Liana: Favorites

Jul 9 Liana

Lostling

Measure every word,
Every use of punctuation,
Every emoticon and emoji
Down to the smallest gram

Think twice. No--
Thirteen times,
Before opening your mouth.
And dont talk too much or you're self centred

Check every message, comment.
Nothing too harsh
Nothing insensitive
Nothing that might scare them away
Or tarnish their view of you

Write
Delete
And rewrite
Then quickly send before you chicken out

I love chatting and interacting with you guys but sometimes I overthink

#overthinking #insecure #words #speach #scared #fear #judgement

Jul 9 Liana

Not Alone

Jul 9 Liana

Lostling

Not Alone

Someone listened.
Someone cared.
And I was not alone
With my fears and tears
And emptiness
For one night.

Thank you Liana
Thank you Lyle
I love and appreciate both of you so much ❤

#nightmare #company

Jul 9 Liana

Rea Rose

Jul 9 Liana

Lostling

Rea Rose

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She’s gone.

She’s gone
She’s gone
She’s gone
She’s gone
She’s gone
SHE’S GONE

And I can’t do a ****** thing

I wanted drop a message to her today but her name wan’t there. Just three dashes. I can’t find her account (Lost Dreamer), I can’t find her poems. Everything’s gone.
And I’m scared

#gone #lost #disappeared #fear #scared #missing

Jul 9 Liana

fall into you

Jul 9 Liana

lizie

fall into you

baby,
when i say i love you
i’m half-asleep
and whole in it.

you’re the reason
i don’t need
a wind-down.

i close my eyes
and fall
into you.

i only say “goodnight, i love you” when i’m already half-asleep. that’s how i know it’s real. i never stay up scrolling afterward because he’s the one who winds me down and revs me up all at once.

Jul 9 Liana

imposter syndrome

Jul 9 Liana

lizie

imposter syndrome

mom says
i’m the best person she knows.
i smile.
i’m good at pretending.

she says i’m kind,
but i know when it’s a performance.
she says i’m gifted,
but it feels like a trick
i’m barely pulling off.

my sax squeaks,
my test scores blur,
my muscles ache in the water.
and still she calls it talent.

i nod along,
quiet and guilty.

if i’m so good,
why do i always
feel like a lie?

Jul 9 Liana

i’m not okay but it’s fine

Jul 9 Liana

lizie

i’m not okay but it’s fine

i don’t want you
to worry.
i just want you
to stay.

i’ll say
i’m fine.
just don’t
go away.

Jul 9 Liana

my boy

Jul 9 Liana

lizie

my boy

you reached out
on january 7th in 2024,
and i haven’t stopped
loving you since.

in music,
in poems,
in every sleepy
“goodnight, i love you.”

you are the quiet
i want to come home to.
my comfort,
my constant,
my boy.

Jul 9 Liana

Untitled

Jul 9 Liana

lizie

Untitled

i wish people told me they were proud of me

i wish i deserved it

Jul 9 Liana

don't touch

Jul 9 Liana

ȧ ų ǥ ų ṣ ⱦ

don't touch

don't touch me
i'm scared of what will happen
if i forget to not feel

and if you get too close
and you pull away
i'm scared that i'll finally break

i wish i didn't have to protect myself this way, but hopefully you'll understand, even if you never see this

#ihatemyself

Jul 9 Liana

ANGELS ARE DANCING IN HEAVEN

Jul 9 Liana

Quinn

ANGELS ARE DANCING IN HEAVEN

I can see the angels moving side by side,
Following the movement of the cloudy heavens,
Moving endlessly to the voice of the Almighty.

With their garments as white as snow
And their wings moving to the resounding heavens,
With beautiful smiles on their faces.

— Quinn ✍️💖

#heartinwords #heavenlyvibes #poemoftheday