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Grey Pryor Nov 2017
I truly don't know
I don't know what to do
Im stuck in between
Every atom of me wanting you vs  knowing what's going to drag me down
Grey Pryor Nov 2017
I haven't drank
I don't self harm anymore
I don't want to forget
I love you
I love you as high as i am
I love you in the morning while im checking my phone hoping something changed
I love you at night while i check again
I love you while i have someone else take my phone
I love you while i put all our photos in a keepsafe with a password a friend set
I love you as i try to open it and look at you
I love you while I'm going crazy
I love you when im too high and I can only focus on what is important
You
**** I'm sorry.
Grey Pryor Nov 2017
I do care
I do not hate you
I do love you
I do not regret you
I do want to text you
I blocked you because i cant take it
I cant take knowing I hurt you
I cant take the fact i put in my all
I cant take it that  i introduced you to my family
I cant think about all the what ifs
I could hold you again
I could love you again
I still love you
I'm hurt
You weren't *** to me
You were a love
A kind gesture
A beautiful scar on my heart
And ill remember you
One day ill unblock you
One day ill try to be friends again
But i do want you
Which is why I am letting you go
Because you have enough
And dont need me too
Im sorry. You and me fit well together in my point of view but others see it as toxic. I want you to be able to move on. I want you... I want to be in your life... But its not up to me. I don't get a choice anymore.
  Nov 2017 Grey Pryor
Misfitkilljoy
I walk down the broken path.
No shoes and no clue.
My feet get cut as I continue on.
With every step I take I begin to crumble and fall.
I Pick up myself and notice another person beside me falling and crying.
I walk over to him a lend my hand.
He takes it and we hold hands and continue On.
As we approach the gates we look back and see all of what we once were.
Grey Pryor Oct 2017
Okay
So you never asked
I dont know if that means you don't want to know,
But it was when we were watching that weird science fiction movie in the theatre.
You tucked you hair behind your ear
And as usual I had tunnel vision on you.
But my stomach dropped
And i knew in that moment while you were focused and smiling
I knew that i was in love with you
I knew that i wanted to make this become something
I knew you were different
I never looked for it to come into my life
I never wished upon a star
I never pulled apart daisies
Love me or love me not
I am so absoluty stunned and without a doubt in love with you
  Oct 2017 Grey Pryor
Edgar Allan Poe
Romance, who loves to nod and sing,
With drowsy head and folded wing,
Among the green leaves as they shake
Far down within some shadowy lake,
To me a painted paroquet
Hath been—a most familiar bird—
Taught me my alphabet to say—
To lisp my very earliest word
While in the wild wood I did lie,
A child—with a most knowing eye.

Of late, eternal Condor years
So shake the very Heaven on high
With tumult as they thunder by,
I have no time for idle cares
Though gazing on the unquiet sky.
And when an hour with calmer wings
Its down upon my spirit flings—
That little time with lyre and rhyme
To while away—forbidden things!
My heart would feel to be a crime
Unless it trembled with the strings.
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