the unfinished burden that had left me in bitter state.

my body, it screamed within the circles of my mind.
my legs, it wobbled with laughter of cries.
my hands, it shivered in fear of happiness.
my mind, it raced with thoughts filled with broken pieces of consciouness.
my eyes, it huddled with tears of misery.

no, this is not one of those depressing poems.
no, this is not one of those suicidal poems.
no, this is not one of those poems that impacts your mentality to hover around with sadness.

i want you to know,
with everything you are, you're a perfection in everyone's heart.
you're the smile that lights up the entire universe.
you're the inhaler for laughters.
you're an individual with exceptions and exclusive features.
you're significant.
you're you.

let's just be happy all over again, shall we?

Yes I understand, my heart,
is your helping hand, to seek,
love like a rubber band, no dare,
with a witness stand.

Treasure my darling leisure,
For see my souls and pleasure,
Dare I speak your measures,
Through this painful pressure.  

But no you foolish imbecile,
Bringing me to medical,
With your pity chemical,
Your words are unforgivable.

Now with your broken machine,
Say hello to gasoline,
Burning in extreme,
I see tangerine.

Innocence standing right in front of my eyes
Taunting me to get out of the cries
In my head, telling me to back away before it's too late
Before the hate comes rushing through, this feels so great
The pain I'm feeling is irritate, you're imitate
So stop before this breaks down, you're in a shade, I'm blazing red
I'm hot from this madness you're causing but wait look, there's a parade
Cheering me on to do what I don't want to, consultant please freaking consultate!
Look at my plate, it's emptier than a blank wooden crate
This date, this year, this month imprinted into my head.
So every time when I look at the calendar on this exact day
I remember it's the day u ******* up, not me, cya in hell mate.