i hate that i have days where i just feel sick constantly nauseous and a fast heart being filled with anxiety and still not knowing why when nothing you have done is different or scary but there is still that feeling that just seems to never go away
loneliness has defined this old soul. Bittersweet melody has tuned my way of living.
I don't know how much my heart could stand the weight and wait for that simple moment, that single spark to feel alive and stop breathing the ashen smog of reality.