An unfamiliar feeling
Almost like bubbles in my stomach
Fireworks in my brain

Laughter comes easily
Jokes slide off my tongue
Drunk on the feeling

Summer days
Long car rides
Music blasting
Bringing the strange feeling
Filling the air I breathe

Confidence
Love
The purest joy
Feeling as high as the stars in the sky

Better than a cigarette
Or any drug
The bursting
Euphoric feeling
Of true happiness

I have done things
To myself
So slow and incremental
That it could not be noticed

The path was
Uneventful
Not much drama
Or neurosis

The dulling
Of the faculties
The tightening
Of the lung

The salt
That swells
The eyeballs
When the funeral
Song
Gets
Sung.

my heart fell from my ribs
and the heavy, dense-packed air,
and into you,
my holy water;
you held me up.
when i couldn’t even lift myself.
please, my love, please
baptise me in your everything.
bind me to a world of sacred religion
where prayer is peace
and you are the god.
…i’ll worship you like water.

I knew that you planned to leave,
after all my text were left unread,
And you'd stop calling me every night,
it spoke the word you were afraid to,
so I did for you,
asking you why,
what had gone wrong,
And if it was my fault,
but you apologized,
and said it was you,
not me,
which I knew was a lie,
but you just didn't have the heart,
to tell me what we both knew was true.

I'm not asking you to be flawless
To ask for that would only divide;
flaws don’t reduce your worth
or dim your shine.
We don't have to be perfect alone
To work side by side
I'll compensate your flaws
and you'll compensate mine

You can be a student a teacher or in the military.

Conducting helping to assist for the better tomorrow.

Painting a picture skuplting a tag with a military hat of care.

Focusing on developments and aiding tomorrow with care.

Artificial intelligence development and cybersecurity to share.

New tokenize applications to be capitalize and to care.

Helping to fix a puzzle to solve and share
New developments of virtual worlds simulated and of a.g.i intelligence with the virtual share.

25 and 40 percent share investment growth into this care
The golden card of Einstein's care
Family with hands that offers charity because they care.

The bond of ideas centralization care
Microsoft and family that cares
Birth child in cybersecurity a.i inventions of new empire of the trusted care
The red bird and numbers that permutates the travel care.

The shift in timeline with good news only to challenge and to care.

Helping to build a new innovative student challenge with care
Global assistance with care

The world with a heart that truly shares and cares.

The eagle eye with hands that shares.

You might be a soar looser but they care.

the end is coming for me
i can feel it in my bones
hunting down the last of my will
like a predator and it’s prey

i see the signs everywhere i look
everything and all is wrong

so for my last act of strength

instead of being left behind
this time i’m the one leaving

She is the life,
He is the death.
She was mistreated,
He held no breath.
She hoped to end,
He fought to stay.
She kissed him once—
He rose,
She slipped away.

my heart is a landing pad
breathe in
catch
breathe out
let go
breathe in
catch
breathe out
let go
breathe in
breathe in
breathe in
i cant catch
breathe oubreatheinbreatheinbreathein

Even if you don't exist.
The idea of you,
has kept me going.

Even if it's lackadaisical
with a heavy helping of delusion.
It's better than nothing.

the jew in you,
something
you long suspected,
or long lamented.

too bad,
the absence of
this moniker if it  
ain’t applicable directly
to your sorry ***.

after all who doesn’t
want to be among the
ch-ch-chosen peeps?

this blessing
in disguise,
it’s very special
to be hated by
almost,
everyone.

hatred,,
the great equalizer,
highlighting your
choicest features
race, gender, roman nose,
etc., etc., etc.

but like the song said,
though somebody may
hate unlucky you,
everybody, no exceptions,
hates the jews.

everyone knows
the jews own the banks.
everybody hates the banks
who leave you on hold,
leaving you, wondering why,
they won’t give you back
at the ATM, the good money
you lent them,
so you must be
minimum 10%
shrewish (shhhh-jewish) or
whaat! why?

yup, your deposit is
a liability on their books,
(they owe it back to you)
so you too are
a moneylender,
congrats!

welcome to the club,
the club of being
a liability.

we jews travel
around the world,
chased out from
almost everywhere.

so we invented the
around-world-cruise,
and the world gave
us steerage class
to remind us,
even the jew in you,
that’s OUR special place.


postscript:
(All) Jewish Lives Matter!
Oy!
(don’t get me started...)

How can the world say
That your heart isnt for me?
I feel your love every morning
I'm resting my head on this faith
And I bet my life on your grace

Strung prose
Like puzzle pieces
Broken across the page
No longer
Im too linear now
For all that
Maybe
Before long
I'll write
Instruction manuals
And think
They're poetic

I miss you everyday
These constant reminders dig into my brain
Like thousands of miners
Deep underground

I miss you all the time
Wishing you were here with me still
Longing to hug you
One last time

I miss you more then ever
Even after almost a year
The pain radiates in every beat
Of my still alive heart

Imagine learning developing your self over the years.

The noise reduction level like Steve jobs sitting in a chair.

Missing out on life in ways on beyond in so much many ways.

Everyone is like a stereotype and they act like a predicted LLM model like x rays.

While your learning new ways to shape inventions using your time over the years.

Imagine everything you did they have copycats that wants to be like you in days.

Imagine they never went through the depth of the experience you've endured over the years.

Such hard life  been working at eight years old, my old friend was the machine, to fix repair to draw and to develop over the years.

My legacy was copy and stolen over the years.

Imagine they've learned you to a degree to set your life on fire over the years.

Putting chemicals in your food and drink over the years.

Shaping your mind into someone else over the years.

Been lonely to find someone over the years, no real social skills in so much ways.

The storms with parents over the years, the pain I've experienced over the years with my foster parents over the years.

No compensation from the hardship of their choices.

No one took the time to focus on me with care over the years.

Struggling through it all in so many ways.
Imagine having a Alienware computer that can work in so many ways.

Friends envious to take your system in so many ways.

Stealing your laptop robbery and setting your place on fire in so many ways.

Being homeless in so many ways.

Working to see your father in so many ways, shared ideas developed business in so many ways.

Its like working for buttons in so many ways, couldn't afford to focus on exams and other things in so many ways.

All you wanted to do was to fit in with people in so many ways.

All of them used me in so many ways.

Building their empire in so many ways.

Gotten addicted to things in so many ways.

Manipulated used in so many ways.
Been accustomed to abuse in so many ways.

Never really found real true people that really cared.

A nerd like little bamboo plant growing in so many ways.

Discovering the real hard pain in so many ways.

Been influenced under the chemicals in so many ways.

Been hurt as the victim in so many ways.

Podcasts that are fictional with the past of fifteen yesterday.

They used everything to burn me in multiple ways.

They bought a plastic to hurt me in so many ways.

The social activist that targeted the men on the dating app so many ways.

Social activist targeting a Jewish student with her ways.

Here psychological situation of the her father leaving her in so many ways.

Taking it out on men and targeting men in so many ways.

The blender she wanted on him in so many ways.

Poor hard working men looking for closure of the earths hardship to be burned and hurt and bullied in so many ways.

Don't go online dating especially if your a nerd for anyone today.

Do things the old school way, parents who made us today, who knew to socialize the real social way, avoid these apps because they have their data on you, privacy is important because you can be down in the blue.

The lesson here is to socialize without publicity to be private with close doors than to face the judiciary, the internet with filters you will be taken advantage without even a sign of paper the lost and major disadvantage.

Real social dating groups with policies should be designed and made, like the movie hitch with Will smith that is run today.

Learn from me you'll see I'm not wrong, someone online can take your life and you'll be wrong!!

You can use X to journalize to write and to think.

Years ago we had so many pen pals that we wrote and exchanged pictures that is digital today, pen pals where more intimate and made marriage yesterday.

Digital dating is dangerous today, we need old school socializing today.

She's not Christian but looking for a way out with her manipulative ways.

She betrayed her religion in so many ways.

She's not smart doesn't like to work with her seductive ways.

Recently saw a woman who was with a Buddhist black mailing them robbing them with her manipulative ways.

We're men that designed this entire life in so many ways.

WE all men deserve the credit the love in so many ways.

Yet still we're effected in so many ways.

Our Y gene is dying faster in so many ways.

Population of men reducing shorter and shorter in so many ways.

Stress kills men  faster today, that's why we drink and party a lot these days.

The world needs ambition skills and innovation in so many ways.

We already have models that expires flipped and turn and clicked from day days.

We need new discovery science ideas physics, inventions in so many ways.

Yet still this pushes a different trade and influences young women not to work or to trade doing manipulative things in so many ways.

What really are we doing if the earth has days?

The astroid flying towards us in days?

Elon musk mars project should excel today with new physics today!

We as men needs the fighting power in so many ways, we need the credit the time the talk in so many ways.

We need better care in so many ways.

How can you be married and there isn't a certificate this is limited on so many ways?

No we don't want you please stay where you are and stop living off of people's resources, many say go away!!

Inventions ideas and development and innovation requires men in so many ways.

The richest people on earth and geeks rules the earth in so many ways.

We need ideas and money in so many ways.

We need social scores and karmic scores  like reddit in so many ways.

You can be talking to a stranger that can end your life in so many ways, with no degree no ambition or focus or working, addicted to the manipulative and seductive ways.

Be careful do not look for love today everyone wants money in many ways.

Study focus do the right thing you'll be rewarded in so many ways.

We're all fighting a hard battle the goal is survival in so many ways.

Why are you helping the social activist with no carrier?

She's  like the twin towers falling, picture that yesterday.

No invention, no design, no ambition or focus of the future?

You need people with with focus of their path and carrier, science and a.i today.

Ideas ways of inventions and developments today?

We need a virtual world with simulation  speeds to correct the faults we have today?

We have a global crisis every where?

Many peoples need jobs and ideas today.
We need assets and things toda.

We're humans not robots in this day and age in so many ways.

We need new tools to fix things and solve things beyond the conventional ways.

Nerds rules the world today in miraculous ways, the Utopia technological empire today.

We need to focus on the planet arrears.

Trading working in so many ways.

Doing the right things today.

Nerds needs the love so we can focus and solving the crisis today.

Dating a gangster have short days.

Nerds lives longer with many investment stocks brighter than yesterday.

The nerd is a asset and the gangster  is the liability that was yesterday.

Date a nerd he will be your husband today.

Let him focus on his work because he is need in the world today.

Inspire him with love and tender care today.

You'll see the progress with him in miraculous ways.

A Gangster will hurt you in so many ways.

The Gangster got everything about you in so many ways, showing your true color and manipulative and seductive ways,

She has hurt so many men today.

Five times the gangster and plastic  where together online and slept at the stadium, remember that was yesterday, everyone saw the rules was broken and spoke about in funny news cast the other day.

What are we doing today?

The clock is ticking in so many ways .
The world needs more people like Elon musk in so many ways.

Technology is the gem today.

Nerds today stay away from love in many ways.
Become a CEO today.

Work on your idea and share this story today.

The twenty five has won  in so many ways, quantum computing opening new ways.

Artifical intelligence investment, University for new road maps and skills today Trillions of rapid investments looking for new workers today.

Rapid growth and acceleration today.
Nerds are needed more ever today.

Global hunger is rising and we need to share our ideas today.
Invention tools of the road map with our skills today.

As men we're all kings today, like the emperor, Trump that is today.

As a nerd you'll survive a long time in so many ways.

As Nerds be very careful today and let's get started today.

Stay out of trouble learn  science and maths and discover new ways.

Don't be like Jeff , Kanye West today,  ensure you sign a prenup today.

I found my passion love creative skill with the technology people all across the globe today, shaping a new tomorrow with the future better than yesterday .

More work and development today, we need a bigger brighter industry of technology hub for all nerds around the globe today.

The round about circle as the karmic wheel that spins everyday.

Focus on your business and work today.

Stay out of trouble and do the right thing today.

Be a student everyday.

You'll be surprised where life can go than yesterday.

Be a programmer today, show the development and examples of the work today.

Start using a.i and learning new tools today.

My message can be a start today.

Focus on ideas, look at shark tank ideas today.

Men will always be at the top of the fortune list, do your research and home work.

We as men we pay bills!! Hard workers to date.

A Nerd is better than a gangster a nerd is an inventor, look at einstein and all the men that have created and made the world today.

Nerds are irreplaceable and rules the entire giant industry today.

Learn maths develop your self become smarter today.

If you know that you're smart and you know you have skill and talents, undervalued used for exams

Move away push as hard as you can get focus on your work carrier and think, innovate the leading new development and cure your self better and to think.

We all have to work and we must be considered as strong hard working  working bight ideas inventions.

It's unfair working so many hours and then learning of a affair, everything destroyed because you had fun and cheer.

Nerds with skills and talants needs to be treated fairly, we turn this entire world everyday from cryptocurrency innovation to data centers to construction to people who sits at the stadium that sits in chairs.

Without us the world cannot run, imagine having more of us with a gold medal and have won!

We need the right people to breed and station together, we need real people that understands us far better.

We need people with innovative ideas to pay major bills, we need people who can assist the world economy in so many ways.

We need solutions to solve major problems than major corrupt practice spread like cancer hurting each other over misinformation and misjudgment and string attached pulled in many ways.

The future the industry will be ran by men, the robots helping us along the path and guiding way.

We're working men not sitting down looking at a screen with pictures, we're focusing on the new development with new door openings with answers.

The tech industry is highly powerful competing against that is very difficult, respect the nerds that walks the lands likely you'll be working for him some day shanking his hands.

You cannot change your religion to hide what has already shown.

In life some people deserve the credit of the work that is due.

You don't know what you can become today, search for the answer.

We're the future that is shaping the planet today, we're the ones for a brighter future than yesterday.

Science will develop with our power and shape the future movie like krypton, don't underestimate us, we're came at the beginning of time working as one.

Maybe together as one.

Don't say I didn't warn you with my written answers you'll read this post back knowing the answer.



Focus on Hard work and the universal blessing  in so many ways.

TOD HOWARD HAWKS

Rain comes with clouds,
with you i feel complete
Isn’t it amazing, what we found?

Once
Fault
Is
A
Fault
Minimize
To
Act
According
To
Gender
                  - Amisha priya

designed your phone designed for mine a thumb as the secret god of a hairbrush teaching blood to crawl

designed eating designed eating the bee stings in our smuggled bread

designed the injured designed the dead

Lazy Sundays
after sleepless nights,

in a slump, though
nothing's done

the list is long, yet
we pause and slow,

letting the urgency flow
to return to our ways of comfort,

if only for a while
and let ourselves dream

just one night longer.

Don't confuse funicular
With rack and pinion
Or you'll never get up Snowden
There are those who'd argue
But that is my opinion.

All we need is darkness
for the natural selection of light
I watch the past as a travel show
the necessity or adversity ignites language,
different shapes of games, we like the power plays
of circle
let me be sealed in a wave
I want to descend to the faith of sand
to the Cro-Magno vision of words

I didn’t want to fall apart mid-sentence,
So I said less and asked more questions.
Tuned out love songs, skipped our street —
I made avoiding you look complete.

I smile and nod when your name is mentioned,
As if it doesn't pull me out of the conversation
They throw it around casually, like it's not cutting right through —
I guess I never got to cry out about you.

Hello Poetry
Not a poem just a message from me to you
It’s been a long, long time.
I’m just back to share
Now thanks to A.I
I’m able to make my lyrics into songs
So far I have only uploaded to TikTok and FB.
Working on a YouTube though.
So if you want to hear the lyrics in song form.
You can find the ones I have done so far by searching benjijamesmusic

Regards, Benji James

Actresses and models devour brains and manipulate the faux consent

Shallow puddle of stilled mudd

I'm not a simple ****

I could be in jail by now

Where is the Muppet baby learning in jail outfit?

Mostly early Gumby city corruption depictions

Zoe The Glob!

The glob is the city attorney from city hall
Don't touch his expensives
He's on vacation recital yearly ignore you!

It's typically a mash unit end of the war reason your learning losses are eminent

When you come home from war the mash!

But the movies have uniforms?

Learn Gumby, hurry the lights gonna change

What do you mean Watergate and real estate fraud!

We're the arts council

Oh I remember now
History always wins for the city attorney has records
We can't see the old ways

Show Buckingham
We are army but we defect
And are poor leaders