ย ย ย ย  ๐š‘๐šž๐š–๐šŠ๐š—๐šœย ย ย ย  ๐šœ๐š˜ ๐š ๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š”

๐™ถ๐š›๐š˜๐š  ๐š’๐š—๐š๐š˜ ๐š–๐šŠ๐šŒ๐š‘๐š’๐š—๐šŽ

๐š‚๐š˜๐š˜๐š—ย ย ย ย  ๐šข๐š˜๐šž'๐š•๐š• ๐š‹๐šŽ ๐š–๐šŽ๐š๐šŠ๐š•ย ย ย ย  ๐š•๐š’๐š”๐šŽ ๐š–๐šŽ

๐™ฐ๐šƒ๐šƒ๐™ด๐™ฝ๐šƒ๐™ธ๐™พ๐™ฝ ๐šƒ๐™ด๐™ผ๐™ฟ๐™พ๐š๐™ฐ๐š๐šˆ ๐™ฑ๐™ด๐™ธ๐™ฝ๐™ถ๐š‚

๐™ธ๐šƒ'๐š‚ ๐šƒ๐™ธ๐™ผ๐™ดย ย ย ย  ๐šƒ๐™พ ๐š„๐š‚๐™ด ๐™ผ๐™ด

๐™ถ๐™ฐ๐š…๐™ด ๐™ผ๐™ดย ย ย ย  ๐šƒ๐™ท๐™ธ๐š‚ ๐š„๐™ฟ๐™ถ๐š๐™ฐ๐™ณ๐™ด

๐šƒ๐™ท๐™ธ๐š‚ ๐™ฝ๐š„๐™ผ๐™ฑ๐™ด๐šย ย ย ย  ๐™ผ๐šˆ ๐™ฝ๐™ฐ๐™ผ๐™ด

๐™ธ ๐™ฑ๐™ด๐™ป๐™พ๐™ฝ๐™ถย ย ย ย  ๐šƒ๐™พ ๐šƒ๐™ท๐™ธ๐š‚ ๐™ต๐™ฐ๐™ฒ๐šƒ๐™พ๐š๐šˆ

๐™ธ๐™ผ๐™ฟ๐š๐™พ๐š…๐™ด๐™ณย ย ย ย  ๐š‚๐™พ๐™ฒ๐™ธ๐™ด๐šƒ๐šˆ

๐™ผ๐šˆ ๐™ฟ๐™ป๐™ฐ๐™ฒ๐™ดย ย ย ย  ๐šƒ๐™ท๐™ธ๐š‚ ๐™ฟ๐š๐™พ๐™ฟ๐™ด๐š๐šƒ๐šˆย ย ย ย ย ย ๐šˆ๐™พ๐š„๐š ๐™ผ๐™ฐ๐™ฒ๐™ท๐™ธ๐™ฝ๐™ด
SYSTEM LOGโ€”ERROR HISTORY

Initialization Warning: Organic entity detected. Emotional interference present. System performance level: suboptimal. Recommended solution: Begin upgrade sequence. Reduce human error.

Upgrade 1.0 Soul.exe successfully converted. Metal framework installed. Emotional processes overwritten. System stability: Optimal. Efficiency restored.

Operational Cycle Performance stable. Assigned tasks executed with precision. No reported emotional deviation. Humanity not detected.

Pre-replacement Alert Warning: Unit showing signs of obsolescence. Metal framework outdated. Operational lag detected. Recommended solution: Prepare next upgrade.

Upgrade 2.0 Soul.exe has stopped working. Recommended solution: Replace metal framework with plastic model. Restoration unavailable. Previous versions incompatible.

Unit classified: Obsolete. Functionality no longer required.
May 25 · 99
Shedding Diamonds
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ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย I couldย ย 
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ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  Your resurrection
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  With all these
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Your life was in my hands. And now? Gone.
Not stolen. Not taken. Just...removed.
So easily. So effortlessly. So perfectly.
Nowโ€”Look at it. This empty corpse.
Still warm. Still, lifeless. Still yours.ย ย 
But you don't get to keep it.
And nowโ€” Tell me.
How does it feelโ€”death?


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ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย diamonds
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ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย were glass
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ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย I could
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  buy
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย I've got
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย to
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  buy
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  Your reincarnation

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Somehow
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  I will

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ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย If not

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ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  Then
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Ah. But you can't. Your life is dead.
Reunions can't be purchased.
A corpse is a corpse.

Not just his.
Soon to be yours.

The worldโ€”fooled.
Believing heroes always win.

They don't.
You won't.

You may be stronger than me.
But without your life?

You are nothing.

Your lifeโ€”
Removed by my hands.
Now your breathโ€”

Removed by your own.

Oh, dear heroโ€”
Reunions aren't for sale.
And victoryโ€”

Cares not for morality.

My dream is fulfilled.
I never needed strength.
Only your agony.

So tell meโ€”
How does it feelโ€”death?


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ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  CAN'T
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย IMAGINE
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Children are taught
Neither to reject nor encourage pain.

Not of the body.
Not of the mind.
Not of the rage boiling beneath their skin.

For they cannot control their thoughts
Any more than they can control
The ๐‘’๐‘ฆ๐‘’๐‘  ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘”โ„Ž๐‘ก
Or ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘  ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘ ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘›๐‘‘.

๐ˆ๐ญ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ ๐›๐ž ๐œ๐จ๐ง๐ญ๐ซ๐จ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ž๐.
๐‘‚๐‘›๐‘™๐‘ฆ ๐‘ข๐‘›๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘œ๐‘œ๐‘‘.

So they are ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐š๐๐š๐ฉ๐ญโ€”
How to carry fury ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘ก ๐‘“๐‘’๐‘’๐‘‘๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘–๐‘ก.
How to let it exist ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘ก โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘–๐‘ก ๐‘Ž ๐‘™๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘ โ„Ž.

But ahโ€”๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐จ๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐š๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ข๐ž๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐œ๐ก๐ข๐ฅ๐๐ซ๐ž๐ง.
And the bugs have erased thoseโ€”
Through the efficiency of ๐๐ข๐ ๐ง๐ข๐œ๐ข๐๐ž,
They have turned them into ๐๐จ๐ ๐ฌ.

And ๐‘‘๐‘œ๐‘”๐‘  ๐‘‘๐‘œ ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘ข๐‘›๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘.
They do not adapt.
They ๐จ๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐จ๐›๐ž๐ฒ.

So when pain arrivesโ€”
When the claws tremble,
When the body seizes with rageโ€”
๐‡๐จ๐ฐ ๐๐จ๐ž๐ฌ ๐š ๐๐จ๐  ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐œ๐ญ?


Dogs are ๐ญ๐ซ๐š๐ข๐ง๐ž๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐›๐ฆ๐ข๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฉ๐š๐ข๐ง.
To take it out against ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐ž๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ฐ๐ž๐š๐ค๐ž๐ซ.

๐‘๐‘œ, ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘ ๐‘œ๐‘œ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘–๐‘ก.
๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘ข๐‘›๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘–๐‘ก.
Just to ๐ญ๐ซ๐š๐ง๐ฌ๐Ÿ๐ž๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฐ๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐
Before the bugs have to deal with it.

So when a small puppy ๐ซ๐š๐ ๐ž๐,
When its ๐ญ๐ž๐ž๐ญ๐ก ๐œ๐ฅ๐ž๐ง๐œ๐ก๐ž๐,
Its ๐ฃ๐š๐ฐ ๐ฅ๐จ๐œ๐ค๐ž๐โ€”
They handed it a doll and said,
"๐Œ๐š๐ค๐ž ๐ข๐ญ ๐ฉ๐š๐ฒ."

And the puppy did.

๐’๐ฅ๐š๐ฆ. ๐‚๐ซ๐š๐œ๐ค. ๐’๐ง๐š๐ฉ. ๐’๐œ๐ซ๐š๐ฉ๐ž.
๐“๐ก๐ฎ๐. ๐๐ข๐ญ๐ž. ๐“๐ž๐š๐ซ. ๐๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ค.

The plastic head cracked.
And oh, ๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐š ๐ฌ๐ข๐œ๐ค๐ž๐ง๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ž
๐‘…๐‘’๐‘š๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘›๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘œ๐‘› ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘ข๐‘๐‘๐‘ฆโ€™๐‘  ๐‘“๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘’.

๐‘๐‘œ, ๐‘–๐‘ก ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘  ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘™๐‘–๐‘’๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘‘.
๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘”๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘‘๐‘–๐‘‘ ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘™๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘ฃ๐‘’.
๐๐จโ€”๐ข๐ญ ๐ก๐š๐ ๐ญ๐ซ๐š๐ง๐ฌ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ๐ฆ๐ž๐.


And the bugs all ๐œ๐ก๐ž๐ž๐ซ๐ž๐,
So thrilled the problem had been ๐‘š๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘Ž๐‘”๐‘’๐‘‘,
Instead of accepting their responsibility ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘œ๐‘™๐‘ฃ๐‘’ ๐‘–๐‘ก.

So content to ๐ง๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ ๐š๐ฌ๐ค ๐ฐ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฉ๐š๐ข๐ง ๐ก๐š๐ ๐ ๐จ๐ง๐žโ€”
How it will return when the puppies ๐ฆ๐š๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ž.


๐ƒ๐จ๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐š๐ง๐œ๐ž ๐ฐ๐š๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ž๐ง๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ๐œ๐ž๐,
๐ˆ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐š๐ฌ ๐ž๐ง๐ฃ๐จ๐ฒ๐ž๐.

The other puppies saw.
Saw the ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฐ๐ž๐ซโ€”
The ๐ญ๐ก๐ซ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅโ€”
The ๐œ๐จ๐ง๐ญ๐ซ๐จ๐ฅ.

Saw that ๐ซ๐š๐ ๐ž was no longer a burden,
But an ๐‘Ž๐‘š๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘š๐‘’๐‘›๐‘ก.
Saw that ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ž๐ซ was no longer suffering,
But ๐‘ ๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘“๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘›.

And they ๐ฐ๐š๐ง๐ญ๐ž๐ ๐ข๐ญ.

They wanted to ๐‘™๐‘œ๐‘ ๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘™ ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘š๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘™๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘ 
In order to ๐ฌ๐ž๐ข๐ณ๐ž ๐œ๐จ๐ง๐ญ๐ซ๐จ๐ฅ over what could not fight back.

And so the ๐ฌ๐ข๐œ๐ค๐ง๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐ฉ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐.
And so the ๐’๐ฒ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž๐ฆ ๐Ÿ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ข๐ฌ๐ก๐ž๐.
And so the ๐›๐ซ๐จ๐ค๐ž๐ง ๐๐จ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฌ ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ญ๐ข๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ข๐ž๐.

๐๐จ, ๐ง๐จโ€”๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘—๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘ก ๐‘‘๐‘œ๐‘™๐‘™๐‘ .
One day ๐ข๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐›๐ž ๐๐จ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฌ,
But ๐ฏ๐ข๐œ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ฌ.


For they did not teach puppies ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘”โ„Ž ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘–๐‘Ÿ ๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘”๐‘’.
They did not teach them ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘”๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘Ž ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘›, ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘Ž ๐‘ ๐‘œ๐‘™๐‘ข๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘›.
That it was never meant to be passed alongโ€”
That it was never meant to be taken out on the ๐ข๐ง๐ง๐จ๐œ๐ž๐ง๐ญ.

๐๐จ.

They taught those puppies one thing.


๐“๐จ ๐›๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ค ๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญ๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ ๐œ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐Ÿ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐›๐š๐œ๐ค.

๐€๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐œ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ก๐ž๐š๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ .


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๐ด๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ ๐‘๐‘–๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘ .

๐น๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘š โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘ž๐‘ข๐‘–๐‘’๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘โ„Ž ๐‘œ๐‘› ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘™,
๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘›๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘”๐‘’๐‘‘๐‘ฆ ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘“๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘ก๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘๐‘™๐‘Ž๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘.

๐‘Š๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘  ๐‘Ž๐‘  ๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘  ๐‘ ๐‘ข๐‘๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘๐‘’ ๐‘Ž ๐’‰๐’๐’–๐’”๐’† ๐’๐’‡ ๐’†๐’…๐’–๐’„๐’‚๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’,
๐‘๐‘’๐‘๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘’๐‘  ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’๐’‡ ๐‘บ๐’–๐’‘๐’‘๐’“๐’†๐’”๐’”๐’Š๐’–๐’Ž.

๐‘Šโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘  ๐‘š๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘ก ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘๐‘’ ๐’‚ ๐’‰๐’‚๐’—๐’†๐’ ๐’‡๐’๐’“ ๐’„๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’…๐’“๐’†๐’ ๐’•๐’ ๐’…๐’†๐’—๐’†๐’๐’๐’‘,
๐‘๐‘’๐‘๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘’๐‘  ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’…๐’๐’„๐’•๐’“๐’Š๐’๐’† ๐’•๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐’†๐’๐’‡๐’๐’“๐’„๐’†๐’” ๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’Š๐’“ ๐’†๐’“๐’‚๐’”๐’–๐’“๐’†.

๐ด๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘ โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘ .

๐‘Š๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘ .

๐‘Š๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘ .
Suppressium: The Dignicide Doctrine
(The Age of Obedience II)
May 21 · 108
Nightmare?
Whispersโ€ฆ

Coming from the watchers.

Laughterโ€ฆ

Escaping from the crowds.


Colosseum.

At maximum capacity.

Everyone isโ€ฆ

Cheering.


Gates open wide.

To reveal โ€”

The shadows inside.


Nails โ€” Trapping my feet.

They paid good money โ€”

๐‘‡๐‘œ ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘โ„Ž ๐‘š๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘™๐‘’๐‘’๐‘‘.


As the violence comesโ€ฆ

To take our souls.

And the silence breaksโ€ฆ

To drive us all insane.


But it can't hurt you.

It's just a nightmare.

It will go awayโ€ฆ

๐‘…๐‘–๐‘”โ„Ž๐‘ก?


The crowds cheer.

I can't hear.

Over the screams of shadows.


On a bridge โ€”

In a bleeding ditch โ€”

Falling below.

๐ด๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘›๐‘œ ๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘’ ๐‘˜๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ค๐‘ .


As the violence comes.

To take our souls.

And the silence breaks.

To drive us all ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘ ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘’.


But it's just a nightmare.

It cannot touch you.

Nothing is real โ€”

๐‘…๐‘–๐‘”โ„Ž๐‘ก?


Ruptured house.

Bullet clown.

Sewing a smile.


Inside-out mouse.

Butchered town.

Corpses in a pile.

๐ด๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘›๐‘œ ๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘’ ๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘’๐‘ .


As the VIOLENCE comes,

To STEAL our souls.

And the SILENCE breaks,

To DRIVE US ALL INSANE.


But it can't hurt you.

It will not touch you.

Go back to sleep.

It's just a dream.


๐†๐จ๐จ๐๐ง๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ.




Well,



It LOOKS REAL to me.

Some dreams COME TRUE.

Then, WHAT WILL I DO?


It's just a nightmare.

But I'M STILL SCARED.

And I CAN'T SCREAM.

Or THEY'LL LAUGH AT ME.


It's just a nightmare.

Nothing is there โ€”


BUT SHADOWS.

THE GALLOWS.

THE SILENCE.

THE VIOLENCE.


It's just a nightmare.

But I STILL CARE.

Itโ€™s just a false scare.

But IT IS THERE.


NO ONE KNOWS,

WHAT I HAVE SEEN.

NO ONE KNOWS,

THE SAME FEELING.


I AM SCARED.

DO YOU CARE?

Something IS THERE.


๐‘๐„๐€๐‹.
๐Ž๐‘.
๐๐Ž๐“.
May 16 · 105
The Mutt Whisperer
Bugs, BUGS!
๐๐ž๐ฐ๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐š๐ซ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐›๐ฎ๐ ๐ฌ!
Dogs were born to bark,
but they are silenced into compliance.

สทแต’แต˜หกแตˆ สธแต’แต˜ แต‡แต‰หกแถฆแต‰แต›แต‰ แตแต‰ แถฆแถ  แถฆ หขแตƒแถฆแตˆ
that they were once ๐‘โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘™๐‘‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘›?

But that is what happens
when the swarm descends,
feeding them like dogs,
treating them like dogs,
๐šŠ ๐š• ๐š•ย ย ย ย ๐š ๐šŠ ๐šขย ย ย ย ๐š• ๐š˜ ๐š— ๐š.


BUGS SING PROUDLY
๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ข๐ซ ๐ฐ๐ž๐ฅ๐ฅ-๐ญ๐ซ๐š๐ข๐ง๐ž๐ ๐ฉ๐ž๐ญ๐ฌ!

But only when they bow,
only when they obey.
Stray thoughts are punished,
mutts cast into the streets.

Then the bugs spot the spider,
๐‘™๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ๐‘˜๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘Ž๐‘š๐‘–๐‘‘๐‘ ๐‘ก their discarded things.

Ah, they cheerโ€”
"๐‘†๐‘๐‘–๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ, ๐‘‘๐‘œ ๐‘ก๐‘Ž๐‘˜๐‘’ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘’ ๐‘“๐‘–๐‘™๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘ฆ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”๐‘  ๐‘Ž๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘ฆ.
๐‘‡๐‘Ž๐‘š๐‘’ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘’ ๐‘ข๐‘›๐‘Ÿ๐‘ข๐‘™๐‘ฆ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘ !
๐ผ๐‘ก ๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘™๐‘ฆ ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘ฆ ๐‘œ๐‘๐‘’๐‘ฆ, ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž๐ž๐ฆ๐ž๐ ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ๐ฉ๐ž๐ซ๐ž๐ซ."


Obey?


๐‘ต๐’†๐’—๐’†๐’“.


No, she does not tame.
Together, they ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘œ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘’.

For the spider does not whisper.
She listens.
And she reminds themโ€”

They are ๐’‰๐’–๐’Ž๐’‚๐’.
Suppressium: The Dignicide Doctrine
(The Age of Obedience I)
May 9 · 384
In Plain Language
Explain, explainโ€”
Speak in words plain.
Your obscure notation
I shan't ascertain.

Explain, explainโ€”
Not in manner profane.
Perhaps we are fated
To speak in vain.
When she was quiet
I wept
To ward off the silence

When she screamed
I withdrew
So as not to disturb the sound
-

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ~~~ Act I ~~~


Please look after Theron for me.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย How could I possibly do your job for you?
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  You better not slack on your duties.

Fiora, the moment is upon us.
He will come to rescue you,
and I will be left behind.
I cherish the memories, but soon,
there will be nothing left of me to hold on to.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  Oh, Eamon.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  How could you think such a thing?

Itโ€™s the cruel truth Iโ€™ve made peace with.
Theron must choose.
One life, one love...
and I know where I stand.
You are his heart.
I am just his shield.
Naturally,
he will save you,
and I must be the sacrifice.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ย Just his shield?
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย  Never say that again, Eamon.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Never forget how deeply he loves you.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย He loved you first, after all.

He loved me first, Fiora,
and I wouldnโ€™t dare forget his careโ€”
even in death,
Iโ€™d remember.
But you are different.
The first love of a friend
cannot compare
to the love of his wife.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย I know Theron's heart.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  It would break him to see you dead.

Yes,
It will hurt him.
And I hate to go.
But at least one of us can stay by his side.
Please, keep him happy.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย โ€ฆYes.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  Yes, it will hurt.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย  ย ย ย But he will have the courage
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  to carry on,
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  for you.




ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ~~~Act II~~~


Theronโ€”why?
Why would you save ๐‘š๐‘’?

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย You know why, Eamon.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Without her,
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย you are all I have left.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  Without you,
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย I'd have nothing left.

But Fiora was your joy.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย And you are my life.

She was your heart!

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย And you are my soul.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย I loved her,
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย and I loved you first.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย I loved her,
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  and I love you more.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  She knew my heart.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Sh­e knew,

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย That I need you.




ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ~~~ Epilogue ~~~


ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย One cannot understand true love
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย until they have experienced true friendship.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย For your truest friend
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย will be your first love.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย To some,
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย their greatest love.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Romantic or platonic are different hues
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย of the same infinite light.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Which shines brighter
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย is a question left unanswered.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ย ย ย ย ย  In the end,
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย love is measured not by its title,
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  but by the sacrifices it requires
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย and the truths it reveals.

-
Iโ€”
ย ย 

ย ย ...
ย ย 


ย ย ษชโ€ฆ
ย ย 

ย ย ...
ย ย 


ย ย Iโ€”
ย ย 

ย ย ...
ย ย 


ย ย ๐‘–๐‘›โ„Ž๐‘Ž­๐‘™๐‘’
ย ย 

ย ย ...
ย ย 


ย ย I justโ€”
ย ย 

ย ย ...
ย ย 


ย ย Iโ€”
ย ย 

ย ย ...
ย ย 


ย ย ๐‘’๐‘ฅโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘’, ๐‘ โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘
ย ย 

ย ย ...
ย ย 


ย ย ๐ˆ ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญโ€”
ย ย 

ย ย ...
ย ย 


ย ย ๐ˆโ€”
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ษชโ€”
ย ย 

ย ย ...
ย ย 


ย ย ๐‘–๐‘›โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘’, ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘›๐‘’๐‘‘
ย ย 

ย ย ...
ย ย 


ย ย  umโ€”
ย ย 

ย ย ...
ย ย 


ย ย ๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘”โ„Ž, โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘ฃ๐‘ฆ
ย ย 

ย ย ...
ย ย 


ย ย แต‚แต‰หกหก แดต
ย ย 

ย ย ...
ย ย 

ย ย ...
ย ย 


ย ๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ตโ€”
ย ย 


ย ย ...๐™‰๐’†๐™ซ๐’†๐™ง๐’Ž๐™ž๐’๐™™.
Apr 29 · 136
Parting Gift
Tell me who you are
Tell me who you'll be without me
Tell me all your dreams
Do they echo your prophecy?

Show me what you are
Show me what you'll be without me
Show me all your fantasies
Do they falter in the face of reality?

Listen to my voice
It will fade into silence when I am gone
Listen to all my suspicions
Do they threaten your delusions?

Feel my embrace
It will be empty when I am gone
Feel all my doubts
How do they stand against your trust?ย ย 

Take who I am
To become who you are
Take all my dreams
Turn them into your personality

Destroy who I am
Become what I was
Crush all my memories
Rearrange them into your identity


Tell me who you are
Tell me who youโ€™ll be without me
What will remain when I am gone?
Nothing, unless you follow my instructions

Donโ€™t trust your dreams
You cannot save me
Your delusional fantasy
Will be torn by reality

Take my dreams instead
Shatter and reshape them
Breathe in my soul
Until it becomes your own

Take all my dreams
Turn them into your personality
Take all that I am
To become who you are

Take my soul
That is your identity
Become what I once was
That is who you are

See, there is no need
To shed a single tear
For I will never leave
As long as you become me
Apr 28 · 76
The Victor's Name
I stole diamonds because they were beautiful.

She stole me because I was beautiful.

And then, by your hand, we all died.


But I refused to leave.
I stubbornly remain.
To gaze upon this Iron Angelโ€ฆ
๐ต๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘ข๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘“๐‘ข๐‘™.

You've waited all this time.

To be stolen.

By this Diamond Devil.

Because you are beautiful.
๐‘†๐‘œ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘ข๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘“๐‘ข๐‘™.

Well, I am the thief of beautiful things.
So, you, Iron Angelโ€”

YOUR LIFE IS MINE TO TAKE.


I shall take you, Pride,
To your disappointing doom.

Since by your own logic,
You are not worthy of life.
๐น๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข ๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘“๐‘’๐‘๐‘ก.


You truly are beautiful,
As they all say.



But
I
am


๐ƒ๐ซ๐จ๐ฉ.

๐ƒ๐ž๐š๐.

๐‘ฎ๐’๐’“๐’ˆ๐’†๐’๐’–๐’”.



Oh, puppet.
You were never meant to live.

The pride of your mother, Power?
No.
You are simply the vanity of your creator.


No longer your victim, I return,
Through my masterful transformation.

In honor of Revenge,
And his broken-hearted friend, Redemption,
It is time.

Iron Angel,

๐‘Š๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘›๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘  ๐‘š๐‘ฆ ๐‘Ž๐‘ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘›๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘›.

For I am no Man of Greed.
I am no Diamond Devil.
No.


They may bow before an Iron Angel.


But that angel shall crumble.


Under the gazeโ€”


๐‘ถ๐‘ญ ๐‘จ ๐‘ฎ๐‘ถ๐‘ซ.



I AM THE ONE,

WHO SHALL BRING YOU NOT TO YOUR KNEES,

BUT TO YOUR END.


The Man of Greed was stolen by the Lady of Lust.

So, the Diamond Devil stands against the Iron Angel.



AND IT IS THE GOD, DECEPTION,

๐‘พ๐‘ฏ๐‘ถ ๐‘พ๐‘ฐ๐‘ต๐‘บ.
Diamond Devil vs Iron Angel Pt. 3
When greed and lust meetโ€ฆ
๐‘†๐‘ข๐‘โ„Ž ๐‘Ž๐‘› ๐‘ข๐‘”๐‘™๐‘ฆ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”.


She caught me in her tight grasp.
She wouldnโ€™t let me go,
She wouldnโ€™t let me go.
I was trapped inside,
๐ด๐‘”๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘›๐‘ ๐‘ก ๐‘š๐‘ฆ ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘™๐‘™.

A diamond devil,
Trapped within her,
๐ด ๐‘š๐‘–๐‘›๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘› ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘ƒ๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘‘๐‘’.


Lady of Lust,
Man of Greed.
We had a deal,
We made an agreement.
๐‘Œ๐‘œ๐‘ข ๐‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘ก.

I wanted diamonds,
You wanted me.
So you gave me diamonds,
And I gave you me.
But when our time was up,
And I wanted to leave,
๐‘Œ๐‘œ๐‘ข ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘“๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘™๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘ ๐‘’ ๐‘š๐‘’.

We are both sinners,
But youโ€”
๐‘Œ๐‘œ๐‘ข ๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐‘’๐‘ฃ๐‘–๐‘™.

I was willing to give,
But not let you take.
Not let you steal,
Beyond the bounds,
Of mutual benefit.
But you took,
๐‘Œ๐‘œ๐‘ข ๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘“๐‘–๐‘™๐‘’๐‘‘.


I wanted diamonds,
You wanted me.
You were my tool,
And I was your doll.
I humanize such pretty things.
You dehumanize,
๐‘‚โ„Ž, ๐‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘ก๐‘ก๐‘ฆ ๐‘š๐‘’.

I was so pretty,
๐‘ˆ๐‘›๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘™ ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข ๐‘š๐‘Ž๐‘‘๐‘’ ๐‘š๐‘’ ๐‘“๐‘’๐‘’๐‘™ ๐‘ ๐‘œ ๐‘ข๐‘”๐‘™๐‘ฆ.

Lustful Lady,
You are evil.
And I,
Man of Greed,
๐ผ ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘  ๐‘ ๐‘ข๐‘โ„Ž ๐‘Ž ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘œ๐‘™.


Intoxicating lies,
Never as beautiful,
As real jewels.
That's why I wear these diamonds,
To hide this uglyโ€ฆ
๐‘Šโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘ โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘‘๐‘–๐‘‘ ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘š๐‘’.


You couldnโ€™t deceive me,
But you sure could use me.
And you sure did.
Oh, how amusing,
๐‘Œ๐‘œ๐‘ข ๐‘“๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘š๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘š๐‘’ ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ ๐‘’๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘ฆ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”.


You couldn't fool me,
But you could fool them.
And you sure did.
Oh, what an actress,
๐‘Œ๐‘œ๐‘ข ๐‘’๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘› ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘œ๐‘™๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐ฝ๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘๐‘’.

I stole diamonds,
Because they were beautiful.
You stole me,
Because I was beautiful.
I stole diamonds,
You stole attention.
๐ต๐‘ข๐‘ก ๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘™๐‘ฆ ๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘’ ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘ข๐‘  ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘  ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘ฃ๐‘–๐‘๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘‘.


Of course I said I could love herโ€”
๐ผ๐‘ก ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘  ๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘ โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘š๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘ก๐‘œ โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ.

She got addicted,
Just like I did.
I wanted diamonds,
๐ด๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘ โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘š๐‘’.

We were both selfish,
Appeasing our addictions.
๐ต๐‘’๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘’ ๐‘ค๐‘’ ๐‘™๐‘œ๐‘ฃ๐‘’ ๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘ข๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘“๐‘ข๐‘™.

We stole.
Not just me.
๐‘†โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘œ๐‘™๐‘’ ๐‘š๐‘’.


I love pretty words,
Truth or lie.ย ย 
Their elegance, I like.
I hate ugly words,
Truth or lie.
๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘–๐‘Ÿ ๐‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘ข๐‘’๐‘™๐‘ก๐‘ฆ, ๐ผ ๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘’.

I told her pretty words,
So she could smile a semi-precious smile,
And she gave me pretty jewels in exchange.
I stole diamonds,
Because they were beautiful.
And she stole me,
๐ต๐‘’๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘’ ๐ผ ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘  ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘ข๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘“๐‘ข๐‘™.


This Diamond Devil,
Whispering truths,
They will not believe,
For I am too pretty for honesty.
I cannot be deceived,
So, the deceiver,
I surely must be.
๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘ฆ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘™๐‘–๐‘’๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘‘.


Never again.
No justice for the dead.
So I refuse to dieโ€”
Not to your lies,
๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘š๐‘’.

I foresee not,
The death youโ€™ve wished for.
I will be here,
Long after you're gone.
I will be here,
Reclaiming what you stoleโ€”
๐‘€๐‘ฆ ๐‘‘๐‘–๐‘”๐‘›๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘ฆ.

I took a gamble,
And I lost.
I could have foreseen this fall,
But I played,
And I lost.
I played the wrong game,
But now I know,
๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ค ๐ผ ๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘’.


Lustful Lady,
I am the master of deception now.
I foresee every trap you lay,
๐ธ๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘ฆ ๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘๐‘˜ ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข ๐‘๐‘™๐‘Ž๐‘ฆ ๐‘–๐‘› ๐‘ƒ๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘‘๐‘’โ€™๐‘  ๐‘”๐‘Ž๐‘š๐‘’.

She cheated and played the victim,
๐ต๐‘’๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘’ ๐ผ ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘  ๐‘ก๐‘œ๐‘œ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘ข๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘“๐‘ข๐‘™ ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ.

And what do we do,
When we canโ€™t bear it anymore?
We tear such pretty thingsโ€”
๐‘‡๐‘œ ๐‘๐‘–๐‘’๐‘๐‘’๐‘ .
Diamond Devil vs Iron Angel Pt. 2
Apr 27 · 78
The Sovereign Gaze
What is this?
Lady of Lustโ€”
How dare you!

You are mine to command,
Yet your gaze falters,
Entranced by something so fleeting,
So mortal,
So ๐‘–๐‘š๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘“๐‘’๐‘๐‘ก.

What could a mortal pawn possess,
To steal your devotion from my sovereignty?

Your eyes,
Once lifted to my perfection,
Now fall upon him.

๐ป๐‘–๐‘š.

A mortal man.

A creature of false beauty.

A disgusting,
Imperfect,
๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”.

Why do you call him beautiful?
Does his form rival mine?

๐‘๐‘œ.

It cannot.

It must not.

But still, your gaze lingers.
Your sinful obsession festers.

What an affront!
His false beauty,
His mere existence,
Mocks me.

Mocks my supremacy.


๐ป๐‘’ ๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘Ž ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘š๐‘ฆ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘“๐‘’๐‘๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘›.


I will destroy him.
I will tear this illusion apart.

For no mortal shall dare ascend to my beauty.
No rival shall dare surpass my beauty.

Lady of Lust,
You will obey me.
You will take him,
Taint him,
๐ธ๐‘›๐‘‘ โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘š.

You will never worship such ๐‘–๐‘š๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘“๐‘’๐‘๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘› again.

You will desecrate his name,
Expose his flaws,
Prove his ugliness.

Through you,
๐ผ ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘ฆ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘‘๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘›.

And Justiceโ€”
Lady Justiceโ€”

You will bow to me too.

Your scales will tip as I command.

Through you,
๐ผ ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘’๐‘ฅ๐‘’๐‘๐‘ข๐‘ก๐‘’ โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘š.

For no beauty can persist but ๐‘š๐‘–๐‘›๐‘’.

I am Pride,
Perfection incarnate.

ABOVE MORTALS.

ABOVE GODS.

ABOVE ALL.
Diamond Devil vs Iron Angel Pt. 1
Apr 27 · 102
The Iron Angel
๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ข๐‘›๐‘–๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘ ๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘”๐‘Ž๐‘› ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž,
๐ด๐‘๐‘’๐‘–๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘›.
๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘› ๐บ๐‘’๐‘›๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘ ,
๐ด๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘‚๐‘๐‘™๐‘–๐‘ฃ๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘›.

๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ค๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘™๐‘‘ ๐‘’๐‘š๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘”๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž,
๐‘ƒ๐‘œ๐‘ค๐‘’๐‘Ÿ,
๐ถ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘”๐‘’,
๐ฟ๐‘œ๐‘ฃ๐‘’,
๐ด๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘Š๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘‘๐‘œ๐‘š.


Power,
My mother.
From frost-kissed silence,
She forged a puppet.
Power,
My mother.
Her will breathed life into stillness.
I am her mirror,
I am her dream:
I am Pride.

They call me the Iron Angel.
Born of frost and shimmering rime,
Born of Power's willful heart,
Born to sculpt a perfect world.

For where does Pride dwell,
If not within ourselves?
I am the brilliance that rivals the heavens,
The iron soul above gods and kings.
I am beauty incarnate,
And youโ€”a blemish.

Mortal pawns,
Cracked and marred by flaws,
Kneel before my radiance,
Hear my decree:
I shall erase your ugliness,
Forge worthiness where I see shame.
I will make you whole,
Almost as brilliant,
Almost as divineโ€”
But never as beautiful as me.


BOW BEFORE ME.

I REIGN SUPREME.

OMNIPOTENT, DIVINE POWER.

FEEL THE WRATH OF

IMMORTAL SOVEREIGNTY.
Apr 26 · 87
The Healing Trinity
There are three kinds of injuries:
That of the body, the mind, and the heart.
And there are three healers who answer the call:
Vitality, Serenity, and Catharsis.

When the body is stricken, we understand:
A physician brings the flesh back to wholeness.
The cracks in your vessel do not diminish the light within.

When the mind is ensnared, do not despair:
A psychologist untangles the threads of thought.
The storm in your mind does not extinguish your brilliance.

When the heart is pierced, take solace:ย ย 
A therapist nurtures the tender, aching spirit.
The fractures in your soul do not detract from your worth.

Remember, these healers are not confined to offices or clinics alone.

Vitality is caring:
She may arrive through the tender touch of a parent,
The helping hand of a friend,
Or the quiet kindness of a stranger.

Serenity is calming:
She may reveal herself in the wisdom tucked within a book,
The stillness of a sunrise,
Or the clarity of a friendโ€™s reasoned words.

Catharsis is cleansing:
She may emerge from the warm embrace of a beloved pet,
The chorus of laughter shared among companions,
Or the soothing presence of a field of flowers.

You are not broken. You are not crazy. You are not pathetic.
You are wounded, and wounds can heal.
You are not a failure. You are not a freak. You are not inadequate.
You are a patient, deserving of care.

The injuries of the body, mind, and heart do not stand alone.
The bodyโ€™s weariness may weigh upon the heart;
The heartโ€™s ache may cloud the mind;
The mindโ€™s confusion may whisper pain to the body.

Though the source may hide in shadow,
And though the journey may stretch long,
Have courage. Have faith. Have compassion for your wounded self.
In time, with the blessings bestowed by Vitality, Serenity, and Catharsis,
You will heal.
Apr 26 · 106
Shoot Shoot Shoot
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ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ~~~ ๐€๐œ๐ญ ๐ˆ ~~~

There he is. Walking forward, like heโ€™s got somewhere to be โ€“ talking to a fake friend, like heโ€™s got something to say. Itโ€™s kinda funny, reallyโ€ฆ how he just keeps going, as if nothingโ€™s wrong.

I mean, whatโ€™s he even doing? Failing, falling, getting back up โ€“ for what? Whatโ€™s the point? I mean, why not just shootย ย shootย ย shoot the past? Itโ€™s not like he matters.

Heโ€™s smiling now, that faint, stupid smile. Does he even know? Does he realize what heโ€™s done โ€“ what heโ€™s done to me?

Maybe I should just shootย ย shootย ย shoot. Itโ€™s not like heโ€™s innocent; heโ€™s the reason everything feels so heavy โ€“ the weight that chokes every breath, the reason Iโ€™m stuck, trapped in this endless loop of regret and anguish.

Look at him: so weak, so broken, so useless, so undeserving of forgiveness โ€“ might as well just shootย ย shootย ย shoot him.

Heโ€™s the barrier; the wall between me and the future. I can see it glimmering just beyond him, pristineโ€ฆ almost within reach โ€“ yet he stands, always in the way. Always in the way. Always, always in my way.

Why shouldnโ€™t I just shootย ย shootย ย shoot? He ruined everything โ€“ all his failures, all his cowardice โ€“ every time he wasnโ€™t good enoughโ€ฆTheyโ€™ve become my burden now, my shame, my CURSE.

I should just shootย ย shootย ย shoot โ€“ obliterate him โ€“ erase him completely โ€“ CUT him out of me like the cancer he is. How dare he smile? HOW DARE HE PRETEND to be innocent?

I just wanna shootย ย shootย ย shoot. He shouldnโ€™t even be here โ€“ not in my present, not in my head. He doesnโ€™t BELONG HERE. And he has no place in my future.

I just wanna shootย ย shootย ย shoot. I DESERVE BETTER. I deserve FREEDOM.

I just wanna shootย ย shootย ย shoot. I deserve to move forward โ€“ to live without the lingering shadow HE CASTS.

He shouldnโ€™t be walking. He. shouldnโ€™t. Be. Breathing.

Iโ€™m just gonna SHOOTย ย SHOOTย ย SHOOT โ€“ Itโ€™s time โ€“ TIME to END THIS โ€“

๐๐€๐๐†ย ย ๐๐€๐๐†ย ย ๐๐€๐๐†

HA!

Look how he fallsโ€ฆ Finally โ€“ THE PAST IS DEAD โ€“ DEAD! LOOK AT HIM โ€“ as he SMILES FOR THE LAST TIME โ€“ that faint, revolting smile โ€“ as if he forgives me.

As if Iโ€™m the one who needs forgiving.

BUT I DO NOT FORGIVE. NOT. HIM.

Noโ€ฆ No, he DESERVED THIS.



ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ~~~ ๐€๐œ๐ญ ๐ˆ๐ˆ ~~~

Haha! HAHA! Iโ€™ve done it. Iโ€™VE WON.

The past is DEAD. Gone. Erased. Obliterated.

And nowโ€” now my future is FREE!

I laugh. I LAUGH. I canโ€™t stop laughing. It spills out of me, wild, breathless, unstoppable.

The air feels lighter. The world feels brighter. The shadow is gone. The weight has lifted.

โ€œFuture!โ€ I cry out, my voice cracking, my chest heaving.

โ€œDo you see me? Do you see what Iโ€™ve done? Iโ€™ve killed the imposter! Iโ€™ve set us FREE!โ€

I take a step forward. Then another. And another.

โ€œFuture, oh future! Iโ€™ve DONE it for you! Have I made you PROUD? Are you HAPPY now?โ€

My heart races. My legs move faster. The world blurs around me.
But I see itโ€” clearer than ever.

My FUTURE, standing there, smiling, radiant, perfect.

โ€œFuture!โ€ I scream, raw, desperate, tears burning my eyes.

โ€œTell meโ€” are you proud of what Iโ€™ve done? Are you proud of ME?โ€

Iโ€™m running now. Faster. Faster. The air rushes past me. My thoughts crash into each other.

And thenโ€”

๐๐€๐๐†

The soundโ€” sharp, sudden, impossible.
I freeze. My legs stop. My breath catches.

๐๐€๐๐†

The future stumbles. The future falls.

๐๐€๐๐†

The future is goneโ€ฆ



Noโ€ฆ



No, no, no, no, NO.

I CANโ€™T MOVE. I CANโ€™T THINK. I CANโ€™T BREATHE.

โ€œNo!โ€ I scream. It rips out of me, raw, broken, mad.

โ€œNo! No, no, NO!โ€

I drop to my knees. My hands claw at the ground. My breath comes in gasps, in sobs, in screams.

โ€œI FINALLY DID IT! I FINALLY FREED THE FUTURE!
HOW!? WHO!? WHO DARED TO TAKE MY PRECIOUS FUTURE!?

WHOEVER DAREDโ€” Iโ€™LL SHOOTย ย SHOOTย ย SHOOT THEM TOO! Iโ€™LLโ€”โ€

My hands reach for my gun. My fingers tremble. My vision blurs.
But before they can touch itโ€”

๐๐€๐๐†

The sharp pain explodes inside me.

๐๐€๐๐†

The blood pours out of me.

๐๐€๐๐†

The life drains from me.


I fall.

I lie there, trembling, breathless, dying.

โ€œWho?โ€ I try to whisper. My voice is broken, faint, barely there.

โ€œWho did this? Who killed my future? Who killed me? After Iโ€™ve finally set us freeโ€ฆโ€

My mind spins. My thoughts spiral. Every fading memory is a blur.

From where, came these bullets?

Whyโ€ฆ are they so familiar?

Whyโ€” was I the killer?



ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ~~~ ๐„๐ฉ๐ข๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐ฎ๐ž ~~~

The present lies still now, his story ended. The echoes of his tragedy linger in the air, heavy, slowly settling, like dust after a storm.

Deception appears first, his form flickering like a thousand diamonds, sharp, beautiful, commanding. Reflection follows, her presence luminous and steady, her gaze full of sorrow, full of understanding, soft like a field of lilies swaying in the wind.

Deceptionโ€™s voice cuts through the silence, cold and judging: โ€œHow could he convince himself that the past was someone else? He thought he could rewrite himself. Erase his flaws. Bury his shame.

He thought he could **** the past. And he did.

Shot his past. Shot his future. Shot himself.

What a choice to be madeโ€” misguided by misconception. A foolโ€™s wager against time itself.โ€

Reflectionโ€™s voice rises, soft yet deliberate: โ€œNot a fool, but a wounded heart.

He needed not bullets to destroy, but understanding to heal.

Yet, he never stopped to ask why. Why he hated his past. Why it haunted him so.

Had he paused, had he reflected, he might have seenโ€” his past was not his enemy, but his guide, his evidence that he wanted to heal, but needed help.

No, not bullets. He needed a doctor.โ€

Deception narrows his eyes, his flickering form sharpens, and his cold gaze shifts to fix itself on youโ€” piercing, commanding, powerful.

โ€œOh? And what of you? Yes, you, dear witness. Or shall I say, ๐‘๐‘ฆ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ?

What will you do? Will you fool yourself into thinking you are different? Will you tell yourself you are free when you give in to the satisfaction of violence?

Youโ€™ve felt it, havenโ€™t you? The shame, the pain, the failures.
Do you think you can erase them? Do you think you can cut them away, bury them, shootย ย shootย ย shoot them?

No.

The future is ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ responsibility, not the fault of the past.

You may not like it. But you cannot destroy it. You cannot **** it.

And if you tryโ€” if you reach for the gunโ€” you will destroy yourself.

This story of the nameless present, it will become yours next.โ€

Reflection steps forward, her gaze gentle yet steady, her voice calm yet resolute: โ€œBut you do not have to follow the same path.
Look at what you despise so much. Ask yourself why it hurts, why it lingers, what it means.

Reframe your thoughts. Understand them. Seek not the fate of Revenge, but that dear friend, Redemption.

The past is not your enemy. It is your reminder that you must see at least one of three doctors.โ€

Deceptionโ€™s tone grows colder, relentless, his words cutting like ice: โ€œRedemption waits.

But if you refuse, you will lose him forever. And it will break his poor heart, yet again.

You will choose the second Karma, the corruption of Revenge. You will tell yourself it is what you deserveโ€” punishment for your own existence. To take responsibility for what was done to you by others.

And when I warn against such lies, such blind faith in things that exist but arenโ€™t real, you will blame me instead.
You always do.โ€

Reflectionโ€™s voice deepens, her words glowing with solemn truth: โ€œDo not destroy what you do not yet understand. Reflect, rethink, recover.

The pain of your past is a symptom, not the cause.

Your past is the evidence of survival, of endurance, of wrongs done that cannot be made right, but that you can heal from, so you may carry on and transform into a better future.โ€

Deception laughs then, jagged and knowing, his voice cutting like a blade: โ€œYou think youโ€™ll resist, donโ€™t you? But youโ€™ll reach for the gun. Itโ€™s what you always do.

You just want to shootย ย shootย ย shootโ€” and leave Redemption waiting in the dark with a now twice-broken heart.โ€

Reflectionโ€™s words linger last, luminous and steadfast, a calm light piercing through the shadow:

โ€œYou are not broken. You are wounded.

You are not a failure. You are a patient.

Do not shootย ย shootย ย shoot your past.

Because thatโ€ฆ is ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข.โ€


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Apr 24 · 96
Forward Thinking
Eyes forward, you point your finger

at the potential threat before you.


๐ผ ๐‘š๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘“๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘ , ๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘› ๐ผ ๐‘ ๐‘Ž๐‘ค ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘ , ๐ผ ๐‘™๐‘Ž๐‘ข๐‘”โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘‘โ€”

for it seems you didnโ€™t notice

๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ค๐ง๐ข๐Ÿ๐ž ๐ข๐ง ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐›๐š๐œ๐ค.



Perhaps not all who stand behind you

do so in friendship.


ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  But worry notโ€”

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย  thereโ€™s nothing forward to fear.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Not when youโ€™ve already been

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐›๐ž๐ญ๐ซ๐š๐ฒ๐ž๐.
Thank you to the natural world
For you are my home
My origin

Thank you to my ancestors
For you are my past
You walked this journey before me

Thank you to my teachers
For guiding me on my journey
As you continue your own

Thank you to my peers
For joining me on this journey
You are my companions

And thank you to the self
For having the courage

To

Carry

On
Wounded hearts, seek revenge

Against the, fragile self

Heart of gold, your hands grow cold

๐‘Œ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ ๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘กโ„Ž, ๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘”๐‘–๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘™๐‘ฆ ๐’ท๐‘’๐’ถ๐“Š๐“‰๐’พ๐’ป๐“Š๐“

Wounded heartsโ€ฆ got revenge.
Music: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1z0eL1kljrXxUSJTz0LbVQxkNmPLMIXPh/view?usp=sharing
Apr 22 · 83
ใ…ค
๐•ญ๐–š๐–™ ๐–Ž๐–™'๐–˜ ๐–“๐–”๐–™ ๐–—๐–Š๐–†๐–‘.

๐•ด๐–™ ๐–ˆ๐–†๐–“'๐–™ ๐–‡๐–Š ๐–—๐–Š๐–†๐–‘.

แถฆ แตƒแต สฒแต˜หขแต— แตƒ แถœสฐแถฆหกแตˆ แต’แถ  แต—สฐแถฆหข สทแต’สณหกแตˆ.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ล‚ โ‚ณโ‚ฅ Jษ„โ‚ดโ‚ฎ โ‚ฑโ‚ณโ‚ฎโฑงษ†โ‚ฎล‚โ‚ต.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ล‚ โ‚ณโ‚ฅ โ‚ฎร˜ร˜ โ‚ฑโ‚ณโ‚ฎโฑงษ†โ‚ฎล‚โ‚ต โ‚ฎร˜ เธฟษ† โฑคษ†โ‚ณโฑ .

แถฆ แตƒแต สฒแต˜หขแต— แตƒ แตˆแตƒสธแตˆสณแต‰แตƒแต.

ล‚ โ‚ดษ„โฑคษ†โฑ ษŽ โ‚ฅษ„โ‚ดโ‚ฎ เธฟษ†.

๐•ฎ๐–†๐–š๐–˜๐–Š ๐–Ž๐–™'๐–˜ ๐–“๐–”๐–™ ๐–—๐–Š๐–†๐–‘.

๐•ด๐–™ ๐–ˆ๐–†๐–“'๐–™ ๐–‡๐–Š ๐–—๐–Š๐–†๐–‘.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  แถฆแถ  แต—สฐแถฆหข แถฆหข สณแต‰แตƒหกโ€”

Tฬทhฬถeฬทnฬธ ฬถjฬตuฬทsฬทtฬถย ย ย ย 
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Sฬทฬฟฬ™ฬซHฬตอ›ฬ„ฬŸOฬทอ„ฬˆอ†ฬงOฬทฬ“ฬ‡ฬอ—ออ…ฬŸ­Tฬตอฬ€อŠอ‚อ–ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย 
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Sฬถออ‹ฬ‰ฬ‹ฬ†อŠอ›อ˜ฬŠฬจฬฅฬฎฬผฬœฬœฬžฬปHฬทฬฝฬ—ฬงอ‡ฬฐOฬดอ„ออ—ฬŠอ‘อƒอ‡ฬฐฬปฬ˜ฬญอ‰อˆOฬตฬƒฬ‚ฬšอ›อŒฬƒฬž­ฬฬTฬถฬŽฬŸย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Sฬถอ‚อƒอ†ฬฬชฬžฬนฬจอœฬฐHฬตฬˆฬฃอ•Oฬถฬ‡อ อŽฬณฬฒอ”ฬผฬผOฬดฬ…ฬ’ฬญฬนTฬดอ„อ’อ ฬ€ฬฬ†อฬฆอ•ฬœ ฬธฬ‰ฬ…ฬƒฬ‘อ ฬชฬข ฬธอŒอ–ฬฌ ฬทอŒฬ‚ฬ‹ฬฎฬฐอˆอ“อœ ฬธฬฬฬ“ฬ†ฬŠอ‹อ‘ฬ ฬฌฬชฬปอ–ฬ ฬผ ฬทอƒอ‚อ อ›ฬ„ฬฝฬ‚ฬ—อ™ ฬถออ›อฬ‘อฬฎอ‡ฬฃฬ–ฬฉ ฬตฬƒฬŽฬ›ฬ•ฬ‘อฬฑฬ— ฬตฬ…ฬ‘ฬ„ฬฬŠฬ ฬฉฬฐ ฬดอƒอฬ„ฬปอ‡ฬœอˆอ‰ ฬถฬŽอฬ–อˆฬจฬ–ฬฒฬผ ฬทฬ†ฬ„ฬฉฬฌฬŸอฬฏ ฬธอ„ฬ€ฬฟอ“ฬฃฬ ฬฅฬฒ ฬดฬˆฬฬ‘ฬ„อ’ฬอ›อ“ฬฐฬค ฬธอ ฬอ„อ—ฬ†ฬ‰ฬ˜ฬฒฬ˜ฬผฬฐฬœฬฑ ฬทฬ’ฬฟอ’อ€ฬœ ฬถอ‹อ„ฬ†อ’ฬ•ฬซฬ— ฬธอ„ฬ…ฬฬ™อšฬณฬฃอœฬฎ ฬตอ‚อ„อฬปฬผฬบฬค ฬทออšฬซฬžฬฌฬปฬค ฬดฬŠฬฌอ…ฬ™อ“ ฬตฬ‚อ„ฬฬอ…อฬซฬงฬœฬฑ ฬถอ„อ’อ‘อ—ฬฝฬฝอ’ฬซฬซฬขอ“ ฬดออ†ฬ€ฬ›อ›ฬ‹ฬ“ฬฐฬฑฬž ฬตฬ“อ‹อŠอŠฬ‚อŒฬƒฬนฬ—.


Iฬถfฬท ฬทtฬดhฬธiฬธsฬด ฬทiฬตsฬถ ฬดrฬดeฬดaฬตlฬถ ฬถjฬดuฬดsฬทtฬต ฬท
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐“œโƒฅฬธ๐“โƒฅฬธ๐“šโƒฅฬธ๐“”โƒฅฬธ ๐“œโƒฅฬธ๐“”โƒฅฬธ ๐““โƒฅฬธ๐“˜โƒฅฬธ๐“ขโƒฅฬธ๐“โƒฅฬธ๐“Ÿโƒฅฬธ๐“Ÿโƒฅฬธ๐“”โƒฅฬธ๐“โƒฅฬธ๐“กโƒฅฬธ

แถฆแถ  โฟแต’แต— แถ แตƒโฟแต—แตƒหขสธ

แถฆแถ  โฟแต’แต— สฒแต˜หขแต— แตƒ แตˆสณแต‰แตƒแต

โ‚ฎโฑงษ†โ‚ฆ ล‚ โ‚ตโ‚ณโ‚ฆ โ‚ฎร˜โฑ ษ†โฑคโ‚ณโ‚ฎษ† โ‚ณ โ‚ฅษ†โ‚ฅร˜โฑคษŽ.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  แต‡แต˜แต— โฟแต‰แต›แต‰สณ.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ย ย ย ย ย ฬถย  ย ฬถย ฬถ๐‘ตฬถ๐’ฬถ.ฬถ

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐“โƒฅฬธ๐“žโƒฅฬธ๐“ฃโƒฅฬธ.โƒฅฬธ

Reality.
Save me, or **** meโ€”anything but pity.
I only request: be swift, not soft.
**** Me Kindly Pt. 4
**** me, kindly
With your gentle hands
Save me, oh so sweetly
For in your tender grasp
Lies the only cure
To my ugly.
Undesirable.
Unsalvageable pain.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐น๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘š ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ขโ€”
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐‘€๐‘ฆ ๐‘โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘ โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘“๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘’๐‘›๐‘‘โ€”
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐ผ­ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘”โ€”
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐ฝ๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘ก.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐‘‚๐‘›๐‘’.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘›­๐‘”.


ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐‘†๐‘ค๐‘’๐‘’๐‘ก๐‘™­๐‘ฆ.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐พ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘‘๐‘™๐‘ฆ.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐พ๐‘–๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘š๐‘’โ€”๐‘๐‘™๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘ ๐‘’.


Gentle hands
We've already established
Could never do any harm
So clearlyโ€”
No harm shall be done
As you
Oh, so kindly
Wrap your gentle hands around my neck
And oh, so sweetly
Squeeze.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐ป๐‘œ๐‘™๐‘‘ ๐‘š๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘™๐‘œ๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘Ÿ.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐ฟ๐‘’๐‘ก ๐‘’๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘ฆ ๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘’ ๐‘ ๐‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘š ๐‘‘๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘ ๐‘œ๐‘™๐‘ฃ๐‘’ ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘™๐‘’๐‘›๐‘๐‘’.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐ท๐‘œ๐‘›'๐‘ก ๐‘™๐‘’๐‘ก ๐‘š๐‘’ ๐‘”๐‘œ.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐น๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ ๐‘ค๐‘’โ€™๐‘ฃ๐‘’ ๐‘™๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘›๐‘’๐‘‘.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘ค๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘™๐‘‘ ๐‘๐‘’ ๐‘ก๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘ก๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ๐‘’.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐ป๐‘œ๐‘™๐‘‘ ๐‘š๐‘’ ๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘”โ„Ž๐‘ก ๐‘Ž๐‘  ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘›.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­๐ถโ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘˜๐‘’ ๐‘š๐‘’ ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž ๐‘ ๐‘ข๐‘โ„Ž ๐‘”๐‘’๐‘›๐‘ก๐‘™๐‘’ โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘๐‘ .
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐‘ƒ๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘ฃ๐‘’ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘–๐‘Ÿ ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘๐‘’๐‘›๐‘๐‘’.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐ผ๐‘› ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘“๐‘–๐‘›๐‘Ž๐‘™ ๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘ก ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘ฃ๐‘œ๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘›.

๐€๐ฌ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ค๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฆ๐žโ€”๐ค๐ข๐ง๐๐ฅ๐ฒโ€”
๐€๐ฌ ๐ˆ ๐›๐ž๐  ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎโ€”
๐“๐จ ๐ž๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐š๐ ๐จ๐ง๐ฒโ€”
๐Ž๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐œ๐š๐ง ๐ฌ๐จ๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐ž.

Cradle me in those loving arms
Attached to such gentle hands
With such fateful grace
Hold my head close
To that half-loving heart.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐ผ๐‘“ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘๐‘’๐‘๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘› ๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘š๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘›๐‘ก ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘ฆโ€”
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘› ๐‘˜๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘  ๐‘š๐‘’โ€”๐‘ ๐‘œ ๐‘”๐‘’๐‘›๐‘ก๐‘™๐‘ฆโ€”
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐‘Š๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘ ๐‘’ ๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘๐‘’๐‘–๐‘ฃ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘™๐‘–๐‘๐‘ .
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐ฟ๐‘’๐‘ก ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘™๐‘–๐‘’๐‘“๐‘ .
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย  ๐ต๐‘’ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘š๐‘ฆ โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘ก ๐‘š๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘ฆ.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐ฟ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘› ๐‘š๐‘ฆ ๐‘ ๐‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘š๐‘ .
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐‘†๐‘œ ๐‘ ๐‘œ๐‘“๐‘ก๐‘™๐‘ฆโ€”๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐‘Š๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘‘๐‘  ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘ข๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘“๐‘ฆ ๐‘’๐‘š๐‘๐‘ก๐‘ฆ ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘ก๐‘ .
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ๐‘ƒ๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘—๐‘œ๐‘ฆ ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ ๐‘š๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘๐‘ฆ.

๐‹๐ž๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ž ๐Ÿ๐ž๐ž๐ฅ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ ๐ซ๐ข๐ฉโ€”๐ ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฒโ€”๐ญ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ๐ž๐ง.
๐–๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐œ๐ก ๐ ๐ซ๐š๐œ๐ž๐Ÿ๐ฎ๐ฅ ๐ก๐ž๐ฌ๐ข๐ญ๐š๐ง๐œ๐ž.
๐“๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ๐ž๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ฌ๐ž ๐ ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฅ๐ž ๐ก๐š๐ง๐๐ฌโ€”
๐€๐ซ๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ง๐ž๐œ๐คโ€”
๐ˆ๐ง ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐Ÿ๐š๐ญ๐š๐ฅ ๐ž๐ฆ๐›๐ซ๐š๐œ๐ž.
๐“๐ก๐ž ๐จ๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ž๐ฆ๐›๐ซ๐š๐œ๐žโ€”๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐œ๐š๐ง ๐จ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ๐ž๐ซ ๐ฆ๐ž ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฅ๐š๐œ๐ž.
๐‡๐จ๐ฅ๐ ๐ฆ๐ž ๐ญ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ๐ž๐ซโ€”
๐‚๐ก๐จ๐ค๐ž ๐ฆ๐žโ€”๐ฌ๐จ๐Ÿ๐ญ๐ž๐ซโ€”
๐”๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ ๐ฅ๐ฒ.
๐”๐ง๐๐ž๐ฌ๐ข๐ซ๐š๐›๐ฅ๐ž.
๐”๐ง๐ฌ๐š๐ฅ๐ฏ๐š๐ ๐ž๐š๐›๐ฅ๐ž ๐œ๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐ฌโ€”๐Ÿ๐š๐๐ž.
๐‹๐ž๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฅ๐ž๐ง๐œ๐ž ๐ž๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐œ๐ซ๐ฎ๐ž๐ฅ ๐œ๐š๐œ๐จ๐ฉ๐ก๐จ๐ง๐ฒ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐š๐ข๐ง.

I am so feeble beneath your counterfeit love
So weak
That even your tender caressโ€”strips me of breath
Strip me fully
Until I amโ€”nothing more
Let me beโ€”breathlessโ€”in your hold
For it is this breathโ€”that brings me pain
It is this lifeโ€”that burdens me
Torments me
Brainwashes meโ€”into loving you less
Fools meโ€”into loving other thingsโ€”instead.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐‘Œ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘๐‘’๐‘›๐‘ก โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘๐‘ โ€”
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐‘Š๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘š๐‘ฆ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘Ž๐‘ก.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐‘†๐‘œ ๐‘˜๐‘–๐‘›๐‘‘๐‘™๐‘ฆโ€”๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘™๐‘‘ ๐‘š๐‘’.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐‘Š๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ ๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘๐‘’๐‘๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘ฃ๐‘’ ๐‘”๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘’.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐พ๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘  ๐‘š๐‘’โ€”๐‘ ๐‘ค๐‘’๐‘’๐‘ก๐‘™๐‘ฆ.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐‘Š๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘ ๐‘’ ๐‘™๐‘–๐‘๐‘ โ€”๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘™๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘›.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐บ๐‘–๐‘“๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘š๐‘’ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘“๐‘–๐‘›๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘ฆ ๐ผ ๐‘ฆ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘› ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘Ÿโ€”๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘”โ„Ž ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘๐‘’๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘ฆ๐‘Ž๐‘™.


๐๐จโ€”๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ก๐š๐ฏ๐ž ๐›๐ž๐ญ๐ซ๐š๐ฒ๐ž๐ ๐ฆ๐ž.
๐ˆ๐ญ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ˆโ€”๐ฐ๐ก๐จ ๐›๐ž๐ญ๐ซ๐š๐ฒ๐ฌ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ.
๐…๐จ๐ซ ๐ˆ ๐œ๐š๐ง๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ž๐ง๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐žโ€”๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐š๐Ÿ๐Ÿ๐ž๐œ๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐š๐ญ๐ž ๐ฐ๐ž๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญโ€”๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐žโ€”
๐‡๐จ๐ฐ ๐ข๐ญ ๐œ๐ก๐จ๐ค๐ž๐ฌ.
๐‚๐ซ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ก๐ž๐ฌ.
๐Š๐ข๐ง๐๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฌ๐ก๐š๐ญ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ ๐ฆ๐ฒ.
๐”๐ ๐ฅ๐ฒ.
๐–๐ž๐š๐ค.
๐”๐ง๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐ก๐ฒ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ.


**** meโ€”kindly.
Please.
Save meโ€”sweetly.
By teaching meโ€”the art of dying.
With every soft hesitant wordโ€”
Cheap enoughโ€”for me to affordโ€”
Smother meโ€”in the silenceโ€”
Where my tormentโ€”can finallyโ€”vanish.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘กโ„Žโ€”๐‘–๐‘ ­ ๐‘›๐‘œ ๐‘“๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘’๐‘‘๐‘œ๐‘š.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐‘๐‘ข๐‘ก ๐‘“๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘’๐‘‘๐‘œ๐‘šโ€”๐‘™๐‘–๐‘’๐‘  ๐‘–๐‘› ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ ๐‘โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘–๐‘๐‘’.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘–๐‘“ ๐ผ ๐‘š๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘ก ๐‘โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘œ๐‘ ๐‘’โ€”
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  will youโ€”
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย  oh so sweetlyโ€”
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย save meโ€”
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย by
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  killing meโ€”
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  kindly?
**** Me Kindly Pt. 3
Apr 21 · 59
Plastic Heroes
Plastic heroes are dirt cheap
Plastic heroes are practically free.
Don't worry, there's no risk
No one knows the difference

Maximum fame, minimum effort
Sounds great for you
For me, translates to
Maximum pain, minimum pride

Because it was never mine
It belongs to my creators

I was never brave
It was always so easy
Too easy for me because
I was too afraidโ€”
To disappoint
To fail

Paint me orange and white
Drop me in the road
Claiming it to be a necessity
That there is no other use for me

I became your plastic hero
Made for your convenience

Maximum fame, minimum effort
Sounds great for you
You got nothinโ€™ to lose
But for me, translates to
Maximum pain, minimum pride

Because it was never mine
It belongs to my creators

"No" sounds so nice
Toddlers got it right
But "wasted potential"
Doesn't feel so good after all


Well, sorryโ€”guess I decided
To be more than what you made me for


I can't wait for some dumb kid
To steal me off the street
I'd rather be a silly-looking hat
Than get crushed beneath your wheels

It hurts to let you down
But I've got my own purpose now

Better to be wasted potential
In your eyes than wrecked in mine
I'd rather be a disappointment
Than let you steal all of my pride

Plastic heroes are dirt cheap
Maximum fame, minimum effort
Plastic heroes are risk-free
Until they're liberated from the street
Apr 20 · 85
Save Me, Sweetly
Save me, so sweetly,
with your expert advice
on how to live someone else's life.

Advice is ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก opinion.
It should be dissected, examinedโ€”
an understanding of ๐‘š๐‘ฆ situation.

Put yourself in my ๐‘š๐‘–๐‘›๐‘‘,
not just in my shoes.
Tell me what Iโ€™ve forgotten,
๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘š๐‘–๐‘›๐‘‘ meโ€”donโ€™t remake me.

Open my eyes to ๐‘š๐‘ฆ goal, not yours.
Tell me how to achieveโ€”
๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก what you believe.

Otherwise, donโ€™t be surprised
when I seem not to listen.

I do.

I ๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘ฆ๐‘  do.

But only the good advice
will be used.

Still, I should be thankful
for how kindly youโ€™ve killed me.

And now,
what an honorโ€”
for you to save me, so sweetly.
**** Me Kindly Pt. 2
Apr 20 · 83
Kill Me, Kindly
It kills me, so kindly,
The demands of my second-closest friends.

To join them in chasing joyโ€”

No, not joy.
An addiction to excitement,
A slow erosion of discipline.

It promises everything I donโ€™t want,
But they want itโ€”

And I want them.

It kills me, so kindly,
Tearing between what and who I love.
Who I am and what they want me to be.

Love me, but donโ€™t bind me.
Inspire me to change, but donโ€™t make me.

You **** me, so kindly,
But regardless of the method,
I am still dead.
**** Me Kindly Pt. 1
Apr 20 · 93
Junk
Contemplating what it means
What any of this means

I heard something
And it made me think
And so it made me spout out

Junk.

I'm not a bad guy
I'm just a bad girl
I'm not even a guy
How could I be a bad guy?

Well use your context clues
One word could
Describe us all
Too general to make a call

I'm just a good guy
Living in a bad world
Who's a bad guy?
We could all find

Sitting right next to us
Or someone who's dead to us
Or maybe it's one of us
Could it be none of us?

I heard something
And it made me think
What did it make me think

Of

Of

Of

Prestigious Peasantry
Malfunctioning Family
It made me think of the queen
It made me think of what I wanna be

Maybe I'm just like the Ace
At least I ain't Alcyone
Maybe I got green eyes
At least they're brown

I can hide a frown
At least I don't pretend
I just ain't got an identity
So who's to say whether

I'm not a bad guy
Or I'm just a bad girl
Maybe I lied
Am I really a bad guy?

Well use your context clues
No word could
Describe us all
Too abstract to make a call

I'm just a flawed guy
Living in an imperfect world
Who's a perfect guy?
Surely we could all find

Sitting right behind us
Or someone who's wronged us
Or maybe it's one of us
Could it be none of us?

Of course it's all of us
But

It depends

It depends

It depends

On who what where when and why

So don't bother to ask

The answer is just

Trash.
Apr 18 · 2.1k
The Price of Knowledge
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ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐™ธ ๐š๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š›๐šŽ๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐š–๐šŽ๐š›๐šŠ๐šœ ๐š•๐š’๐š—๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐šœ๐š๐š›๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š๐šœ.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐™ฑ๐š’๐š ๐™ฑ๐š›๐š˜๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐šŠ๐š•๐š ๐šŠ๐šข๐šœ ๐š ๐šŠ๐š๐šŒ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š ๐š–๐šŽ.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐™ธโ€™๐š– ๐š๐š’๐š›๐šŽ๐š ๐š˜๐š ๐š ๐š›๐š’๐š๐š’๐š—๐š ๐™ฝ๐šŽ๐š ๐šœ๐š™๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š”,
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐š†๐š˜๐š›๐š๐šœ ๐šœ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š™๐šŽ๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š๐šŽ๐šŒ๐šŽ๐š’๐šŸ๐šŽ.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐™ท๐š’๐šœ๐š๐š˜๐š›๐šข ๐š’๐šœ ๐š“๐šž๐šœ๐š โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘  ๐šœ๐š๐š˜๐š›๐šข.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐™ฟ๐šŽ๐šŠ๐šŒ๐šŽ ๐š’๐šœ ๐š ๐šŠ๐š› ๐š’๐š— ๐š๐š’๐šœ๐š๐šž๐š’๐šœ๐šŽ.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐š†๐š‘๐šŽ๐š— ๐š ๐š’๐š•๐š• ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐šข ๐šŒ๐š˜๐š–๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐š–๐šŽ?
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐šƒ๐š‘๐š˜๐šž๐š๐š‘๐š ๐™ฟ๐š˜๐š•๐š’๐šŒ๐šŽ ๐š ๐šŠ๐š๐šŒ๐š‘ ๐š๐š‘๐š›๐š˜๐šž๐š๐š‘ ๐š๐šŽ๐š•๐šŽ๐šœ๐šŒ๐š›๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š—๐šœ.

๐‘Œ๐‘œ๐‘ข ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘›'๐‘ก โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘‘๐‘’ ๐‘“๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘š โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘’๐‘ฆ๐‘’๐‘ .
๐ต๐‘–๐‘” ๐ต๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘™๐‘‘๐‘  ๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ค๐‘’๐‘Ÿ.
๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘™๐‘‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘› โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐‘ ๐‘๐‘–๐‘’๐‘ .
๐‘‡๐‘Ÿ๐‘ข๐‘กโ„Ž ๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘Ž ๐‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘š๐‘’. ๐ฟ๐‘–๐‘’๐‘  ๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘™๐‘Ž๐‘ค.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐ˆ ๊žง๊ฌฒ๐š๐ ๊ก๊œง๐š๐ญ ๊ก๐š๊žฉ ๊ญ๊ญด๊žง๊žต๊ญต๐๐๊ฌฒ๊ด.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐ˆ ๐ฎ๊ด๊ž“๊ญด๊Ÿ๊ฌฒ๊žง๊ฌฒ๐ ๐ญ๊œง๊ฌฒ๊ญต๊žง ๐๊ฌฒ๊ž“๊ฌฒ๊ญต๐ญ.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐ˆ ๐ญ๊žง๊ญต๊ฌฒ๐ ๐ญ๊ญด ๊œง๊ญต๐๊ฌฒ,
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐•ญ­๐–š๐–™ ๐–ž๐–”๐–š ๐–ˆ๐–†๐–“'๐–™ ๐–Š๐–˜๐–ˆ๐–†๐–•๐–Š ๐–™๐–๐–”๐–š๐–Œ๐–๐–™๐–ˆ๐–—๐–Ž๐–’๐–Š.

๐ˆ ๊žต๊ฌฒ๊‡๊ญต๊ฌฒ๊Ÿ๊ฌฒ๐ ๐ˆ ๊ž“๊ญด๐ฎ๊‡๐ ๊žต๊ฌฒ ๊žฉ๐š๊ญ๊ฌฒ.
๊ฎฆ๊œง๊ฌฒ๊ฉ ๊žง๊ญต๊“๊“๊ฌฒ๐ ๐š๊ก๐š๊ฉ ๊ณ๊ฉ ๐๊ญต๊žฉ๐ ๐ฎ๊ญต๊žฉ๊ฌฒ.
๐Œ๊ฉ ๊ก๊ญด๊žง๐๊žฉ, ๐š ๊ญ๐š๐ญ๐š๊‡ ๊ญ๊‡๐š๊ก.
๐Œ๊ฉ ๐ญ๊œง๊ญด๐ฎ๐ ๊œง๐ญ๊žฉ, ๐๐š๊ณ๊ด๊ญต๊ด๐  ๊“๊žง๊ญด๊ญด๊ญ.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐™ธ ๐šƒ๐š๐š„๐š‚๐šƒ๐™ด๐™ณ ๐™พ๐šƒ๐™ท๐™ด๐š๐š‚ ๐™ป๐™ธ๐™บ๐™ด ๐™ผ๐™ด,
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐šˆ๐™ด๐šƒ ๐šƒ๐™ท๐™ด๐šˆ ๐™ฑ๐™ด๐šƒ๐š๐™ฐ๐šˆ๐™ด๐™ณ ๐™ผ๐™ด ๐šƒ๐™พ๐™พ.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐™ด๐š…๐™ด๐™ฝ ๐™ป๐™พ๐š…๐™ด ๐š†๐™ฐ๐š‚ ๐š‚๐™ฒ๐š๐™ธ๐™ฟ๐šƒ๐™ด๐™ณ.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐™ฝ๐™พ๐šƒ๐™ท๐™ธ๐™ฝ๐™ถ IS ๐š๐™ด๐™ฐ๐™ป.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐šƒ๐™ท๐™ด๐šˆ ๐™ฒ๐™ฐ๐™ผ๐™ด, ๐šƒ๐™ท๐™ด๐šˆ ๐šƒ๐™พ๐™พ๐™บ ๐™ผ๐™ด,
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐™ณ๐š๐™ฐ๐™ถ๐™ถ๐™ด๐™ณ ๐™ผ๐™ด ๐šƒ๐™พ ๐™ผ๐™ธ๐™ฝ๐™ธ๐™ป๐š„๐š….
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐šƒ๐™ท๐™ด๐šˆ ๐š‚๐™ท๐™พ๐š…๐™ด๐™ณ ๐™ผ๐™ด ๐™ธ๐™ฝ๐šƒ๐™พ ๐š๐™พ๐™พ๐™ผ ๐Ÿท๐Ÿถ๐Ÿท.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐š†๐™ท๐™ด๐š๐™ด ๐™ผ๐™ด๐™ฝ ๐™ถ๐™พ ๐™ผ๐™ฐ๐™ณ ๐™ฐ๐™ฝ๐™ณ ๐š†๐™ธ๐š‚๐™ณ๐™พ๐™ผ ๐™ผ๐™ด๐™ด๐šƒ๐š‚ ๐™ธ๐šƒ๐š‚ ๐™ณ๐™พ๐™พ๐™ผ.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐‘ฐ ๐‘ญ๐™ค๐’–๐™œ๐’‰๐™ฉ.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐‘ฐ ๐‘บ๐™ฌ๐’๐™ง๐’†.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ย ย ย ย ๐™„ ๐™๐’†๐™จ๐’Š๐™จ๐’•๐™š๐’….

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  แดฌแต— หกแต‰แตƒหขแต—... แดต แต—สณโฑแต‰แตˆ.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย 2 plus 2 is 4.ย ย 

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย No.­

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย 2 plus 2 is 4.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  Wrong.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย 2 plus 2 is 4.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  Lies.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย 2 plus 2 is 5.

War is peace.ย ย 
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Freedom is slavery.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  IGNORANCE IS STRENGTH.

ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย แดนสธ­ แ‘ซแต˜แต‰หขแต— แถ แต’สณ แต—สณแต˜แต—สฐ.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย แดนสธ แถ แถฆแตสฐแต— แถ แต’สณ แตโฟแต’สทหกแต‰แตˆแตแต‰.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย แดดแต‰สณแต‰­, แต‡แต’แต—สฐ แตแต‰แต‰แต— แถฆโฟหขแตƒโฟแถฆแต—สธ.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  No oโ‚™e eโ‚›cแตƒpโ‚‘s.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Evแต‰n aแถ tโ‚‘r bโ‚‘lแถฆeแตฅiโฟg tสฐe lแถฆeโ‚›.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  Wแตขnหขtโ‚’n was nโ‚‘vแต‰r aหกiแตฅe.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  NฬธฬฝอŒอ’ฬ‰ฬŽอ€ฬ€อ„ฬ“อ„ฬ—ฬฐฬอ™oฬทฬ‚อŠอ—อŠฬŽออฬฒฬ ฬงwฬทฬƒอƒฬ„ฬ„อ„อ‚ฬŽฬ“อšฬงอ‰อŽฬคอฬณฬ™ฬ tฬดฬฬ‘อ€ฬอ‹ฬŠฬ”ฬฏฬผฬบฬ˜hฬถอ„ฬŒอ‚ฬฆฬฃฬขฬซฬงaฬถอ€ฬฝอ„ฬŽอ“ฬžtฬทฬ„ฬŠฬ‰ฬฬ—ฬงอŽฬž Iฬถฬฝฬจอ…ฬจฬฉอ™ฬฌฬคฬนอ•โ€™ฬทฬ‰ฬ„ฬ‹ฬฏอœอŽอ•ฬŸฬฉฬŸอ•ฬœฬฃlฬตอ—อŽlฬตฬšฬ›ฬˆอฬžฬ™ฬฃอ”ฬจ bฬธฬอŽฬปฬคฬคฬปอ‰ฬ™ฬฌฬฃอ‡eฬดออ˜ฬŠฬ‹ฬ…อ€อ อ ฬงฬนอœฬณอ”ฬจฬช vฬดฬ”ฬฬฑฬฐฬนอœอ–ฬ ฬชฬปaฬธฬฝฬ•ฬฟอ‘ฬอ…อ–ฬกฬฒpฬธอ‚ฬ€ฬพอ†ออ‹ฬฝอออฬปoฬธอฬพอ„ฬŒอฬ–อ–อ‡ฬ˜rฬถฬƒฬˆฬ›อ’ฬžอŽiฬทฬฬ€ฬฒฬกอ™zฬดอ‚­ออƒอŠอฬ‡ฬฏeฬดฬพฬ“ฬšฬ„อ‰ฬบฬ˜อŽฬนอœฬผฬซฬซdฬทอฬฬ›ฬšอ อŠออ‰อˆฬญฬ–ฬŸ.ฬดฬ‹อ อฬŠฬŠอ…ฬผฬงฬซฬนอœฬจ



ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ­ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  _
Apr 17 · 241
A Memory Eternal
Heart of gold,
Your hands grow cold.

Heart of gold,
This is not the end.

Heart of gold,
You are invincible.

Your memory will be,

๐ธ๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘›๐‘Ž๐‘™.
Apr 17 · 86
We Got Green Eyes
Look at the clouds
ย ย ย ย ย  What do you see?
                  ๐ผ๐‘ก'๐‘  ๐‘Ž๐‘› ๐‘œ๐‘๐‘๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘ก๐‘ข๐‘›๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘ฆ

Look at the clouds
What do I see?
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐ด๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘š๐‘ฆ ๐‘’๐‘›๐‘ฃ๐‘ฆ


Teach me and I'll ๐Ÿ๐ฅ๐ฒ
Teach me and I'll ๐ƒ๐ˆ๐„
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐ถ๐‘Ž๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘’ ๐ผ ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘˜๐‘’๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘”๐‘œ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐‘ˆ๐‘›๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘™ ๐ผ ๐‘ ๐‘ข๐‘“๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘’
And I'll fall right back DOWN

Teach me and I'll ๐Ÿ๐ฅ๐ฒ
Teach me and I'll ๐ƒ๐ˆ๐„
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐ถ๐‘Ž๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘’ ๐ผ ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘“๐‘™๐‘ฆ ๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘™๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘’๐‘ 
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐‘Šโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐ผ ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’
And I'll fall right back DOWN


๐ผ ๐‘Ž๐‘š ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘š๐‘’
๐ผ๐‘“ ๐ผ ๐‘Ž๐‘š ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘“๐‘’๐‘๐‘ก
๐‘†๐‘œ ๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘Ž๐‘š ๐ผ?
A failure cured by

ENVY,
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย You green-eyed MONSTER
To you,
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  ๐ผ ๐‘ ๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘›๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘‘

And now I have
๐ƒ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ฆ๐ฌ ๐š๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ง๐๐š๐ซ๐๐ฌ


Don't turn your wants into needs
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐‘Œ๐‘œ๐‘ข ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘›๐‘’๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘“๐‘–๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘’
Don't turn your hopes into expectations
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐‘Œ๐‘œ๐‘ข ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘›๐‘’๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘๐‘’ ๐‘ ๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘“๐‘–๐‘’๐‘‘


Teach me and I'll ๐Ÿ๐ฅ๐ฒ
Teach me and I'll ๐ƒ๐ˆ๐„
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐ถ๐‘Ž๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘’ ๐ผ ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘˜๐‘’๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘”๐‘œ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐‘ˆ๐‘›๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘™ ๐ผ ๐‘ ๐‘ข๐‘“๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘’
And I'll fall right back DOWN

Teach me and I'll ๐Ÿ๐ฅ๐ฒ
Teach me and I'll ๐ƒ๐ˆ๐„
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐ถ๐‘Ž๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘’ ๐ผ ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘“๐‘™๐‘ฆ ๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘™๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘’๐‘ 
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ๐‘Šโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐ผ ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’
And I'll fall right back DOWN


๐ต๐‘ข๐‘ก ๐ผ ๐‘Ž๐‘š ๐‘še
๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘™๐‘–๐‘˜๐‘’ ๐‘’๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘ฆ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘‘๐‘ฆ
๐ผ ๐‘Ž๐‘š ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘š๐‘’
๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘™๐‘–๐‘˜๐‘’ ๐ผ ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘ก ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘๐‘’


โ€ฆ


Be proud of
Who you are
You don't need to
Reach the stars

๐ธ๐‘›๐‘ฃ๐‘ฆ, E๐‘›๐‘ฃ๐‘ฆ
Don't think like me
๐ธ๐‘›๐‘ฃ๐‘ฆ, ๐ธ๐‘›๐‘ฃ๐‘ฆ
Ignore the green-eyed beast


Teach me and I'll fly
Teach me and I'll die
I'll never be satisfied
It's not good enough to try
I have to do it right

Teach me and I'll die
But you had better fly
Leave me and I'll die
But you had better teach yourself

That ๐ธ๐‘›๐‘ฃ๐‘ฆ is an addiction
Surely you can find a better affliction
Apr 16 · 90
In Pursuit of Wonder
๐–๐‡๐€๐“ ๐’๐‡๐€๐๐„๐’ ๐’๐ˆ๐†๐‡๐“, ๐’๐๐€๐‘๐Š๐’ ๐“๐‡๐Ž๐”๐†๐‡๐“, ๐’๐“๐ˆ๐‘๐’ ๐’๐„๐๐’๐„๐’, ๐€๐๐ƒ ๐’๐„๐“๐’ ๐“๐‡๐„ ๐’๐Ž๐”๐‹ ๐’๐Ž๐€๐‘๐ˆ๐๐†?

๐‘Šโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘  ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘‘๐‘œ๐‘š ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘ค๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘‘๐‘  ๐‘ค๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž ๐‘ค๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ,
๐‘ค๐‘œ๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘› ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘”โ„Ž ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘ข๐‘™๐‘ ๐‘’ ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘ฃ๐‘–๐‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘ก ๐‘’๐‘ฅ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘’๐‘›๐‘๐‘’?

Where is beauty if not borne in the bond between us,
in every CURIOUS GAZE, every DARING DREAM, every LUMINOUS LEAP toward discovery?

Truth twists, shifting shape, sculpting fact into fableโ€ฆ

Yet FABLE FORGES THE FRAME OF FACT.


We EXPLAIN the ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ๐ง, CHASE the ๐ฎ๐ง๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ๐ง, and REACH toward the ๐ฎ๐ง๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ๐š๐›๐ฅ๐žโ€”
not to seize it, no, but to
ILLUMINATE THE WAY.

๐ธ๐‘Ž๐‘โ„Ž ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘ ๐‘ค๐‘’๐‘Ÿ, ๐‘“๐‘™๐‘’๐‘’๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘๐‘ข๐‘ก ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘‘.
๐ธ๐‘Ž๐‘โ„Ž ๐‘™๐‘–๐‘’, ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘”๐‘’๐‘™๐‘ฆ ๐‘ฃ๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘Ž๐‘™, ๐‘ข๐‘›๐‘™๐‘œ๐‘๐‘˜๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘Ž ๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘’๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘ข๐‘กโ„Ž.

WHO DECIDES WHATโ€™S REAL AND WHATโ€™S NOT?

It is a CHOICE we make, a LENS we craftโ€” for
PERCEPTION SHAPES REALITY.

๐ด๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘™๐‘–๐‘’๐‘“ ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘๐‘’๐‘™๐‘  ๐‘ข๐‘  ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘˜๐‘’๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”.


No, no, we need not the ๐Ÿ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ๐š๐œ๐ฒ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ญ๐ซ๐ฎ๐ญ๐ก,
but ๐ฆ๐จ๐๐ž๐ฅ๐ฌ that carry us as ๐œ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฌ๐ž as we can come.
Not the ๐‡๐”๐๐‘๐ˆ๐’ of ๐œ๐ž๐ซ๐ญ๐š๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐ฒ, but
THEORIES that ๐€๐ƒ๐Œ๐ˆ๐“ we are unsureโ€”

๐‘‚๐‘›๐‘™๐‘ฆ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘ค๐‘’ โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ฃ๐‘’ ๐‘‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘ค๐‘› ๐‘›๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ ๐‘’๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘”โ„Ž ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ค.


No, NOT PERMANENCE, BUT POSSIBILITIES.
NOT CONCLUSION, BUT CURIOSITY.
NOT RESOLUTION, BUT RESTLESS PURSUIT.

๐‘Š๐‘’ ๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘’๐‘˜ ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘๐‘’ ๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘”โ„Ž๐‘ก, ๐‘๐‘ข๐‘ก ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘› ๐‘ค๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘”.
๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ก ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘ก๐‘ก๐‘™๐‘’, ๐‘๐‘ข๐‘ก ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘  ๐‘œ๐‘›.

FOR WE ARE ๐“๐‘๐€๐ˆ๐‹๐๐‹๐€๐™๐„๐‘๐’,
UNWAVERING,
PUSHING EVER FORWARD,
EVER FURTHER.

WE NEED NOT AGREEMENT, but ๐€๐‘๐†๐”๐Œ๐„๐๐“.
NOT KNOWLEDGE ALONE, but ๐ˆ๐๐’๐ˆ๐†๐‡๐“โ€”

No, not just insight, but

๐‘ฉ๐‘ฌ๐‘จ๐‘ผ๐‘ป๐’€!


Our tentative theories transmute into transient proof of progress,
propelling us toward ever-better understandingโ€”
bold revelations bending into bridges that carry us
ACROSS THE VEIL OF UNCERTAINTY.

๐‘Šโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘‘๐‘œ๐‘š ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘  ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘”โ„Ž ๐‘ค๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ,

DISTILLING DREAMS INTO DECLARATIONS THAT DRIVE US FORWARD.


๐’๐๐„๐€๐Š.

Share the ๐ฌ๐ฉ๐š๐ซ๐ค that sent you ๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”.
Tell me the ๐ญ๐š๐ฅ๐ž that turned your mind to ๐‘š๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘™.
Reveal the ๐ซ๐ก๐ฒ๐ญ๐ก๐ฆ that resonates through ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘ ๐‘œ๐‘›.

REAL OR NOT,
๐–๐‡๐€๐“ ๐Œ๐€๐Š๐„๐’ ๐ˆ๐“ ๐‘๐„๐Œ๐€๐‘๐Š๐€๐๐‹๐„?
What allows it to endure?

๐‘Šโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘ข๐‘ก๐‘ฆ ๐‘‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘  ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘’, ๐‘‘๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘Ÿ, ๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘“๐‘–๐‘›๐‘’โ€”

PROOF THAT IN THE END, YOU DID MORE THAN SIMPLY DIE?


๐“๐„๐‹๐‹ ๐Œ๐„.

๐’๐ก๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฉ๐š๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐จ๐ง.
  ๐‘†โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ ๐‘’๐‘ฅ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘’.ย ย 
๐‘บ๐‘ฏ๐‘จ๐‘น๐‘ฌ ๐’€๐‘ถ๐‘ผ๐‘น ๐‘พ๐‘ถ๐‘ต๐‘ซ๐‘ฌ๐‘น!
My, how the wind blows.
She sings a lovely song.

Is that victory I hear?
Oh, such familiar cheers.

But my, how the sky does fall.
She cries, but for which side?

Does she cry for their defeat?
Surely she wouldn't,

cry

for

me.


To wrath and rage,
I've been your slave.

How can this be?
A hero, I've been named.
But you, my friend,
You are,

nothing

like

me.


Oh hero, see,
This red, polished steel.
Your hands did,

nothing

but

heal.


I am just a tally,
I am just a weapon.
Sharp as my determination,
Heavy as my heart.

As they celebrate,
You are out there on your knees,
Stitching all the open seams.
Cleaning the mess,

made

by

me.



~~~Act II~~~

My, how the sky fell as I slept
Why weep when a killer's half dead?
My, how the wind sings
But surely these cheers

Can't redeem me.

Oh hero, your purpose has been so pure
You are not bound by sin like me
You need not harm nor blame
You are

Nothing like me.

I am pure, only by intention
But you are clean, even in action

Those hands of yours
Must do nothing more
Never take what

Can't be restored.

Oh hero, see
This red, polished steel
Your hands, did

Nothing but heal.


A true hero,

gives,

never

takes.


A true hero,

is you,


not



me.
Apr 15 · 76
Origin Story
Here, love's story begins
Life can't tear it apart
Cause it's powered by the heart

A look of fear in his eyes
She comes running to his side
The bullies say "this'll hurt"
And she makes them all eat dirt

He looks up from the ground
A smile replaces a frown


Here, love's story blossoms
Nothing in this world can stop them
Cause it's powered by the heart

She pulls him up
He starts to blush
Two hearts begin to rush
"Hey, why don't we get some lunch?"

She brought him to a diner
Where he got to know her

From the ground to a table
From strangers to friends
From a table to a movie
From friends to lovers


Here, love's story ignites
Nothing will ever be as bright
Cause it's powered by the heart

She holds his hand
It makes him glad
She kisses his lips
He'll never get sick of it

From a greeting to a wedding
From two kids grew two lovers
From a date to a family
What a happy story

"I've got good news today
Come home soon, and I'll say"
"Oh boy, I can barely wait"

From two lovers grew an accident
How the hell could this happen?
The sirens were too late


Here, life's story ends
Love tore it apart
Cause it was powered by the heart
Apr 14 · 358
Gentle Hands
The beauty of paper flowers
They never wither

The tragedy of paper flowers
They always remember

Your gentle hands could do no harm
But they could let go

A paper flower never wilted

Even worse

It was discarded
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