'Is everything ok?'

What is ok?

'Haven't killed myself yet, have I?'

11:11,
with heads to the heavens
i preach words of the holy one
like i am a reverend.
i speak words into the universe,
i am aware & i know,
that my faith is decider
of how far i go.
my mind is a weapon,
my love is a drug,
my soul has the depth of the oceans.
my creator accepting,
sends love from above,
bringing all the good vibes into motion.

You spend your days

Locked up in your room

Wearing your headphones

Listening to sick tunes

You hear the whispers

Calling out to you

Saying that

You should join them too

You told yourself

Not to listen

Not to indulge in

The lies they tell you

"It's fun here"

"they're waiting for you"

"what are you waiting for?"

"do it"

You turned the volume up

Louder and louder

The music gets louder

But the louder the music gets

The voices do as well

And terrifyingly

They become clearer

The voices of reason

Or are they lies?

You clutched your head

In confusion, not knowing

What to do

You screamed for help

But remembered that

You're all alone

"no one's at home"

"you already knew what happened"

"Were the only ones"

"Who could help"

"just listen"


You saw a rope


Nearby


And now is the time


To decide




What would you choose?

To dispute our LOVE is not my desire
No art or knowledge will suffice
The sufferings of our TRUE LOVE

Because I (YOU/WE) know you LOVE me too
We've friends abound, & foes are not desired
What I seek is a LOVERz who LOVES me
O seeker BELOVEDz, please do not leave me....!

Oh... Poor LOVERz,
Oh... Poor BELOVEDz.
No friends can give one a lip to kiss
That a LOVERz-BELOVEDz desires

No pearl of wealth empowers me
Nor a spiritual guru heals me
Those days are gone when
Anyone other than my BELOVED LOVERz
Can help me sail through this sorrow

Every helping hands tells me
The advises I do not desire in LOVE

If you want to break FREE from life
Do not moralize- ethics and integrity
Just plunder on to LOVE till your desires

Humans are masters of yearnings
Receiving is a human trait of desire

LOVERz-BELOVEDz are slaves of insights
Giving a blessing for the one who LOVES

Oh.. my giver of LOVE
You rose my grief's flame
At least ask  LOVERz-BELOVEDz
What does LOVE-CONNECT desires

Do not ****** out God/dess of LOVE
Stop for a moment, ask what SOUL seeks

Do not desert journeys of LOVE
Do not silence the heart's speak
The ups and downs nurtures our TRUST
That forms the bond of TRUE LOVE
The sufferings of our TRUE LOVE