The fireplace is keeping my hands warm
The smell of cinnamon is just starting to fill the room
The innocence of "Jingle Bells" brings pleasant comfort to my ears
And my tongue has just turned red from too much candy cane

But even though I'm standing under the mistletoe with the glaring lights of the Christmas tree accentuating the sparkles in my eyes
My heart remains cold.

Because I know where you are and what you are doing
Because I know that I am tied down to reality I can't seem to avoid

And I pray
I pray to anyone that might hear, to anyone that might help
That my heart be liberated

So it can finally feel the warmth of a snowy Christmas night


-FreeMind

My life would be so much easier
Without all my emotions
To get in the way
Of my life
Thoughts?

I never tell you to stay with me
I never force you to reply to me
But I fear being alive without YOU

Though I never show it to you
I know that YOU know it too

YOU know I LOVE YOU so much
YOU know everything of my LOVE -
Don't YOU?

~~~

You are aware of every little thing
I experience in your LOVE
Please never ever think
Of leaving me & going away

I am alive in wait of YOU
I am showing patience
Till you find courage

I am not at all that bad
As everyone thinks
YOU know that - don't you?

Whenever life brings little
Happiness, smiles and joys
My eyes look out for YOU
I want YOU to be with me
In those happy moments

Whenever life brings lots of
Grief, sadness, sorrow
My eyes look out for you
I want you to
Hold me from falling

I never want pity & charity
In return of my LOVE for YOU
YOU know everything of my LOVE -
Don't YOU?

Though I never let the world know
What I am feeling inside me
YOU know how much I LOVE YOU
I always want to be with YOU

I never tell you to stay with me
I never force you to reply to me
But I fear being alive without YOU

Though I never show it to you
I know that YOU know it too

YOU know I LOVE YOU so much
YOU know everything of my LOVE -
Don't YOU?

Oh My BELOVEDz
When I remember YOU
I recite a song
I write a poem
I pen down lyrics
I pour out quotes
I dance my heart out
In my LOVE of YOU

Seeing myself doing
All sort of antics in LOVE
With tears in my eyes
I too laughed at myself

That is the fate of a LOVERz
My tears are bringing
Happiness on people's faces
So be it...!

~~~~

Only when the sun blazes
Evaporating moisture from earth
For the dark clouds to form

Only when the clouds rain
The earth is soaked in tears
Those tears nourish the
Bud to become flower of LOVE
And the world smiles

That is the fate of a LOVERz
My tears are bringing
Happiness on people's faces
So be it

~~~~

When bird of LOVE came
And sat on my heart's branch
We were "wings in flight"
But when the bird flew away
My leaves & fruits withered

It was destined - without our knowledged
We exchanged a SOUL-LOVE-connect
And nourished the
Dream of LOVE for my BELOVEDz

That is the fate of a LOVERz
My tears are bringing
Happiness on people's faces
So be it

~~~~

I hold salt of LOVE in my hand
While standing in lashing rain

I try to grab the golden dust
When there is a strong blizzard

I flowed with the mountain spring
Galloping down the gushing stream
Towards my BELOVEDz ocean
Without realizing that
Humans have built dams all along
To stagnate my LOVE desires

It was then I realized
These are mere "TESTS" of being a LOVERz

Those who see me and
See my LOVE hopes -
Laugh...!

That is the fate of a LOVERz
My tears are bringing
Happiness on people's faces
So be it

~~~~

I kept on building sand castles
Near the oceanic waves
Near my BELOVEDz home

I tried building a palace
With a pack of cards
When the gush of wind was strong

I keep planting the seeds of LOVE
Knowing my prayers are yielding fruits
Those fruits are plucked, sold and
Eaten in the world markets
As materialistic goods

That is the fate of a LOVERz
My tears are bringing
Happiness on people's faces
So be it

~~~~

I am still busy cleaning
My birth's "conditioning"
On the path of my life

Hoping that,
One day my BELOVEDZ will
Walk on the same path
That I beautifully decorated for her

She will appreciate my devotion
And my unconditional LOVE
While I will stand waiting
Wagging my tail...

That is the fate of a LOVERz
My tears are bringing
Happiness on people's faces
So be it

~~~~

The world likes my LOVE play
And keeps on laughing at my antics

That is the fate of a LOVERz
My tears are bringing
Happiness and smile on people's faces
So be it