Wind me up
You make my head spin

You manipulate me
With your brightest sin

The evil twin
I can’t resist you

I want you so bad
I want you

She said
You slay me

I said under my breath
Save me

She probably doesn’t remember
So I guess I’ll remind her
Before Mid September

I don’t mean to demean
I don’t mean to be mean
I don’t mean to intervene
I don’t mean to make a scene
I just want to come clean
I see you in every dream
I just want to scream
I instead choose to gleam
I continue to lean
I continued to lean
I want you to learn
I want you

You are so strong that you choose to ignore your pain, you always look at the brighter side and live with it.

Yet sometimes you get tired. You cry to sleep, you feel alone and hurt. Your thoughts are eating you up that you think you are drowning alone in it. You keep your words and feelings for yourself, you keep them until you're full of them, that sometimes you fail to control them, they come out as silent tears.

You care too much that you choose to forget yourself.

I write with my pain as my pen
blood into the page
& my mind won't leave me alone
not even when I'm on the phone
I talk
I speak
I'm in the ruins
I'm a destroyer

lost in a dream
running in the night

Someone once asked me
If I was afraid of the dark.
No, I replied.

The dark is not my enemy.
She is my friend,
And has always been there.

The light is fleeting,
Leaving one blinded
In its wake.

But the dark remains,
Slowly creeping,
Embracing the mind.

Regardless of past.
Of horrible thoughts,
And heavy emotions.

She comforts me
In solitude,
And has never left me since.