It comes in waves
One moment
I'm naked
Under the
Moon,

Manifesting
My world
Into ways
I want
To

Next minute
I'm
Ravaging
Through
My
Books
Arranging
Each letter
Until I
Lost
You. <\♡

I search for galaxies in your eyes
But all I find are the trembling stars
The ones the take you by the hand
Despite all the good and all the bad
And dance with you on the surface of the moon
Until your hand comes reaching out
And you pull me through space and time
Only to find that I’m lost at sea
Searching for your starry sky
But you’ve been here all along
The fire in my soul, the glitter in my lies  
You’re the universe I’m searching to find
And I’m the lost galaxy in your eyes

I want to
dominate
every spec
of your gathered
stardust,

Carefully
unkept are
your
thighs
around my
face

Sweet love
let it
go,
your
explosions
all on
my
waist.♡

My reflection stares back at me as an illusion of who I really am  
These walls create shadows and faces to scare me.
They fight with me through the night, I'm scared one night they will win.
My mind might be falling into insanity, these voices lie & manipulate my personality.
I refuse to give up
Stars & and the moon are still counting on me to shine with them
A different version of myself talks to me in my sleep, only she doesn't think the way I do.
The ghosts in which I am haunted by like to smile at me in the dark, with all of my fears spitting out from their teeth.
They like to possess my dreams, & turn my nights into feeling paralyzed forever.
They hold me down while I am sleeping, & brag how they are stronger than me.


They enjoy ******* the life from me,
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