I slept
I was in a slumber
I was confused by the numbers on my clock
they moved a lot faster than I had thought

Where did all the time go?

Confession unfolds,
Wild child sheds lost innocence,
Time locks guilt away.

Jealous seas whisper,
Filthy mouth hides love’s regret,
Calmness fades to gray.

Pills drift through the waves,
Melancholy grips the heart—
Hope sinks with the tide.

All I have to say is..
*******
you're an idiot
I try to be nice
I try to care
Now you act like you don't want me anymore
Don't you know i'm rare?

I can't explain to you
how irritated I am

Why do you pretend to care
If you don't give a ****

I need to tune you out
because you're stressing me like crazy
I'm stretching in all directions
and I can't stop it lately

i've struggled over the weekend
I kept all my stress in
And my thoughts have finally caught up to my head
now I breakdown

I'm excited
so delighted
my mood has changed
so fast

I'm like a roller coaster
twists and turns
ups and downs

working hard for those that want to break my back

Emotions move like the wind
but my body can't take it

I'm so close to whiplash
I will not even fake it